Sudden Love

I’ve been through a lot of things… I’ve felt how first love stings… It’s painful but I’ve learned from it… Sometimes, we thought that, the partners or shall I say, our girlfriends at this moment of time, as we see it through, will be our lifetime partners… that’s the most stupidest conclusion a man inlove would notion. I opened my mind onto what I only desire, without taking a note, that maybe sometime, I should have to see on the other way around… If only love is likening to the clouds… no man inlove would ever have to doubt and felt insecure to the one they love, for just like the clouds, they can watchover them with the fullness of trust and loyalty… Sometimes if we love, we became too naïve and evil, we will do anything just to make sure that the woman we love will still be beside us… even perhaps doing a demonic act just to play the most important card… But sometimes, things just didn’t turn out the same way as to what we expected and see it through. When you love most, you’ll also be hurt most. When you think of love, don’t think of happiness or any illusive things but rather, think of pain. Sinasabi nga nila, kung handa ka ng umibig, handa ka na rin bang masaktan? From then on, I concluded, love is just like a game, if you fall inlove first, you lose… if you ever play the game, know the rules first… Yes, I know that some of you right now are asking, is there any rules? Mind you, there ARE…… ………………… “Ding Dong Ding” Ang pagbubukas ng pinto ng private plane ko… It’s been 6 years na hindi ako nakabalik ng Pilipinas, nagstay ako sa family corporation namin sa London. Matapos kasi nung mga naging nangyari 6 years ago, nawalan na ako ng ganang mamalagi pa dito sa bamsa… pero ngayon, bumalik ako kasi may aasikasuhin ako, yung network building ni Da, at isasabay ko na din sa pag-uwi ko ang pagdalo sa Batch reunion namin. Kahit naman hindi ako nakapagtapos sa Meopdiod Iallagant University ay kinonsider parin ako ng mga kabatchmates ko na kasali sa reunion. At isa pa, sila Megame and Efrick namin ang main reason ko kaya ako pupunta, or at least sila lang siguro talaga or may gusto din akong makitang iba… May gusto rin akong malaman, tanga mang sabihin, hindi parin ako nakapagmove on… kahit kasi nalayo na ako ng six years, hindi ako nagkaroon ng kahit isang official relationship. Flings oo, madaming madami. Pero wala akong sineryoso sa kanila. I’ve had enough… Patuloy ko paring ginagagu ang sarili ko na nakapagmove on na ako, pero hindi pa pala…. Nung nabanggit lang nila Ef at Meg na pupunta din si Aphrodite sa reunion na iyon. I felt twitchy. Excited akong makita siya. Kahit naman na galit ako sa kanya. Mahal na mahal na mahal ko siya. Or atleast minahal ko siya… Siguro ka ang tanging paraan para makapag move on ako ay ang makita siyang Masaya sa piling ng iba… yun na yung magpapamove on sa akin marahil. Iniisip ko habanag papunta ako sa kinaroroonan ng sumusundo sa akin… “Good Morning Young Master, it’s so good to see you again. It’s been a along time”, pambungad na pagbati sa akin ni Sebastian na nuo’y nakatayo sa may pintuan nung Limousine. “Yeah Bastian, it’s so good to see you too”, ang natatangi kong sagot at ngumiti na din sa kanya. Maya maya’y nagdrive na kami pauwi sa bahay namin dito… Sinalubong ako agad nila Da and Mom pagkababa na oagkababa ko sa Limo. “JHow are you son?”, masiglang pagbati ni Da sa akin… “I’m fine Da. How about you”, I am referring kina Da and Mom. “WE’re good too. So are you going with that reunion thing with Ef and Meg? They passed by yesterday, they thought that you already arrived”, sabi ni Mom. “Yeah, guess I’m coming”, pangiti kong sagot sa kanila… Ngumiti lang din sila, for they knew, that in that reunion gathering, nandun din ang babaeng nagbigay sa akin ng Masaya at masakit na karanasan, the woman I loved with all that is me and all that I will ever be but for some uncertain reason, she failed me, hindi klaro sa akin ang lahat kaya gusto ko siyang makausap… I hate that I love her…. Oh well, I guess this is the right time to move on after this said gathering, and by a fact, I still do love her… Pumasok na kami nila Mom sa Loob, may party, nandun ang katrabaho nila, winelcome ako sa pagdating ko… Tomorrow, I’ll be heading to the Reunion….