HELP ME

Today is July 25,shanu's first day at college.she is not much happy to joining that collage because that is an underrated private collage and she doesn't like that course too.But the situation is like that. She wake up early morning and take a bath. Through out her bath she was thinking about her past and dreams. She was an average student in school. But she gained top mark in some clases. She is Soo beautiful girl,and in her ten'th standard she fell in love with a boy.that was the turning point of her life she can't concentrate her studies well and the final result was because below average.Her parents were become so sad of her result.But she gained first group subject in the same school.her lover didn't joined any school and he stopped his studies.gradually that relationship dead and she understood that was just a time pass for him. Shanu don't like to create wide friendship.so she doesn't have thick friends too. two years passed smoothly.At the end of the year she fell in an another relationship.that had been long only for 2 months.unfortunatly that relationship was not long lasting.her parents knew about that relationship and punished a lot.that was her result announcing time.she gained good score. Her parents didn't allow her for further studies because of that relationship.she madly apologized and promise never repeat again in her life.She also told about her dreams.finally they agreed for her studies upon some conditions. First condition: we will plan your marriage as Soon as we possible.you have to agree that . Second condition: don't use mobile phone Third condition:we are not ready to spend money for your studies. she was ok with it,she know that is a private collage and need a lot of money but her situation is like that.she earn some money by taking tution class for children's. she has only five outfits, because her family is not so rich.she pick one of the best among them.she is ok with it.her father has running a small shop.they don't have enough money for buying even stationeries.she take her old bag from store and clean it perfectly.she search her wallet for her pocket money savings.she has only 1000 rupees that is not enough for her She just look at the clock and wondered"oh my God it is too late"she ran into kitchen and have one idli.she look around for her lunch box and her mother.she realize that her mother didn't prepared lunch box for her, because she doesn't like to continue my education.suddenly she heard loud voice of her mother from dining room.she know the topic of that fight.. Shanu take her bag from room and slowly walking to bus stop.there is 200 metre to bus stop from home. Through out her walk she thinks about her boyfriend.she was in madly love with him.he was Soo handsome and rich.he tried many times to contact her through common friends,his relatives.but she couldn't contact him yet.she is nervous about his career because he takes a good course in a good university.she is trying to control her sorrow. She reached in the bus stop and bus came.thre is 9 kilometers from stop to collage.she feel bored and waiting for next bus stop to see her friend.her friend neenu get in the bus.they reached in the collage.she don't like that collage ambiance and that dirty clases also.it is just like her primary classroom and very small.she go to office for completing registration,but the money is not enough.But the principal is agreed with that and wishes all the best to me. finally she gets in the classroom.there is no seats are available without first bench.shanu and neenu sit in that first bench.she looks around and there's around 30 student in the classroom. teacher came,she is a well dressed black lady. she introduce herself and us.she is taking about the scope and possibility of this course,but shanu is with the memories of her boyfriend. suddenly teacher asked her to sing a song. she said a big no. She gained so many awards for singing tallent.but she is not in a good state of mind for sing a song. The very next day a new girl joned her class.she sit beside the shanu.they were very close in one day.shanu feel something special from her.she is very happy with her friendship. One week later shanu is waiting for her friend in the classroom.she didn't come,shanu is upset.then a classmate said she changes her collage.that was a shocking moment in her life.she recognized the value of friendship first time in her life ever.she can't control her sorrows. She just hates the god for taking all the favorite persons from her.that is a bad day for her.she became completely mood off,and way to home she thought about her.when she came to home some relatives were in her home she thought that may be a casual visit.but her aunty said that this is her engagement day.she said" WHAT"?. They came.he is look like a descent person,not bad at all.she can't talk anything because she is like a dead body.that time she realizes the thought of her parents.they will not allow to study her.she can't make any argument because she already agreed their term.that night is Soo bad for her.she don't even know when she asleep.she cried a lot. Next day as usual she is ready to go to college.she heard loud voice of her father.he is taking on mobile phone.she can't understand some words but she understands that preposal was gone.she is so happy. Her parents doesn't give up.they came with new preposals every day.she can't concentrate her studies she always think about suisaid. meny persons came to see her day by day,she feel she is like a flesh.her parents treated her like a flesh for sales.her pain rained as sorrows in night time. She really missed a good friend in her life.she search every where for find a person to share her mind.finally she decided to find some solution for the problems for her.