shall it be

surly I remember my life back in froster care with my 2 sister Gabriel and Darlene not a day go by where I don't think about them. sometime I wish I could go back in time and see them grow up but that wasn't the case so I just sit here on my bean bag looking out my window wondering if one day I'll see them again maybe in another time another dimension. aunt Hailey tell me to look at the brightest star every night and to close my eyes and imagine what I want my future to be for the longest time I would ignore her and just go to bed but this time was different something click memories perhaps I wonder what kind of memories I had back as a kid in froster care as a kid good one I hope! growing up in froster care isn't all that scary the story you hear about abusive froster mom and dad in every froster care are yet another fib aldult tell others so kids can grow up with their family I remember being told this lie once it went Like this you only grow up once nothing ever changes for us being. I ise to think about that every day and winder if it true but i came to find out that life may have it own battle where nothing seem to end nothing seem to change but little did I know life changes it course