The Trying Road to Happiness

They kicked me out, they kicked me out when i neer even did anything wrong, they kicked me out and they didn’t even tell me what I did wrong. Am i the ideal daughter they wanted, no, but i didn’t think they would kick me out. Sure hide me under the staircase like Harry Potter but not kick me out. I’m their daughter, they didn’t even look sad when they did it. They never really cared for me, they never even wanted me. I’m Danni Johnston, I'm sixteen and I have nobody. I have long black hair with purple tips that are curled, I have a septum piercing, a nose ring, my eyebrow, and I have 12 piercings in total on my ears, I also have a few tattoos but they're small.  Am i the daughter that they wanted, no, they are country club, polo wearing, cigar smoking, drown nose, little snakes that kicked me out. My brother is the QB for our highschool team and is well on his way to harvard. I was on my way to art school seeing as I had multiple awards in the subject but they told me I HAD to be a doctor. I wanted to be something because I wanted to be it, not my parents. We had a fight about it and they kicked me out. They probably would have done it a lot sooner if they knew all the stuff I did. My smug brother just sat there and said it was justified, I was out of control. Apparently in my house wanting to have free will isn’t a thing. Just because I don't want to be a doctor or because I want to wear dark clothing and dye my hair or pierce my face, I'm the “ worst daughter in the world and I don't deserve to be there”. I don’t know where I'm going or if I'm gonna be able to make it on my own. I don’t have any family who cares enough to take me in. Out of all the time they would get mad at me and they would call me worthless and useless. I still thought a little part of them loved me. Right now I am walking with my duffle bag out of stuff in one hand and a backpack in the other. I know a place where I can go for the night but after that I have to go. I only have 200 bucks to get me started. I need to figure out what i'm gonna do, i can’t sleep in the barn forever. Along with me are my clothes, makeup, shoes, and the things I had bought myself while I was in the hell hole. Lying there in the old hay of the abandoned barn was weird, I could feel what it was like to be alone. No one at my old school was like me, they were like my brother, waiting to get into an ivy league school. I had no friends and no family that gave a damn about me. Thinking and thinking about these things made me go into my bag and pull out a roll, I took a big hit releasing it calming down my head and everything else, even though i don’t have family i am glad that i have you. When I finished it, I crashed with the hum of the song that my grandma used to sing to me.