Can't Hate You

Daddy issues 2.0

Dean

His eyes were shining.. "Dean.. I'm very proud..." he said and I sighed. "You've came this far... you brought her to me.. we're so close." I looked down. He sounded really emotional and I couldn't look at him.. because otherwise I was going to break his jaw.. If I would look at him and the way he was daydreaming I was really going to throw up..

"The way she was sleeping... made even me feel so peaceful. I can't wait to make her mine. And because of you we just got so close to our goal!" he continued and I grabbed a pancake because I couldn't take it anymore. I laughed. "To YOUR goal.." I said but he rolled his eyes. "You need to keep going like that.. soon she'll be mine and I'll burn Elijah's heart.." he laughed like a villain and Blake said something that made me lose it...

"But for real now.. how are you doing that..?" he asked.. I raised my eyebrow looking at him a little curious.. "I mean she's such a hot b***h, how does it come that you didn't f**k her yet? That would make everything easier."

I pushed my chair away immediately and stood up. I walked towards him very angrily with huge steps but he just laughed. My blood was boiling. I started breathing heavily and wanted to kill him but dad stopped me. I gave Blake a death stare.. "I'll kill you if you call her 'b***h' ever again.. or hot.. OR IF YOU SAY ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT HER!" I couldn't keep calm....

When I looked at dad I saw that he looked extremely mad as well.

"Blake.. you don't have the right to talk about her... and Dean.." he stood up. Why the hell did he get angry so fast every time it came to me? I was never going to be able to understand him.

"Dad im just saying that she's extremely cute and hot. I swear I would die to finish Dean's job.. only to have my hands on her once. Dad please give me that job, I want her.." he closed his eyes and smiled and bit his lower lip... I lost it.

I grabbed his collar and lifted him up.. he was older but not taller than me.. and I was stronger.. and I wanted to kill him. This time even dad couldn't stop me this time. He tried to pull me away from him but I was so close to break his neck until my phone rang.. I let him fall and looked at my screen... It was Sun. I took a deep breath and realized how I calmed down. I didn't know why but every time I saw or heard her name I felt like I could breath again.

"Is that her?" dad asked me excitedly. "Yeah.." I raised my eyebrow and after I gave them both a death stare I went up straight to my room..

Sun

"Good morning babygirl!" he answered my call and his voice sounded like always. That showed me that the real Dean was back. He wasn't vulnerable and soft anymore. His deep voice took over again.. "Good morning daddy.." I bit my lower lip after what I said because I couldn't believe myself.. it was the first time I called him like that and I couldn't tell how it felt. I couldn't even tell why I said it.. I just felt like saying it. My heart stopped for a second because I didn't know what he was going to think about it. The things between dad and I, were leading me to bad things.. of course I wasn't aware of it yet..

He groaned.. "I could get used to this.." he said and his voice sounded even deeper.. I chuckled nervously but I could barely breathe.. "You better should." I said and let myself fall on my bed. I started playing with my hair without even noticing it. I sighed and he said something that made me blush. "Baby don't sigh like that... You're making me really horny." I felt how my body started shaking a little bit.. knowing that I could make him feel like this.. made me weak but I had to get serious.

"Actually I just wanted to tell you that I'm not coming today... or for a long time.." I pressured my lips. "Why? Are you okay? What happened?" that he was caring was very cute. I really almost melted.. To be honest I wanted to say that everything was alright but he knew it whenever I lied so I told him the truth. "I had a very bad argument with my dad.." I answered and my voice sounded really sad. Thinking about it made me sad. He took a deep breath and I was afraid of annoying him. "Did he hurt you?" he asked me and somehow I felt like crying but I didn't want to.. "No.. but I think I hurt him.."

Dean

Even the thought of her dad hurting her like mine was doing it with me.. made me go crazy. It really made me want to punch someone. No matter what happened between them I wished that she would never have to feel what I was feeling but I also know that her dad was never going to do that to her.

"I wish I could have chill dad like yours.." she said and that was what I was talking about. "Believe me, you don't." I said and I wasn't sure how or what to feel. There was a very weird silence so I broke it. "Do you want me to come over after school?" I wasn't caring about our dads in that moment because I wanted to be there for her like she was there for me.. I knew that she got in trouble because of me and I didn't want that.. And I still didn't know why but I just wanted to see her.

Sun

"What? No! My dad already almost killed me and this time he won't let even you live.". Actually I was dying to see him but it was too dangerous. Especially because they all were still really pissed at me and I wasn't planning to get out of my room for the rest of the day even if dad wasn't going to be at home.

"If you say so.. are you sure that you're alright?" he asked me and in that moment I realized that nothing was okay. I suddenly felt so lonely.. like everybody was against me.. and all I wanted was peace.. I didn't want them to be mad at me anymore.. and I wanted to see Dean..

"To he honest.. no..." I said and realized how my heart was aching. "Do you want to talk?" he asked and I bit my lower lip because of his cuteness and I didn't want to cry..

I think something happened to him after that night. He was more caring. Still the same jerk but a little more soft.. "Sounds good but.. don't you have to go to school?" I asked after I looked at the clock. He should be getting ready instead of talking to me. "f**k it. I can get ready while listening to you.". he made me emotional. I couldn't even recognize him.

I started telling him what happened.. He made me fall in love with him so fast.. just like he said it at the beginning.. as if it was all that he wanted. He really wanted to listen to me and I knew that not every boy was so patient.. "We just screamed at each other... for the first time.." I swallowed. My voice sounded like I was drowning.

"He is just worried." he said with a soft voice.. that comforted me.

Of course I couldn't tell him about the gang stuff so it was very complicated to explain but I knew that he already understood me.

"But he... oh god I just feel so bad and I know it's my fault but you should've seen the way he looked at me. I want to punch myself for being so disrespectful." I said and sighed. "To be honest I can understand him." he said.. for the first time he was talking like that to me. Like an adult... like a dad.. "Me too but he said that he is going to kill you." after I said that I regretted it immediately. I panicked for a second but he laughed.

"You told him about us?" he asked and he wasn't mad or didn't ask me about the killing stuff... "Yeah. Kinda.. it was a.. complicated situation." I answered and he sighed. "My baby is cute.." he said and I could literally see his smirk in front of my eyes. "That's not funny?!" and of course I couldn't tell him that my dad was serious with this whole thing.

"I only wanted to feel free for once. I wanted to do something that didn't fit me, something spontaneous, something freaky.. do you know what I mean?" I said and held my breath.

"I do. Look babe.. I can understand your dad. Being a dad isn't easy. He's scared because of his little princess. He's afraid of loosing her...". His voice.. comforted me. And his words were honest. I couldn't say anything because the way he was talking just had that effect on me. "You're a teen. Just like me. He's confused and not sure what to do because everything he'll do will be wrong in your eyes... but he's only trying to protect you."

Maybe he was right.. maybe I should just try to understand him.

"He loves you soo much.. he has so many responsibilities and he's afraid of loosing you between it all. Especially to boys like me.." I wanted to cry.. and I think I even did. Only because of him. "No matter how much you'll change or what will happen to you, he'll still love you the same.. you'll always be his little princess. And believe me.. dads aren't the best in showing love." tears rolled down my face.

"Thanks, you just made me cry." I said wiping my tears aways and he laughed softly. "I think you needed that. But now I have to go. And please remember that I would never stop you from doing freaky things.." he said really seductively.. "I mean.. I won't see you for a while that means I need pics and FaceTime calls. Daddy wants to see his babygirl." I chuckled and got goosebumps.. he really made me feel desperate...

"I promise you won't be bored at school." I said and I knew that he knew exactly what I meant.. I couldn't believe that I said that and actually thought about it but it didn't bother me.. "I hope so because I know exactly what you feel right now. My little girl is naughty.." he said quietly.. I smiled and covered my face with my hands... "Now go to school, horny boy!" I said and that made us both laugh.

"See you babygirl..."

"See you daddy..."

I waited a few seconds and said "I love you." but he already hung up and I wasn't sure if I should be glad or not because he didn't hear it...