Naiya I rush through the trees and tall bushes, walking away from the conversation I just had with my sister. I don’t want to admit she is right, but she is. Soren is no longer indifferent to me. I care for him and I want to stay with him, but at the same time I also want what is best for him. And I’m not so sure staying with me is the best. I hate this. It’s all my fault that I became a vampire. Now, I can’t stay with my own mate because of my mistakes. I glare in frustration as the sun burns my skin again. It was still slightly scorched from the last time I stayed too long in the sunlight but the pain is helping me stay focused. All I want is to run away from here and never look back. Ignore all of my sorrows and responsibilities. All of my mistakes. It’s all a mess right now

