Battle Of Survival

Episode 18

Irish's Point of View,

I just do not know why but somehow I was feeling good after whatever happened to me, I am just trying to forget this, it is just one day passed and I am feeling like I am here for years and all this happening with me from years but it is just one single day and I just can not believe it, but still I am glad that at least one person is here who cares about me and I am now having a hope that I can survive here coz she Shimmy is here with me,

"You are the best thing ever happened to me", said Shimmy to me and I just wiped her tears and hugged her,

"Thank you so much Shimmy and you know after Bella, you know she is my best friend and I just love her so much", I said to her and she just looked at me with excited eyes,

"Really you have a best friend, does she know that you got married, where is she", she asked me and I just felt so bad, I really miss her so much, she does not even know that I f*****g got married and what just happened to me, tears just build up into my eyes and I just wiped my tears,

"She does not have any idea what happen what is happening with me, I was so happy till morning but now I am just feeling that I am the saddest girl in the world, I just want to die, there is no way that I can survive here, I just miss her so much", I said to her and she just pulled me into a hug, and I just cried so hard on her shoulder and she just caressed my hair, she just let me cry as much as I want,

"Hey, do not cry please, just tell me what happened, just tell me how can I help you", she asked me and I just cried again, and she wiped my tears,

"Just take a deep breath okay", she said to me and I just took a deep breath and she made me drink some water,

"Do you want something that I can do for you", she asked me and I just nodded my head as I wiped my tears and released a deep breath,

"Can I take your phone, I need to talk to Bella, she does not know anything about me, she would be wondering what happened to me", I said to her but she looked at me and I just made a pleading face and she just looked at me with sad ideas,

"But if boss got to know about it, he will kill me Irish and he will kill you too, and there is no way that I want you to get hurt", she said to me but I just made a sad face again, I really want to talk to Bella, she would be waiting for me, I just do not know what should I say now, I just do not know that she would be ready to help me or not,

"Trust me, I will not let anyone know about this and also I will go and talk to her in the bathroom so no one will get to know about it but trust me just let me talk to her", I said to her and I was literally begging to her this time and she just pulled her phone out of the pocket and smiled at me and I also smiled back at her so brightly, I just could not believe that she is so nice to me, she is even ready to give me her phone, now I can at least talk to her, she was about to give me her phone but the door of my room got open with a bang and he walked in again and Shimmy got up from the bed instantly before he could see her and my smile also vanished from my face as I was just looking at him with wide eyes, he was looking so angry and I just tried to look away from him,

"Are you feeling okay", he asked me and I just slowly nodded my head, I just do not know how come he is talking to me so nicely, did something wrong happen to me or he got someone inside his body, I just could see that he was trying to be nice to me,

"I am fine", I said slowly and he just nodded his head and he was handing his phone to me and I just looked at him with confused eyes, I have no idea why he was giving me his phone, does he trust me that I will not ditch him, he got my confused face and opened his mouth to say something,

"Your mom wants to talk to you", he said to me as he was again handing me his phone but just shook my head so arrogantly,

"What happened", he asked me and I again shook my head,

"I do not want to talk to anyone, just tell them that their daughter died a long ago, no one is here for them now", I said to him and he looked at me with wide eyes, I just know that it is not easy for me to say this, but what else I can say, who can sell their own daughter there is no way that I can trust them now, I f*****g hate them and I will never go back to them in this life no matter how many time they will call me,

"Are you crazy, she is your mom and she is crying for you, you should talk to her at least once", he said to me in such a polite tone that I was looking at him with shocking eyes but I again shook my head and he was looking at me like he will eat me alive,

"I already said that I do not want to talk and I am saying it again that I am an orphan and my parents died long ago, so I just do not want to talk to anyone", I said to him and laid on my bed and hide my face under my blanket, he was glaring at me with angry eyes but I did not look at him again, I just know that he was trying to scare me with angry eyes but I am not that weak, I am not gonna even look at him so that he will get tired and will go from here, but seems like he was also so stubborn, I could still feel his presence in my room so I just peeped out of the blanket and found him staring at me with angry eyes, I just gulped hard to look at him like that,

"Okay okay, I will surely talk to her, do not worry", I heard him talking over the call and he just hangs up the call and I again gulped my saliva as I just know that he will come to me now and there is no way that I want to face him now, he will spoil my happy mood and I do not want that, please god just save me from this monster, he just looked at me and pulled my quilt with angry eyes and I got so scared to him all of the sudden, I just did not know that he will do this me,

"What are you doing", I asked him in an equal angry tone and he just pulled my leg and dragged me towards him, I was so scared at that time, I just do not know what should I say now,

"I did nothing okay, just leave me", I said to him and he just grabbed my jaw so tightly, Shimmy was looking at me with helpless eyes and I just know that she can not help me, no one can help me except me so I just have to be strong if I want to save myself,

"Why the hell you did not talk to them when you know that you are my responsibility", he asked me as he was twisting my jaw so brutally and it was hurting so much and I was just crying in pain but I just also pushed his hand away from my jaw and rubbed it as it was aching so badly,

"Coz I no longer belong to them, they forced me to marry you but you can not force me to talk to them, they are no one to me and they died for me, so you better not force me to talk to them or else I am gonna die just in front of your eyes and do not dare to think that I am kidding or something if you want you can shoot me right here", I said to her with greeting teeth and he just slapped me so hard that I just fell on the bed and blood started dripping from my lips as it was so f*****g hard, I was just looking at him with tearful eyes but he just walked out of the room with angry eyes,