Song's From the Heart

Hey you ,don't look at me With those puffy eyes You only knew my wrong doings But not the reasons behind Before darkness filled my soul I once was a happy little girl Full of love and light Loved buy everyone, admired by many I was an obedient daughter I was a caring sister I was a thoughtful friend Was and never will be I'm always on the top Did my best to make them proud But in just one snap everything falls apart In just one mistake No one believes me again Everyone despise me Failure is what they see Everytime I make a step They doubt, Parents? They left me During the times I needed them the most They sent me away. They are the first one who mocked me Saying that I am no good Brothers? sisters? They don't know me well They see me as the cruel one Friends? They betrayed me Creating a hallow space in my heart. My special someone ? He cheated a lot He doesn't love me He never did. Pity? I don't need those. Funny how they see the bad side in me And failed to see the battle I'm facing Little did they know I cried myself to sleep Little did they know I cut myself during night time Little did they know my wrist has a lot of bruises Little did they know how many times I tried to Take this life away in different ways We're not attention seeker We are love seeker We seek for love not pity We seek for appreciation rather than attention We are lonely and we are broken beyond repair Do not laugh at my dilemma,instead Find someone who is experiencing this melancholia Save them , Save a soul