Alexandria POV I kicked him out of my room and slammed the door in his face. I had to, if I didn’t do it in that moment, I’d be having his babies soon, and he is the one to blame really … with the f*****g kiss on the cheek, who am I? His f*****g sister? Oh my god this is getting out of control, I’m getting out of control, I can’t do this, this is wrong, what about Luke, he is my mate… but Derek is mine now, so was it really that wrong to kiss him? … Is he still my mate? I mean he rejected me but it feels the same. I slide against the door covering my face with my hands, I don’t know what to do anymore, my soul feels heavy with all sorts of emotions, mostly guilt and desire, what’s wrong with me? My phone buzzes, I crawl to the night stand, yes crawl, I have no energy to even walk an

