Us Against the World

Chapter 6

For our ride back from Point Black Pack Luke asked Tobias to ride with him and asked me and a pack warrior named Brad, one of the biggest pack warriors we have, to take the lead on the road, meaning they would follow. I appreciated the distance, I needed to put myself together. We functioned perfectly fine around others, it was when we were alone the issue. For now I could just avoid being with him by myself, that shouldn't be too hard. Tobias is always with us. Until everything goes back to the way it was.

Once at the pack house everyone was talking about going to the pub tonight. We arrived 2 hours ago and were now having dinner.

I ate in silence. Luke kept looking at me from a far. Did he always looked at me like this? Or am I imagining things?

Ummmm - I heard someone clear their throat next to me. I look up to, Gale, of course.

- Gale? Can I help you with anything?

- Ummm, yes, you could. Well, you see everyone is going to the pub, and I want to go too. - He was so nervous, hand sweating. I could see how everyone around us was holding a laughter, well everyone but Luke.

- You don't need my permission for that Gale. - Tobias couldn't hold his laugh no more but tried to simulate it was because of something Jake said. It didn't add up, Jake's face was dead serious.

- Yes, I know- Gale continued, having a hard time finding the right words. - What I mean to say is, AVA, I know we could be mates, you are strong and beautiful and I am smart, we could make a great team. - I could see Tobias spitting the water he was trying to drink out of his mouth, everyone else exploded into laughter, I tried to hold it together, I really didn't want to embarrass this kid. He was actually pretty smart but he didn't help his own case.

I stand up, serious face now.

- I appreciate your declaration Gale, but even if you were my mate, I am not looking for one. - With that I stepped away from the chair and went to my room.

I decided to take a shower and get ready to go to the pub. I really needed the distraction. While I am stepping out of the shower, I heard a knock on the door. I wrapped  myself up in my towel and opened the door.

- Luke! - I was surprised to see him. He grabbed the door, making me move away and stepped in.

- Ava, I can't do this. I can't  stop thinking about you, about what happened. - He gets closer to me and touches my arms. - I know you feel it too, this can't be just in my head.

- Luke, I don't think this is a good idea. You shouldn't be here. - I stepped back.

- Why? Because you want me as bad as I want you? - He takes a step towards me. - Because you won't be able to stop yourself if I touch you? - He is so close I can feel his breath on my skin. - You can try to lie to me and to yourself but deep down you know the truth. - I shivered. This cannot be happening.  I want to say something but nothing comes out of my mouth.

- Ava I like you, I like you a lot. I can't just pretend nothing has happened between us- and with that his mouth crashed into mine. I can't stop myself and a moan escapes my lips. What am I doing? My hands move to push him but instead I'm pulling him closer to me. I am hungry of him too. I don't understand what's happening to me. I was so sure of what I wanted, my beta position is at risk right now. All my hard work. I can't do this.

His hands move to my ass and grabs it bringing me closer to him, I can feel his manhood poking me. The kiss is getting deeper, our moans louder, our breathing erratic. This is not romantic, it's crude, harsh, raw. It's not about wanting but needing. I am still holding him tight as our kiss deepens. With shaky hands I did something I shouldn't have, I wasn't thinking, I forgot all reasons, nothing else mattered right now, I pulled his jogger pants down, he held me up and I put my legs around his waist and with one quick movement he pushed all of it in. - f**k Ava- He says between my lips. We both moan, my body pressed to the wall, my towel no where to be seen, he still has his shirt on, pants still on his knees. We were kissing harshly, his p***s moving in and out of my very wet center, getting deeper and deeper with each movement. Our bodies are sweaty, I'm so close, his muscles are tensing, my walls clenched, he groans my name and kept moving inside of me, with each movement closer to my orgasm and it happens, an explosion of emotions exploded within me. I screamed his name and I felt him released his seed inside me. Our bodies were shaking, he is still holding me in place. He looked at me with a shy smile on his face. - I am loving this Ava - he whispered in my ear. I was regaining my breathing. - I know our second time shouldn't have been like that but I couldn't help it. His forehead is now touching mine.

After a minute like this he pulls me down.

I grabbed my towel that at some point fell on the floor.

- Ava, this feels amazing. We can't stop. We would make a great couple. I don't care if we are not destined mates, we can do this. Our relationship will be build on a long time friendship and now this. What else could we asked for? - He is touching both sides of my face.

- What about the Beta position? - I asked.

- You know Tobias will be a great beta. It would work out perfect. - He smiles.

- Perfect for who Luke? What about all the effort and hard work to become the best beta I could be? You cannot dismissed my hard work because you liked f*****g me - I could feel the hurt on his eyes.

- That's not what I meant Ava and you know it. But you can't possibly think you could be a beta and a Luna at the same time.

- Yes I know that but I didn't train all this time to become a Luna, not once I dreamed about something like that. You already have the perfect Luna, that's Mila's place, please keep me out of it. I am your beta and I am not interested in being anything else. - I said stepping away from him and heading to the door.

He looked broken with his head down, - I am sorry Ava- He whispered and left the room.

As soon as that door closed, I cried my life away. Was I in the wrong? I can't denied I loved being with him but at what price?