---Missy's POV--- Today has been absolutely perfect. It went from more deep-into-the-soul talks, that included smoking all day, and enjoying each others company in one way or another. Everything about him is so amazing, not even just the s*x, it's the connection I have with him all around. "I know I haven't said it back to him but I really do feel deep deep down in the depths of my heart that he is the one for me.. the one I love.. but I'm too chicken s**t to admit that to him this early.. I know he has, but I still can't right now. He wants so badly to be loved, that I need to make sure I'm the person he needs before I take a huge step such as that. I know it's just a simple, 3 words or broken down to 8 letters, but still too hard for me to say right now. I'm currently stretching in the

