Bye

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Alex pov I looked as she left the room wanting to go after her. But I knew the feeling of feeling betrayed by my mates. 10 years after coming here. Being with Tyrus Liam, Gabe, Cyllic and Curt. I felt what she did. Coming home from the dragon realm I could smell that they had been together and I could feel the hurt. The insecurities and the disgust in myself when I thought they would rather be without me. As if a small black room closed in on me, my insecurities felt real and there to be used against me. Cyllic had to wait for 2 weeks before I could muster up enough courage to even think about listening to reason. It took a long time to believe in the mate bond and the trust you have to put into it for it to work. Cyllic had to make me believe in all the feelings we had in the 10 years before my breakdown. But her. She had 10 minutes of trust built with mostly one person. Liam. and I. Me. I made that trust break when I wanted him. Without her involved. It didn't even cross my mind that she would feel hurt if being excluded by us. But I could have guessed, I should have known better.Her feelings should not have been that evolved but truth is. The last 20 years with just us made it difficult to think about it from that perspective. She had accepted everything so far, without getting angry, feeling wronged in any way. And we got too comfortable with the idea of her just accepting everything that we had lived with for a long time. My thoughts were pulled back into reality by Liam as he moved to the wall, the first of us to move from our spot. "disgust" Liam said as he slid to the ground against the wall. "she felt disgusted when the trust broke." Tears streaming out his eyes as he buries himself into his knees. "not in me. Or you. But in herself as she trusted us" The room went silent. TJ had cried from hurting her body. But now we all knew that it was not the breaking of the table. But us breaking her heart and trust was what was hurting her. Tyrus pov I could only stand there with TJ in my arms as he cried silently. I was broken. I had only exchanged a few words with her but I had hurt her before those words. Before even looking at her. Even touching her. She was so small in my arms. She was soft and petit that I was hurt when her body clung to me like I could not hold her up. But now. Now I realize I should not be hurt. The trust was never there and I was the reason why. Curt pov I had to leave the room. I had to go after her. I followed the trail of blood on the floor to the front door and out. She just sat there in the driveway. Looking into the distance. I took a deep breath and wanted her to come back, wanting to reason and talk us through this but before I got the chance. "how do I get it to go zoom?" She said and I stopped. Gabe walked into my back. I looked back at him, confused at how to react to a question that did not make sense or clarified anything. "the zoom" she said again and gestured with her hand like a plane. her tone was dead and uninterested in us. I could feel my chest tightening and my breath beginning to shorten. She would probably have asked the same question to anyone going past her. "you need to see a doctor" Gabe said. He walked over to her. I was behind and soon all of us were standing in the driveway, waiting for the nightmare to go away, to just skip to the part where we had all been together for years and years happy and content in everything happening for one another.. "Where is that doctor?" She asked cold, not looking at us, just staring into the air like looking for a spark that would get her out of this nightmare of emotions we had put her in. It felt like she had total disregard towards what had happened in the dining room. "I'll take you" Tyrus said as he changed into his true form, as magnificent as the dark brown stud stood before us, we all still held our breath for her next move, it would be good if she just lost it. throwing tantrums and yelling, hitting and swearing at us to no end. At Least that meant that some feelings were still there. "No, that's okay. I would not want to be an inconvenience to your catching up" She popped the P at the end and the sound made my heart shatter. I could hardly catch my breath. seeing black dots form in front of my eyes and the agonising shattering of myself being torn to shreds. TJ pov She continued to look at the gate. None of us could even fathom her thoughts. As if all this was a dream she needed an exit to. I was embarrassed. I hurt her so badly. The table was my fault. Before being able to say anything she stood up and turned to us. She took in a deep breath, like she had just found that exit, it scared me as my whole body felt the magic around us shifting and making changes in the warmth around us. She looked me dead in the eyes as she gave up a small hurting, agonising smile. “Bye” and then she just disappeared out of nowhere, she vanished into thin air. It felt like the air was sucked out of my lungs, the shift in magic changed back just as fast as it had appeared and I stood there with nothing more, nothing to track or to search for, her magic was non-existing after she had used it. I lost it. "Why do you want to leave me? I don't want you to leave me. Please I'll be good, I'll do good, I'll be good." I yelled and fell to my knees. Everything was quiet. only the wind that blew by made a sound. “she is gone?” Cyllic said and went to the spot she had been in only seconds prior. looking at the ground that still radiated heat from her body resting there. Her blood still on the ground wet and starting to harden, when the blood too, just disappeared into the tile as if it ate it, or reunited with it. “She is gone?” He looked at Liam who stood there looking into nothing, him feeling the pain worst of all. Him and King shattering into small little pieces for us to pick up trying to mend back together. His bond with her was strongest and in a matter of hours from making and nurturing that bond. the fastest bond he had ever made so fast… she just up and left.
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