Chapter 9

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I'm standing in front of my locker and put my book inside my bag. No glee club today so I can go home early then watch movie and fall asleep until morning comes. Suddenly someone cover my eyes with his hand. I hold his hand to find who is he and I know who is he. "Aaron, I dont wanna play along with you." I push his hand away. "How could you can guess that easily huh?" Aaron hugs me from behind then kissing my neck. "Aaron..." I said to him and stop him to kissing my neck. "Why, baby?" Aaron raises his eyebrows at me. "I dont want to have any PDA or anything." I simply said and shut my locker and start walking. "Hey okay I'm really sorry. I just miss you okay. Only get a chance to see you once in a week sucked me up." Aaron says and hold my hand as he walk next to me. "I'm just not in a mood for any kind of PDA or anything okay." I simply said. "Yes, princess. I know that. Dont be so sensitive." Aaron rubs my hair. I didnt say anything but keep walking and turn my way to the parking lot until Aaron takes my hand and make me stop. "What else?" I groan. "I'm parking my car over there not there. That's why dont be so sensitive and anger." Aaron chuckles and put his hand around my shoulder. I roll my eyes and let out a sigh then put my hand around his waist as we walk together to his car. I see Finn is standing in front of his locker then he turn his face at me. I just turn my face away and avoid him. Since that night I ran away from his house, we didnt talk anything. I always avoid him because I dont want Rachel think different. Aaron open the front passenger door for me and let me in. I sit down on the front passenger seat and he walk to the drive seat then start driving away from McKinley to my house. Finn's POV I saw Madison and her boyfriend walking straight to the parking lot. I bet she saw me while I'm standing in front of my locker but she just turn her face away and avoid me. I dont know what's my fault but since she left my house when I got fever that night, she always avoid me and didnt wanna talk to me. I just hope that she wont find the things inside her comic book. I need to get that book again and hide it from her. I let out a sigh and shut my locker then walk away to the boys locker room for the football practice. I just cant get her out from my mind. Did she mad at me like that night when I kissed her when we were eleventh? But what did I do right now? I just said that she is beautiful that night. Only that and the fact she is. Damn, what's wrong with me? "Dude, you're okay?" Puck asks me. "I'm fine." I simply said and open my locker. "Talk. I'm your bestfriend." Puck hold my shoulder. "Madison keep avoiding me and didnt wanna talk to me. I dont know why." I sigh. "She has a boyfriend right? She avoiding you like the way she avoiding me. I was thinking about to ask her out then grab some dinner and save the cash for buy her pairs of lingerie, have the fashion show then bam! End up in bed." Puck grins at me. "Dont you dare to do that to her!" I glare at Puck and warn him. "Why? She is hot. A geeky hot chick." Puck chuckles. "I wont let anyone hurt her. You can do that to any other girl but just not her. If you are really my man, you wont make me disappointed twice." I shut my locker and walk out from the boys locker room. I wont let anyone hurt Madison again. Even if I have to choose between her and Puck. I would say her. She knows me better than myself and I wont let Puck get into her pants and hurt her. Now, I just need to get that comic book back again before Madison read something inside that book and find out that things and then everything ruin. I dont want to let that happen. Besides that I really need to talk to her. I need to ask why she is avoiding me and didnt wanna talk to me. Yes. That one. Madison's POV "It's arrived in my princess's castle." Aaron smiles at me. I didnt say anything but went out from his car with my poker face. "Babe, come on, I want to see your smile." "I'm tired." I simply said and about to walk away. "Wait." Aaron catches my hand. "I have this one." Aaron shows me a boquet of flowers. "Okay forgiven." I chuckle. "See? I love that smile and you." Aaron smiles back at me then put his hand around my shoulder as we walk together. I walk enter my house and unlock the door. My dad isnt home yet and I guess he will be overlate tonight. So I place the key to the key box and walk upstairs to get into my room. Aaron suddenly hug me from behind. I turn around and put my hand around his waist. He cup my cheeks then kisses me. I just can kiss him back as we both keep walking and then he lift me up to the bed and he is ontop of me and still kissing me passionately. We both have made out. I enjoy this actually because nobody can see us and I'm not really interested with those kind of PDA things so I keep it. Aaron still kissing me passionately so do I. But then his hand reach my lap and get closer and he is trying to unzipper my jeans and open my flannel shirt. "Aaron, what are you doing?" I push his hand away. "Come on, I got a protection. You really turn me on right now." Aaron says and still trying to kiss me and unzip my pants. I push his hand away and his body away from me and sit down on bed and hug my pillow. "I dont want it okay." "Maddy, we've been dating for almost four months and we doing nothing? I cant even kiss you in public." Aaron frowns at me. "I just dont want that. I told you since the first time I dont what to repeat what my parents did okay." I shake to Aaron. "I promise, it will be unforgetable and I got a protection so dont worry about that, baby." Aaron says to me and want to kiss me again. "Aaron! Stop! I'm not into it! I told you that I keep that until I find someone who really loves me." I said without looking at him. "You think that I didnt love you? I love you, Madison!" Aaron says to me. "If you love me, you would understand with that." I said as tears fall down to my face. "I understand but it just boring. My friends said that my relationship is boring. You know that I have to deal when my roommates bring different girl every night and I have to listen to all those moan? I'm stuck there but I kept it for you and now I want to do it with you but you dont want it. What's matter with you? You still want to live with this boring relationship?!" "You can leave." I simply said and turn my face away. "Wh-what? Maddy, okay I'm really sorry. I was upset. I shouldnt say that. I love you. We shouldnt do anything." Aaron holds my hand. "You love me?" I raise my eyebrows. "You love me after you said that our relationship is boring?!" I yelled at him. "You know what? I'm dating someone not for s*x. But because I love him and I want to be with him. That's it." "I know. I'm really sorry, baby. I'm really sorry." Aaron holds my sleeve. I push his hand away and turn my face. "Get out from here. You disappointed me. I'm done with you." I shake my head. "You breaking up with me? Are you insane? No one ever breaking up with me before and you did that to me?" Aaron says angrily. "If you love me you wouldnt say that, Aaron." I'm sobbing. "Fine! My friends were right, I shouldnt date you! I shouldnt date you!" Aaron yelled at me. "Leave before I call the cops." I'm crying. "Fine! You'll regret by said that to me, Madison!" Aaron says angrily and walk off. He slam the door with a loud bang. I just can lay body on my bed with hugging my pillow and crying. I just cant believe he could say that. I though he was different from any other guy but I was wrong. He just the same and not different. I'm really disappointed with everything he said. I told him since the first time that I want to keep that thing until the right time or at least I find my one true love or even my husband. I just dont want to repeat the moment happened between my parents. But why he couldnt understand? "Honey, you already home?" Dad open my door. I wipe my tears away quickly and turn my face at dad. "Hey, dad." "You okay? You've been crying? What's wrong?" Dad sit down on my bed. "No, I'm fine." I shake my head. "You cant lie to me, Maddy. What's wrong, princess? You dont want to tell your daddy anymore?" Dad says to me. "I'm breaking up with Aaron. He hurt me. I meant his word hurt me. I just cant believe he did that. After all this time I though he was different, dad." I'm crying. "You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who's not gonna complicate your life. Somebody who wont hurt you. And I though that Aaron was made you really happy." Dad says. "He was but he made me disappointed, dad. He said that our relationship is boring just because I dont let him to kiss me on public. But that's my choice. I'm not interested with that kind of thing. I dont want other people thing it's disgusting or anything." I'm crying. "Come here." Dad grabs my body and hug me. "Sssshhh that's okay, sweety. You did right. You stand up for your option and if he cant accept that, it means he doesnt love you for the way you are. My daughter is beautiful, smart, and talented. There are might be another thousand guys who waiting for you. Just forget it. Focus with entering university. You're junior now and in couple months you'll be senior then go to college. You grow up. You can make your own choices. I will never stop you if that things wont give you bad effect." Dad keep hugging me and kisses my head. "I dont wanna grow up." I'm crying. "Why, honey?" Dad asks me. "Because I cant hug you anymore or spoilt with you." I said to dad. "You cant spoilt with me when you have husband." Dad chuckles. I pull dad's body away and wipe my tears away. "I dont need a boyfriend. Madison doesnt need a boyfriend because I have the best man in the world." I said to dad. "You're the best thing in my life, Maddy." Dad smiles at me. "Alright, stop crying and lets have dinner." "Can we order Chinese food for dinner tonight? I want Sushi." I grin at dad. "Sushi is Japanese food, honey." Dad rolls his eyes. "Ugh but I also want eggroll and tempura." I said to dad. "Then just call Japanese food not the Chinese." Dad sighs. "Anything else, ma'am?" Dad asks me. "Did they also sell tots?" I raise my eyebrows. "No, ma'am. We only sell sushi, eggroll, tempura, chicken teriyaki, misou soup, and ocha tea." Dad says to me. "You ever work in delivery order of japanese food?" I frown at dad. "Ever teased the customer center." Dad laughs. "Daddy!" I chuckle. "Haha alright, I will order everything my daughter say. I will tell the delivery customer center that my daughter is in development period so she eat too much." Dad chuckles and stands up from my bed about to walk off. "I'm not a baby anymore." I curl my lips and walk behind dad. "But for me you are." Dad rubs my hair and walk to the dining room and take the phone from the hangin wall. I take a look at the trash in the kitchen and it's already full. It should be change with the new one and dad forget it, I guess. "Dad, I throw this trash outside." I said to dad and take that trashbag. Dad just nodded at me as he is talking on the phone. So I went out from my house and unlock the fence and place that trash outside my fence so tomorrow morning the trash-men will pick up the trash. "Now, it's done." I sigh and about to walk to my house. "No, it isnt." Someone suddenly catches my hand. I turn around and Finn frowns at me. Damn! I've been avoiding him all these days and I'm forget that he lived next to me. "What do you want, Finn?" I raise my eyebrows. "Why do you keep avoiding me? For everything I did, I'm sorry okay." Finn says to me. "Forgiven. Now can you let me go?" I ask Finn. "You didnt tell me why you ignore me, Madison." Finn frowns at me. "I dont wanna tell you." I shake my head. "Why? But you usually tell me a lot of things and since we were little we keep telling each other story right? And why dont you wanna be honest with me?" Finn asks me. "We are not eleventh years old anymore, Finn. We are grow up!" "But why? We used to be honest to each other!" "Because when I said that I dont wanna tell you something does mean that I dont wanna tell you that things!" I yelled at him. "We are not eleventh years old kid anymore! We grow up and please understand that not everything I want to share with you!" I push his hand away. Finn just being quiet and standing frozen with his head down. Tears slowly fall down to my face but I wipe my tears away quickly so he wouldnt see it. "Good night." I simply said and get into my house. "Dad, tell me when the dinner comes, I wanna study!" I shout and walk to my room. I cant believe about the things that I said to Finn. I know I shouldnt say that but that was out of control and I lost my words and my mind so I dont know what to do. Finn's POV "Because when I said that I dont wanna tell you something does mean that I dont wanna tell you that things!" Madison yelled at me. "We are not eleventh years old kid anymore! We grow up and please understand that not everything I want to share with you!" Madison pushes my hand away. I just can being frozen and quiet with my head down. I dont know why in front of her I become someone who really not me. If someone said that to me, I might already beat them but right now I just can being quiet. "Good night." Madison simply said and get into her house. I turn my face and looking at her disappeared. I let out a sigh and go back to enter my house. Only Madison who could make me like this. "Finn, where have you been? You dont wanna have dinner?" Mom asks me. "Next door. I'm not hungry." I simply said and walk upstairs to get into my room. I enter my room and lock my door. I'm sitting down on a sofa near to my window and hold my ball and playing with it while looking at the window. I dont see any moves comes from Madison's room. It's just the lamp is still turning on but I dont see her on her window. I just can see a puppy is looking at the window and it shocked me. Yeah I know that puppy. It was from that Aaron guy. But I'm really curious. Why he went out from Madison's house with angry face this evening? Something strange must be happened but what is that? I cant believe that she could said something like that. I know she was mad. And she can clear my temprament and made me being quiet like that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Madison's POV It's been two days since Finn and I didnt talk to each other about that Friday night tragedy. When I yelled at him and I throw my anger to him. I know it was stupid and I shouldnt do that but I cant hold it and it was suck me up. I feel guilty because of that and I really regret it. I just wanna apologize for what I've done right now. I keep walking with my bicycle. It's Sunday morning and I need to go out to refresh my mind. I should ride my bike, I know but I dont have energy for that so I just walking with holding my bike instead. Suddenly I see Finn run passed me. I know he is always do jogging like this. I just keep walking and follow him. He didnt say anything to me. He even disturb me or anything. He is different. And I guess he just mad at me. I know that. I keep walking with my bike and following him. He turn around back at me and saw me but he pretend like I'm not here. He didnt smile or anything but he just keep jogging. Tears slowly fall down to my face. What did I have done? I shouldnt say that. It was hurt him. I know I was really stupid. I know that. I ride my bike and riding my bike and crying. I have to get him and apologize. I have to. Finn suddenly start running again. He run too fast and it made me hard to reach him. Until it get closer to him but then my bicycle chain is broke. It's out of the gears and make me stop my way. I guess Finn knows that I'm following him. He slower his run and turns into a walk but he still didnt turn around and it's sucks me up. "Hey, Finn Hudson! My bicycle chain is broke and I cant fix that!" I shout. Finn stops his way and turn around. "Then?" "I cant follow you if my bicycle chain broke." I'm sobbing. Finn just mumbled and walk closer to me. I'm just crying and standing next to my bike. I know it sounds stupid and i***t. And I'm really look like a baby now. "You're crying just because your chain is broke?" Finn asks me then sighs. "Because I cant fix that." I'm sobbing. "I can guess that." Finn rubs my hair and take the bike from me. I just can let my head down and standing frozen and sniffing. Finn stands my bike then kneel down to fix that chain. I should apologize for the things I've done. I know that. I should apologize. I have to do that and fix this. "It fixed. You can follow me again now." Finn says to me and walk away. "Come on, Maddy." I just keep my head down and looking at the ground and sobbing. "I-I-I'm sorry." I'm crying. Finn didnt say anything and I guess he already run away again and didnt listen to what I said. All of sudden, he hugs me really tight and rubs my back. "If you want to apologize to someone, look at his eyes and dont cry." Finn says to me. "I'm crying because my chain is broke not because of that!" I protest. Finn just chuckle and keep hugging me. "You said that we grow up but why you still like a baby? Crying just because of a chain huh." I pull his body away and wipe my tears away. "But I really meant it." I said to him. "I know that. Okay forgiven." Finn says to me. "Seriously?" I raise my eyebrows at him. "Just stop crying. I dont want to see you cry anymore." Finn wipe my tears away and half-smirk at me. "I'm sorry, I broke up with Aaron and I threw my anger at you. I shouldnt do that." I said as we walk together and I hold my bike with me. "You broke up with him? Why? I though you guys were really happy." Finn says to me. "He asked for something that I'm not ready to do and he said that our relationship was boring so I told him to leave and we're done. That's better. For my entire life I substitute my dad for boyfriend so I can get through that." I sigh. "Such a jerk." Finn simply said. "Yeah. Such a jerk." I nodded as agree. "Everything will be fine. Just focus with nationals next week." Finn says to me. "Focus with my study." I simply said. "Focus with chemistry exam because I failed." Finn sighs. "Seriously? Why you didnt tell me?" I raise my eyebrows. "For what? Embarassed myself? Wait, I just told you! How stupid is that." Finn frowns. "Here is there deal, I will help you with your chemistry and you will help me to get through with this kind of thing relationship." I turn my face at Finn. "Dont ask me. I even have to ask Puck when I fighted with Rachel and got into Quinn's pants." Finn protest. "Finn, come on. You dont want to help me? Fine. I dont wanna help you either." I pouted at him. "I didnt ask for your help." Finn simply said. "Fine!" I simply said and walk away. "Hey, dont be so annoying. Okay I'll thinking about that. Hmm.." Finn block my way and grins at me. "I dont have much time." I roll my eyes. "I'll do it." Finn smirks at me. "You wasted my time." I curl my lips and walk off. "Madison Collins!" Finn shouts and suddenly ride my bike. "Finn Hudson!" I shout. "Come on, jump here. You stupid to bring a bike but you didnt ride it." Finn says to me. "I will kill you." I sigh and sit down to the front of him while he ride the bikes. "I will kill you first." Finn simply said. "But thanks for make me feel better and forgive me." I said. "Like you dont know me." Finn chuckles. I just chuckles and look around. Such a beautiful Sunday morning and it's begin with something like it used to be.
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