Entrapped

Chapter 29.

Xavier inhaled a long breath and nodded to himself before knocking on his own bedroom door nervously, there was no need to knock and Xavier knew that but he just wanted to prepare her and himself before entering.

He twisted the door knob and slowly pushed the door open and stepped in, his eyes wandered around the big room looking for a certain figure and his eyes finally found the one he was looking for.

She was on the bed, laying down and all snuggled up to the fluffy white blanket that Xavier was sure couldn’t be his because it looked so cute and he just did not own anything that was cute. It was not like he disliked such things, he just never found them according to his taste and personality.

He walked closer to her with slow steps and sat down on the bed near her sleepy figure and pushed away those silky soft golden locks that were covering her whole face, denying him the pleasure to look at the sleeping angel on his bed.

Xavier observed her face keenly, his grey eyes narrowed down on her but they glimmered with relief after a few seconds and his seemingly tensed body got relaxed. Her eyes were not puffy, her cheeks and nose were not extremely red and there was no sign of tear stains on her face; she did not cry and Xavier was relieved to say the least.

Xavier had strolled out of the room, pushing her away when she had hugged him. He did not hug her back even though she had already apologized and promised not to repeat the earlier event ever again. He was furious at that time, literally burning in the rage when she had disrespected his father in front of everyone and her apology did not seem to work much on him.

He was hot headed and short tempered but had always been lenient on Tiara, he was always forgiving when it comes to her but this time he lost his calm, he just could not contain the burning anger he felt towards her at that moment. Xavier had always admired his father, he was a great husband, father and a leader, something Xavier aspired to become one day, it was not easy to handle both legal and illegal business simultaneously. The workload could  mess you up and it becomes easy to get mad over small things but his father, Alejandro Black had handled that pressure well.

His mother was a nagging wife but loving nonetheless, she used to whine a lot around his father and was in constant need of attention from his father and Xavier had never for once seen his father getting mad at her. He had always been a loving and caring husband to her despite facing multiple problems in business. His father was his role model and when Tiara disrespected him like that, he just lost all his senses and treated her rather rudely by pushing her away and leaving her alone.

It took him a few hours to calm himself down as he poured all of his anger on the hostages he had in his warehouse. He was not unfair to beat them up while they were tied down, beating up a man who could not even move his limbs would never soothe him down so, he offered them a deal instead.

He challenged them for a boxing match with the condition that if they win then he would let them go and those traitors agreed, desperate to get out of Xavier’s grasp as soon as possible as they all found it a fair trade, one against five.

Xavier was no fool to propose a challenge that he could not win, he smiled sadistically when he defeated all of them and then kept beating them afterwards, he had started learning boxing when he was thirteen and mastered it by the age of sixteen, aiming a bullet was not the only thing he was good at. He was a man of multiple talents and skills.

Once he got rid of all the rage that had fazed his mind he felt utterly guilty for treating Tiara that way earlier. It was not her fault completely and besides that she had also apologized and promised not to repeat her actions then he could not understand why he acted like a bastard to her, at that moment Xavier literally wanted to punch his arrogant self.

It was the first day they returned from their week-long honeymoon from the island and the first thing he did was to mistreat her, way to go Xavier, he scolded himself.

He patted her face lightly and she stirred in her sleep, groaning in disturbance and tried to go back to sleep by snuggling more into her soft blanket. Xavier smiled at her baby like tactics, he always found it adorable watching her sleep and waking her up.

“Tiara darling,” he cooed in her ear, his voice lingered with velvety sweetness and softness as he slowly nuzzled his face on the side of her neck, near her ear, “come on baby, you need to wake up now.”

She opened her eyes slowly, blinking them frequently to adjust to her surroundings, turning around to his direction while moaning in dizziness she rubbed her eyes with the back of her hands.

“Xavier?”

“yes, baby.” He answered her call with a slight chuckle, she looked cute rubbing her eyes with those dainty hands of hers.

“When did you come back?” She asked as she sat up straight, pulling down her blanket away from her body. She looked at him with a questionable look as she waited for an answer.

“just now,” He answered and shifted on his seat, giving his back to him for a second before falling back in a way that his head landed lightly on her lap, “I am tired.” He whined and let out a husky breath.

She lowered her eyes, looking at him with those beautiful green orbs of her and her hand automatically made its way to his hair. She started to play with them slowly, softly running her fingers through his back hair and he closed his eyes feeling at peace.

“I am sorry.” He mumbled slowly that made her look at him with confusion and her hands stopped on their track much to his dismay.

He quickly put his hand above her and held it softly in a firm grip with his big rough hands. his eyes now open, staring into her green one that was already looking down at him, “I shouldn’t have talked to you like that and shouldn’t have mistreated you, pushed you away like that and most importantly I should have hugged you back.” His voice was laced with sincerity proving that he really felt guilty for all the things he had enlisted, “I am sorry, Tiara. Forgive me please.”

She blinked her eyes down at him with an expression that was hard to read and kept quite not saying anything in return. He saw through her, she did not forgive him, did not accepted his apology and sighed, giving a little squeeze to her hand he started again, “I understand if you are mad at me b-but I just could not stand it when someone disrespect my father same, it just drives me berserk.” He tried to explain it to her by pouring his heart out but little did he know that his wife did not care at all. She was faking it all along, she was faking to be mad to make it seem like she had completely moved on from the past and was acting like any other wife would have if her husband had treated her that way on the very first day of their return from their honeymoon.

Tiara was only worried that all her efforts would go in vain when Xavier pushed her away and left her alone, she had thought that she would have to make it up to him again, would have to approach him and initiate the act of intimacy once again to get him where she wanted. She thought that she would have to chase him to make him believe that she really cared about him and that it was bothering her that he was mad at her but luck was on her side when he came apologizing to her instead and she chose to play along.

“I am sorry, please!” The heavy guilt burdened down his thick voice as he pleaded to earn forgiveness from his wife, it was the first conflict between them after their marriage and Xavier was absolutely fine with it because having arguments and fights was common in any relationship.

“it’s fine besides, you were not at fault entirely.” She said accepting his apology while giving away the message of assurance as she nodded down at him, putting her hand above his hand that was squeezing her other hand softly and patted it lightly.

“I know but I am willing to take all the blame, I just don’t want my lovely wife to feel burdened,” he chuckled, his lips curving in a beautiful smile showing his one dimple as he stared at her with love and adoration.

She gave him a soft smile but his words lingered on her mind, the way he had said that made her feel something. She did not know what it was but the constant display of love his eyes held for her just made her sick but there was something warm as well.

Xavier got up from her laps when he saw her smiling at him and slowly leaned closer to kiss her, his lips grazed against her soft ones and she closed her eyes and kissed him first by sucking on his bottom lip. He deepened the kiss as he held her closer with his hand on the back of her neck and kissed her passionately.

The way he moved his lips around her, nibbling and sucking on her tongue, she could feel it. She could feel all his emotions; the love, adoration, passion and lust he had for her with desperation and longing. she could feel all of it and in that moment she could not help but think that Xavier could have been the perfect husband any girl would dream to have.

He cared for his wife, loved her like crazy and was very gentle with her and always treat her right with respect despite being the ruthless mafia he was but the only thing that was wrong here that it was her who was his wife, if only he had not made that mistake to marry her then he could have been really happy for the rest of his life.

Tiara was caught off guard with the thought that just invaded her mind about him and it terrified her that she actually thought of him like that and to get rid of this unwanted feeling she did what she could to distract herself, she slowly touched his shirt clad chest and sensually approached him down there.

She unbuckled his pants hastily while they both kissed like a hungry animal, eating each other’s face off. She pushed his pants down and was about to cup his member but a hand stopped her on her track before she could touch him there.

Xavier pulled his face away from her, breaking the hungry kiss he did not intend to have with her and looked at her with confusion as he tried to calm his ragged breathing down, he looked at her face with furrowed eyes, her eyes held the look he had never seen before. He did not know what was going in her mind or how she was feeling but the only thing he was certain about was that there was no sign of love in her eyes, maybe lust but absolutely no love in them.

“What was it?” he huffed, his breathing still irregular as he gave her a worried look. She looked so much in a rush and it gave him a feeling that he did not like, a feeling he did not know how to put in words.

She looked up at him, biting her lips to stop making any sound that was coming out of her as she was taking deep breaths, “I just want to feel you,” she said while gasping for air and latched her body against him, kissing him and cupping him down there.

It was desperation that Tiara was overwhelmed with, she was desperate to turn her back on the emotion that was slowly erupting inside her, a feeling of guilt that was slowly crawling deep inside her. She wanted to distract herself in order to keep herself devoted to her aim and the only way out left for her was s****l pleasure. She wanted to be on orgasmic bliss, she needed that pleasure where her mind would go numb and stop thinking about anything, a s****l pleasure that could release her from the conspiracy her heart and subconscious was plotting against her mind.

Xavier was a healthy man who failed to see past her seduction, he stood no chance against her because first, she was the woman he loved and craved for and second, she was his wife and had absolutely every right to demand something like that from him and he gave in to her desire.

He made love to her with raw passion and love with a thought that Tiara had really accepted him as her husband and had become comfortable and quite bold around him if being honest, not that he mind. It was love for him but Tiara considered it no more than a s*x, the only difference was that instead of s****l release she looked it as a way of releasing her guilt out.