Life of a nerd

Let's welcome the new girl in class, Mrs Morgan said, gesturing me to talk. This is my chance,my chance to make a good impression, or else I will be tagged a loser for the rest of my miserable life. You may start Mrs Morgan said.I slowly looked up to my classmate but that was the biggest mistake I made because I could feel like a thousand eyes looking at my poor soul.I was sweating profusely accompanied by my shaky hands.I don't understand...I thought I would get over this phobia...Oh no! I just remembered that anytime I am nervous, I usually... "She peed in her pants Mrs Morgan". A boy said pointing at my pants before the whole class bursted into laughter of various kind. This is what I was afraid of...Total humiliation! #Who allowed her to be in this class# #See her braces so out of date# #Did she even looked at herself before coming here# #She sweats like a pig# I could feel my racy heart beat pounding against my ribcage,my sweat pouring down non-stop on my face,I was gasping for breath as I heard the comment ringing in my ear continously.I was slowly having a panick attack when... Beep!Beep! Beep! I slowly groaned as I looked at the time. 5:30am I muttered,before turning off the alarm.Another bad dream again, except this time that it wasn't a dream and it happened when I was nine years.It was one of the time that I dread the most and I hate the fact that I keep on having this stupid dream recently. The only thing that is keeping my sanity is my writing and livestreaming.Yeah,I stream not to showoff as some people will say but just because I feel at peace when I am sharing my experience with the people I don't know.I set on my camera before I began my intro; Hi guys is me again, Daniella Rodríguez and for most of you who don't know me,I was born and brought up in mexico. I am seventeen years and I really want to become a writer someday,even though I feel lazy to write sometimes .I really need tips and encouragement.My favourite food here is the Quesadillas which mainly consists of tortillas that is filled with melted cheese or chicken.Anyway let me tell you a fun fact about Mexico.Do you know that Mexico is the largest producer of avacado and also... Blah blah blah!No one would like to listen to this garbage that you are saying.Maxwell,my annoying brother said as he smirked.Gosh,this boy really knows how to get on my nerves.I turned off the camera good thing that I wasn't livestreaming yet. Let me guess?You still have like what ten subscribers he said,snickering. No is Twelve...now fifteen you dumbass I said holding myself not to punch his stupid face. Are you angry at me...twinnie he asked. I don't know, it depends on the level of stupid questions that you are asking. Yes,I purposely omitted that I have a twin brother because he is a thorn in my flesh.I meant it in both the figurative and literal aspects. I'm not sorry to bother your stream, which I'm sure that your followers will appreciate if you didn't even post at all...but mom wants you to come down for breakfast. I have heard now get out.I said pointing at the door with a serious face. One more thing he said before leaving,you seriously need to learn more about streaming from the master... which is me he said, leaving the room with his stupid signature smirk. Argghhhhhhhh! I screamed in my pillow.He's so annoying. .....................................................................Thanks for the breakfast Abuela.No problemo my grandma says, eating her meal. What about me my mom said, pouting.Thanks mama,I said trying not to laugh. I think you are forgetting someone.Maxwell said . No I'm sure that I'm not forgetting anyone unless you don't exist in my world.I said bluntly. Child!My grandma and mom shouted at the same time,before giving me knocks on my poor head.I'm sure I would have a headache later on. I'm so sorry grandchild My grandma said before giving him the last slice of cake that I was about taking. Grandma!I whined.I could have sworn that I saw Maxwell smirking as he faked pity while grandma was hugging him.He really did that on purpose. Daniella you must love your brother no matter what. Grandma cautioned me. But he started it Abuela I exclaimed. Listen to your grandma!Mom said before she continued.Well, there is something that I need to tell you people. That... Maxwell said before pressing his phone. We are moving to America!Mom beamed What!Maxwell and I exclaimed, looking at each other before looking at mom.