My poor baby!
Kristy Monelea Point of view
"Baby girl, you have to behave, okay?" My big sister said as she hugged me in front of our house. I saw she was carrying a big bag on her back. I don't need to see what's inside because I already guess it's all her belongings.
I hugged her very tightly because I didn't want her to leave me, mama and papa. She was my one and only sister who always helped me when someone bullied me and harassed me. She was my idol and my hero. I was born as an omega and so was she, but we are very different from each other. I was weak while she was strong. I'm just quiet and I don't dare to fight back when I am being trapped and bullied, while my big sister is a very vocal lady and brave to say or shout what's on her mind and what she feels.
"Big sister, don't leave us please!" I begged as I held onto her dress tightly.
"Look here, baby girl." She said as she held both my hands and let me face her. I was tilting my head upwards to look at her while she was bowing her head's down to look at me. I know my face is full of tears, I look dirty, but I don't mind it, I'm only a child, so it's like being a crybaby and messy.
"I will leave, but I will come back too. I just need to get a job in order to support you and our family. I will buy everything you want, but first I have to get some money and, in order to have money, I need to earn it. I need to work hard. Do you understand me, baby girl? I promise you baby girl that I will come back and visit you every once a month, okay?" She explained to me slowly. She was smiling at me while saying those words. She gently touched both my cheeks as she looked at me dearly.
"My baby girl is a very beautiful lady. I will protect you baby. I will do everything to protect you. I promise you that." She continued as she tried to dry out my tears on my face using her beautiful fingers.
"I don't want you to leave us big sister. I'm afraid those bullies will bully me more because you are not here anymore. They will hurt me and I will cry and my eyes will be swollen and mama and papa will call me ugly. Please, Big sister don't leave me. Please! I'm also scared that someone will hurt you. I don't want that to happen. I don't want you to get hurt too. Please! I'm begging you to stay here with us. Look, mama and papa are crying too, they don't want you to leave either." I said slowly as I kept crying and begging my big sister not to leave us. I'm worried about myself and I'm worried about her life too.
"Shhh! No one will bully you anymore. I already took care of those bullies for you baby girl. And you are not ugly, okay? Our loving parents just loved to tease you, but I'm telling you not, like your big sister but also a woman that you, Kristy Monelea, is a very beautiful lady. No one can compare how blessed you are in your physical image. Of course, I know that you have a good heart too." She said to me as she pat my head lightly.
My tears keep falling down and my sight is blurry. I saw her tilt her head straight to face our parents who were behind me. I didn't see them but I know very well how much they opposed my big sister's decision to leave us to get a job so she can support us. Life is very hard. Every day we struggle to live. I hear that our Alpha is a good man, but I don't believe it, because if he is really a good man, he must know what happened to us, like us who were born as a lower breed.
"Ma, pa. Please! Don't cry, you know I'm doing this for all of us. I won't be gone long. If I have enough money to sustain us, I promise to come back and I won't leave you again. Ma, pa, when I'm not here anymore, please don't be too hard on yourselves. Try to relax and enjoy your life sometimes, okay." She said to our parents.
"Baby! My poor baby. I'm sorry that you have to suffer. It's our obligation to support you, not to support us. I'm sorry my dear! I'm really sorry!" My mom's replied to her.
"Ma, don't say that. I'm not suffering. I will do this because you guys are my strength and I am happy to help you. I am already at my legal age to support you. It's my time to help you. So please don't ever say that I am suffering because of you. This is not suffering, this is love. I love you all, so I will do this to support my love, my family." My big sister said.
I wiped my tears and focused on my big sister's face. Her cheeks and nose are now in a reddish shape, her eyes are watering. She was almost crying but she did her best not to. She fought her tears not to fall down. I saw how her throat moved, she was swallowing her tears so as not to burst out. My big sister is really a brave woman and I really admire her for being like that. She will hide her sorrows for us not to worry, for us to be happy.
I didn't utter a word and just hugged her tightly. I really wanted to beg her again not to leave us, but her determination to help us is very strong. She will do this not for her own good but for us, so who am I to stop her, who am I to oppose it when she has already made a decision? I know my big sister very well. Once this is for us, her family, she will do it without any hesitation. No one can stop her once her goal is already set.
"Baby, we are worried about you. We are sad because you will be going far away. We know you will do this for us. I am very happy because I can see how good and responsible a woman you are. I know you are old enough to find a job and maybe old enough to find your mate and build a family. Baby, you are my first born child and I give you my blessing in your path. Do your best, be good so the moon goddess will bless you a good and happy life." I heard my mom say.
She was sniffing and sometimes clearing her throat. I know it, she was crying as she was trying to support what my big sister was planning to do.
"Always remember when you are tired, when you can't do it anymore, when you feel like your feet are about to fall down, just go back. We are here, your family are still here to hug you baby. Just like what you have said, don't be too hard on yourself either, be happy because you deserve that." My mom said again.