Finding Love Again

Chapter 18

Pulling into the driveway I could see that Cody was already home. I had spent a lot of time with mum, then I had decided to go to the gym before heading home, luckily always keeping a change of clothes in my car. It helped me to relax, so now it was already 6pm. I expected though to see all the lights on, but the house looked dark. I checked my phone to see if I had any messages from Cody that he was catching up with a friend, but nothing. Opening the front door, I could instantly smell Chinese food and as I walked down the hallway to the living area I could see candles lighting the way. I walked in to see the coffee table pushed away and comfy cushions and blankets on the floor on a picnic rug, candles everywhere lighting the house and Cody sitting with my favourite Chinese dishes, my favourite wine and a goofy smile on his face. Looking at him I couldn’t wipe the smile off my face, tears nearly spilling out again. “What’s all this?” I asked as I put my bag down and walked to join him on the floor. 

“It’s been a big week and a big day today. I wanted to make you feel special.” I couldn’t help it, the tears came. Not sobbing or anything, just silent tears of love and appreciation. For the moment and not for the first time today, my voice was caught in my throat and I couldn’t speak. Instead I just kissed him gently, then hugging him and nuzzling my head into his neck. He held me for a few minutes, then pulled me back, looking at me gently and lifting his hand to wipe my tears away with his thumbs. He kissed me gently, “I love you.” 

“I love you too. Thank you for this, I don’t know what I did to deserve you. I’m so sorry I have been a terrible girlfriend this week.” 

“Don’t apologise. You don’t need to. Now here, eat!” He said pushing me some food, my favourite fried rice, sweet n sour pork and beef and black bean. As usual, it was delicious. We talked as we ate, I was telling him how the hearing went, then about my afternoon with mum. He didn’t have much to tell about his day, nothing noteworthy had occurred. When we finished eating, he cleared the plates away as I sat- his orders. I smiled to myself, wondering certainly not for the first time now I managed to get so damn lucky! 

“What are you smiling about?” 

“You.” I looked him in his beautiful blue eyes as he sat down again, leaning on one of the big pillows he had layed out. “You are amazing, how could I be so lucky?” 

“Well I think I’m the lucky one actually. You don’t realise how beautiful and strong you are. You have been through so much and here you are, still conquering the world daily.” 

“Babe, I mean it when I say I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to push you away the last week, I know you will say it’s ok, but I should have let you in.” 

“I’m not going to say it didn’t hurt, I wanted to be there, I wish I was there today. Mum and Hayley helped me to understand.” He picked you my hand, bringing it to his lips and kissing me. With that I leant closer to him, climbing onto his lap to straddle him. I had missed him and I needed him now. I leant down, kissing him hard. We had shared gentle kissed all week, but now this one was full of want and need. He opened his mouth slightly and I pushed my tongue in, his hands holding my hips as we kissed passionately and heated, feeling the arousal increasing. I moved my lips along his jaw, to his neck, kissing, sucking and nibbling, he whispered in my ear “oh I’ve missed you, this” 

“Hmm, how much? Show me how much you missed me” I responded. With that he pulled my head back so he could kiss my lips again, I didn’t think he could be any more passionate but he was, his hands now under my top running up again down my back. He reached down to the bottom of my top, pulling it over my head. Then reached around my back to undo my bra. Hardly stopping kissing me the whole time. I was now straddling him in just my leggings, one of his hands holding my hips the other massaging my breast, squeezing my n****e. I moaned, loving every one of his touches. With expert ease, he flipped us over so that I was on my back kissing his way down my neck until he took my left breast in his mouth, flicking my n****e with his tongue and gently nibbling making me moan out loud. He knew the exact effect that this had on me. Coming back to kiss me again, I looked into his eyes seeing pure desire and thirst. He sat up and took off his t-shirt, he was in trackpants, so I was able to easily slide them down for him, he took the hint and took them and his briefs off completely, now naked above me. I looked at him, taking in his whole body, running my hands along his torso, feeling his muscles. This magnificent man was all mine. Again our lips met, but not for long as he kissed down my body kissing my belly and then pulling my leggings off, very quickly followed by my panties which by now were dripping wet. He moved his fingers back up my thigh, I spread my legs slightly to allow him access, not content, he spread them further taking in the site before him. I lay back, throwing my head back with pleasure as he first stroked back and forth, just gently teasing, he licked his lips, enjoying the view and what we was doing to me. He knew by going slow he was driving me crazy, still he teased, now drawing small circles around my c**t. I groaned partly out of major s****l frustration but also from pleasure. He then inserted first one, then 2 fingers inside of me, changing my groan to a moan. “Come onnnnn” I said as he ever so slowly teased me by very slowly moving in and out. I needed more and he knew, I reached my hand around, rubbing my c**t for him. He laughed, grabbing my hand, stopping me “impatient are we?” “Yessssss”. He meant forward still holding my hand, but so I couldn’t move it and began to use his tongue like an expert, doing circle work of my c**t, nibbling and sucking while still moving his fingers in and out, faster now. I felt that familiar feeling inside of me, the rising, the shaking, I moaned loudly “Cody.... babe.. ahhhhh” I felt my walls pulse around his fingers, my breathing getting quicker, he kept going knowing full when I was reaching my orgasm below him, wanting me to ride out the full wave before he would stop. I did just that, now relaxing and my breathing slowing. He came back up to my very satisfied face, “good babe?” 

“You know just what to do” he grinned at me, happy with my answer, again smashing his lips to mine. He could clearly feel him ready to go and I intended on having him just as satiated as me. I reached down, taking hold of his length, stroking him gently, then as he was already on top of me, I guided him to me, positioning him at my entrance, still so wet for him. Just like we were meant for each other he entered and our bodies moved in perfect harmony. Feeling each other’s body’s as I wrapped my legs around his torso allowing him to enter me at a different angle, we enjoyed this togetherness. Not close to his end yet, Cody moved our bodies so that I was on top again. I lowered myself onto him, taking his whole length inside of me. Again moving as one as I could feel his orgasm building, both of us quickening our breath, I sat upright so I could feel more, reaching down to rub my c**t myself, Cody watching my every move, me knowing it turned him on to watch me please myself. This was all it took for both of us to moan out loud, our bodies to shake, together we reached our high and after I fell onto him, releasing him from me and then just laying there, my head on his chest. 

This love making session full of love and want after a hard week. We had missed each other’s touch and just wanted to enjoy pleasing the other. Our s*x wasn’t just about s*x, it was about love, it made it clear that we were meant for one another and cared so incredibly deeply.