Chapter 20Toby
I’m sorry. Those were the words I wanted to say the moment Kai asked me to leave, and that’s what I should have said. I’m sorry; today has been a rollercoaster. I got jealous and upset over the shitty things Franklin suggested we do, and I’m sorry.
I’m walking home from Kai’s apartment, and, f**k, it’s cold. I wish I didn’t have to leave, that I could have just crawled back into his bed. I should have kept my stupid mouth shut and count to at least ten before saying anything. Things could have been so different if I had.
Regret fills me as I’m walking, causing my body to feel heavier with every step on the sidewalk. I’m hardly aware of where I’m going, making my way home on autopilot. This is a route I’ve walked countless times in my life, so at least I won’t get lost. Bu
