Can't Hate You

Good luck Sun

Melissa

None of us slept. I was totally tired, exhausted and worried. I was aggressive and felt like I was drowning.. Sam tried to comfort me. Even Charlie came over because she was worried as well but nothing helped me. No words, no tea, no medicine.. nothing helped me and my headache... Why was Sun doing that? That was the second time she just disappeared without telling anyone. Why couldn't she just stay at home or tell any of us what she was doing? Why didn't she care about her worried?

Elijah, Moon and the rest of the gang was looking for her... for hours.. he could've found her through her phone but she turned it off like she didn't want us to find her. I was so nervous that I was shaking. I was waiting all the time but they didn't call me and said that they found her.. why the hell was she gone for so long? Where was she? Did she have new friends that influenced her, did someone kidnap her? So many thoughts were going through my head and making me cray. She scared the s**t out of me..

"Don't worry Melissa. Elijah will find her and she'll be safe.." Sam said putting a hand on my shoulder. Oh no.. she wasn't going to be be safe if Elijah was going to find her. Charlie tried to comfort me as well but it wasn't going to work. I felt like I couldn't breathe.. "I'm scared Charlie.." I saw with a raw voice. I was so angry, worried and said at the same time..

She hugged me and I asked myself what I've done wrong. I should've done something when Moon told me about that boy... I hated myself so much in that moment... maybe it was my fault because I wasn't a good mom. I should've talked to her and realized that something was going on in her life. How could I've been so blind?

Moon

I've never been that worried in my entire life. I was so angry but anxious at the same time. First I thought she would come back soon like the last time so I didn't tell dad about Dean but she didn't come back and that made my anxiety grow. I want sure if I should tell him about it.. I just couldn't because he was going to kill me because I kept it to myself for so long.. we would've found her immediately if I would've told him earlier. I knew that he didn't even waste a thought of Dean because of the three weeks break.

Sun was so innocent and naive.. so helpful and big hearted, she was too caring and believing everything.. I was afraid that he was going to wash her brain and break her heart because that was very easy with Sun since she loved everything and everyone. He was too negative for her.. he was really a bad influence...

But actually.. he disappeared. I didn't see him for three weeks.. maybe they weren't even together. I wasn't sure so I couldn't tell dad and make him angry for nothing.

Dad was so angry that he didn't even talk and that was very bad. It showed how close he was to lose it.. she really pushed him to the edge. We told her endless times how careful she had to be, that she should always have her phone with her and that she shouldn't go anywhere without telling us before..

It was 3am. I wasn't even a bit tired. I was used to long nights.

She knew exactly how dangerous it was for her. She couldn't handle anything alone because these things were too dangerous for her but she couldn't understand that.. that's why dad sent a part of the gang to the east and west coast, some in and around the city and a few others around the block and town..

Melissa

I called Elijah hoping to get any updates. Well I hoped that he had only good new news. Or at least any news. This all was taking too long. "How is it going?" I asked him when he picked up. My voice was so broken and raw. "We didn't find her yet baby.." he answered and I closed my eyes. "Promise me that you'll be calm when you find her..". I knew that he wouldn't be able to control himself this time.. he would lose his patience.. she never disappeared for so long.. something definitely happened. He was just as worried as me.. so I could understand him at some point.

"I can't..."

I took a deep breath and in that moment we heard the door opening and she walked in.. We all stood up.

"Elijah... I found her..."

My heart stopped beating.

Moon

Dad slammed the breaks and did a u-turn on the middle of the street.. The way he hung up and looked showed how angry he was and that mom found her.. or that she came back.. but it was over. I could finally take a deep breath.

"And.. where is she?" I asked him. He looked so mad that his answer was cold and unbelievable.. he's probably never been so angry. "At home..."

Sun

They all looked shocked and disappointed. I pressed my lips together. Even Charlie came. I put my bag on the couch. Mom was shaking and I knew that this was really going to be my death. I definitely deserved it and I wished I could've changed it. I wished I could've found an excuse or anything else that would make them less angry.

"Where the hell have you been?" she sounded very angry when she grabbed my shoulders and shook me. I've never seen her this angry and I felt so bad... "I promise I can explain it!" I said trying to defend myself but I knew it wasn't going to help.. I knew nothing was going to fix it. I've never done something like this. That wasn't me. Staying at a guys home, falling asleep with him although I still knew nothing about him.. someone with wounds and blood.. I was so confused my feelings were all over the place because I didn't know what I should think or fee.

I hated myself because I did the same mistake again but when I was Dean I just forgot everything.. I didn't care about anything when I was with him.. I couldn't change that and the way I felt.. I knew I was stupid and naive but the way he made me feel was priceless. I met someone I really liked for the first time.. and I wanted to be with him without getting in trouble.

"Just wait until your dad comes home.." she said and my stomach dropped to the core.. that sentence.. my life was going to be over in a few seconds.. I knew that. Especially because I heard his car. It was very loud and this time it was even louder because he hit the gas.. I felt like my head was standing in flames and thought about running away.

Charlie and Sam left telling us that everything was going to be okay but I knew that nothing was going to be okay.. knowing that he was going to freak out.

Just right after they left dad and Moon walked in. I swear to god, they both had the same look. Angry and pissed. There wasn't even a need for a test. Even a blind person could see that he was his son. Their blood was boiling. I was asking myself who was going to start to yell at me first. So I spoke before they could.

"Dad.. Moon.. I'm extremely sorry but I can explain it! I know what I've done and-..." dad cut me off with laughter.. that scared me.. "Isn't it funny that I can find an enemy of mine in two second but not my own daughter in ten hours?" he asked but I knew that he didn't want the answer. I looked down.. ten hours.. then he started walking towards me very slowly..

"This time she even had her phone with her.. but it wasn't even ON!" he screamed the last word. He was still smiling. That was so scary.. I knew that smile was going to disappear in a couple of seconds. "Would you like to tell me where you were..?" he asked. I looked at him eyes widened. The fire in his eyes was going to kill me.

"Or wait! Should I ask.. where does he live?" he asked and my jaw dropped. I started shaking. I swallowed and tried to realize what he just said. "When you know.. who I was with.. why did it it take you so long to find me?" I asked him with furrowed eyebrows because I got mad at that point... he took a deep breath like he tried to be patient...

He was acting like a big macho, a huge leader, a huge fake ass who was trying to control everything. He acted totally cool with his words and his laugh and his appearance and his team and everything else.. but he was playing. He was fake.

Elijah

I didn't know that she was with him.. I only said it because it went through my head for a second... but I never thought that I would be right. I never thought she was really with that boy that none of us knew. She was in a guys house for so long... a million thoughts when through my head.. who knew what they have done.. I almost went crazy.. I started breathing heavier..

"I thought that you would say 'No dad, I wasn't with him' or 'my phone died and I got lost' or another explanation...but you didn't. You were with him.."

I had enough of worrying that some of my enemies could hurt her or anybody else of my family. I had enough that she couldn't understand it.

Sun

That wasn't the answer to my question.. "And you still spent hours with looking for me? I thought you would know EVERYTHING all the time. And what's so wrong about spending time with someone?"

I was clapping for myself for being that brave to talk like this to him. Actually I would've never done this and I didn't want to do it but I couldn't control myself. Moon's jaw dropped and I realized that I was the one who was right. No matter if I was right.. I should've kept it to myself and be quiet about it. He should've yelled at me and calmed down but I made it. even more complicated..

"Okay I'll pretend like you didn't say that. Now give me your phone." he raised a brow but I looked at him eyes wide open. "What?! No!" I resisted, crossing my arms in front of my chest. "Sun.. give him your damn phone." Moon said looking at me the same way. He was just as pissed as him. "You ain't using it lately anyway." dad continued. I wanted to freak out. They must've been kidding me. Of course I shook my head. "SUN!" he screamed at me and I handed him my phone immediately because fighting about this would've made everything even worse.

I looked at him totally disgusted.. he was looking for something in it.. I rolled my eyes..

"Oh! Who's that?! Dean Collins.." he smiled proudly and surprised but I knew that it was all fake.. His smile was filled with anger. Just like my face. "A handsome boy.." he said and I knew that he was looking at a pic of him. His eyes were reflecting it... I've learned a lot from him...

For a second I was scared that he would read our chat but then he handed me my phone back and asked myself what his next step was going to be.