Used to love you

It's been four weeks alex still not coming home. I know that he's busy, but he should have atleast send me a single text or call me, but he did not. I wonder If I did something wrong that made him angry. I tried to call him many times but he's not picking up I'll try to call him later again. ---- "BRRR- BRRR- BRRR- Sorry the user you are dialing is currently unavailable. Please try again later" I tried to call him again but he's still not picking up. I'll try again. "BRRR- Du- Hello Alex, you finally picked up it's been 4 weeks when are you coming home? Are you coming for dinner tonight? I'll make dinner for you" I asked to him "I'm busy. Don't make dinner tonight I'm not coming back today I'll just ask my secretary to order you a dinner I'm hanging up now, I'm busy" He said and then hang up. I began to start crying Why is he so cruel to me? What did I do wrong? Is he doesn't love me anymore? Does he love someone else? I have so many thoughts that I want to ask him. He said he loved me so much back then So I gave everything to him my body, my heart, my soul I give him EVERYTHING. I gave him everything what else am I lacking? I did my best to made him like me even more so he will not leave me. I even disobedient my parents cause they were against us. I even agreed to live with him but my parent's were against it so I run away with him cause I know that he will not leave me. And that's what I thought. Now... Why do I feel like betrayed? ---- 'Ding-Dong' I heard the bell ring so it must be the secretary alex told me. "Mrs. Foster I brought your dinner" He said "You didn't have to bother You should just focus on your work in the office." I said to him "Don't keep getting pressured by alex to run these errands" I said "It's only my duty as an secretary, I have to work hard to justify the high wage I'm given. Mrs. Foster do you need anyting else? "No, that's all, You go and be busy with what you have to." I said "Then, I'll be going back to work. Bye bye." He said "Okay, take care." I said back to him ---- I suddenly remember the last time alex and I had dinner It's been so long.