CHAPTER 7 PART 2

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Magmamakaawa kaya siya just to have my forgiveness? I doubt that whatever she’s thinking is about seeking my forgiveness. Masama ang pakiramdam ko sa mga tingin niya. Nagulat nalang ako when she circles her arms around my neck and pulls my head towards her. She kissed me. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko by default sa sneaky niyang ginawa. Nakakaasar, my thoughts claim the liberty to speak in my stead. She tries to push her tongue inside my mouth but I resist. Agad kong nilayo ang mukha ko sa kaniya at napabitaw ako sa pagkakasal sa kaniya. Tumungo ako sideward from her direction at galit na pinunasan ang bibig ko. I’m feeling disgusted about what just happened. Nandidiri ako sa silly thoughts ng babaeng ito. Panu niya nagawa ang bagay sa sitwasyon ngayon? Nawala na ba ang senses niya? or she’s just acting insatiable like she always does. Dahan dahan kong ibinaling ang tingin ko sa kaniya at galit kong sinakal ulet siya. Ang dalwang kamay ko ang galit na sumakal sa kaniya. Nandidiri ako sa sarili ko. “WHAT YOU DID WAS UNFORGIVABLE! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO IMPLY, WOMAN?!” parang mabibiak na ang mga ngipin ko sa pagsabi nun since I clenched my teeth. Talagang hinuhugot lang ng babae ko ang darkside ko. Hindi niya dapat ginawa iyon. Nanginginig siyang tumingin sa akin. Asan na yung pagmamataas at panunumbat niya kanina? Bakit ngayon parang gusto nyang sumuko kahit sa mga titig ko lang. This woman is unpredictable. I can trust her. Her mouth dries and her lips are shaking. Alam kong dapat ko siyang kaawaan right now, supposedly, pero ni kusing ng pagkaawa wala akong naramdaman towards her. siya na mismo ang nagdala nito sa sarili niya, alam niya ang magiging kinahihinatnan. “I just want  you…” her answer looks to me like she’s an escaped wicked patient from a mental hospital. She wants me. Huh! She’s crazy. Alam niya ang isasagot ko diyan. Never, ever. Binigyan ko siya ng isang sardonic na ngiti. “You want me to fvck you. Why say it idiomatically when you can say it literally, you horny woman!” Hinigpitan ko ang pagkakasakal sa kaniya at hinigit siya mula sa pagkakasandal sa pader. Dinala ko siya sa may sofa at sa galit ko, I pushed her down kaya naman, napasubsob niya ang front niya, I mean her torso sa may arm ng sofa. She’s in a very awkward position right now. She’s like a dog waiting willingly to be fvcked. Sa inis ko. Pinunit ko ang saya niya at pagkatapos. Hinigit ko ang undies niya gamit ang kaliwa kong kamay, yung kanang kamay ko ang tumutulak sa kaniya para hindi niya magawang gumalaw. Sa lakas ng pagkakahigit ko sa undies niya, napunit ito at tumilapon sa di kalayuan. I positioned myself on her behind and I pull down my zippers. Pinasok ko ang kamay ko sa loob ng slacks ko and angrily make my now-so-very-angry-as-well-baton fly. Walang sukat ang galit ko. Nakakabwiset ang babaeng ito and I’m about to hurt her inside and out. I inserted myself inside her strongly and in an animalistic kind of manner. Napataas niya ang ulo niya sa ginawa kong iyon. Alam kong nasasaktan siya sa ginawa ko but I have no intention to slow down. Like I said, I’m about to hurt her and give her pain inside and out. “Horny and wet, aren’t we? Pretentious b***h!” I thrust myself so hard and strong again inside her and she gives off a very annoying sound. It sounds like she’s enjoying it, dahil dun, mas nainis pa ako at nabwiset sa kaniya. I tug her hair so hard that it seems to me like it’s gonna pulled out from the roots. But she keeps moaning. Filthy woman, how can she afford to moan such a sound despite the situation she’s in. I thrust so hard again that I dearly want to bleed her. But she keeps on moaning a very satisfying sound. She’s becoming a masochist, ni hindi niya man lang naramdaman ang sakit. I’m doubtful na hindi siya nakakaramdam ng sakit, I think she’s just ignoring it over pleasure. Pinagpatuloy ko lang ang ginagawa ko. Without pleasure, I fvck her so hard that she reaches back her hands to hold my waist and pull as I throb myself in her. Tinapik ko ang mga kamay niya and before I know it, I pull out from inside her very wet yet disgustful inner goddess and I capture her hands and keep it locked with my right hand. My left hand is guiding my very vengeful man rod as I’m about to fvck her other filthy hole. This I think will hurt her, so be it. “No! Not there!” sabi niya. Alam niya siguro ang gagawin ko. My evil thoughts manage to smile triumphantly. Ah, dito ka lang pala masasaktan. I’ll show you how low you are. “Let’s see if you can moan like you did quite a while ago,” I said it in a very sardonic manner. I positioned my velvety head against her wrinkled opening; I can feel that she’s clenching it, denying me to gain access inside. She has no idea how pursuant I am. She keeps on moving her lower body kaya natatanggal ang ready-to-fvck position ng joe ko. “Keep still fvcking b***h~!” diniinan ko pa ang pagtulak ko sa kaniya. With my right leg, I pulled her right thigh up kaya naman, mas nahihirapan na siyang gumalaw. Diniinan ko pa lalo ang pagsubsob sa kaniya para kahit gaano pa man siya magmatigas, wala pa din siyang magagawa. I guided my down-sniper against her behind. “No!” she resisted but she’s helpless. “Yes..” then pagkatapos kong sabihin iyon, I throbbed myself inside her despite her clenching @ss muscles. “Ah!” she moaned but not in satisfaction, rather in hurt. Dito lang pala siya masasaktan. I throb myself hard and strong in and out from her @rse and she’s giving a very pained sound. I don’t care. She keeps on resisting but she’s totally helpless. I have no intention of restraining, she wants it, and she’ll earn it. I throb in again and with one lighting-like stroke, she finds her release. I can’t help but to think, ganun ba siya katurn on na kahit nasasaktan na siya nagagawa niya pa ding magcome? She’s really horny and I don’t like it. She keeps on clenching her muscles; I thrust so hard and strong again thinking that when I do, she’ll surrender from clenching her inner muscles together. I’m so angry, that I couldn’t help to notice that blood is beginning to stain my roger’s velvety head. Despite that, hindi ako tumigil. I keep on entering inside her strongly and hardly. She’s still moaning, ni hindi man lang siya nakaramdam na siguro nagdudugo na siya. One godlike strike again and she comes again. When I saw her shuddering under me, my disgust tripled. This same shuddering was the reason why I committed such mistake in my life. With this same shivering and coming, I made her conceive a daughter. And that fact, torn my life apart. Gusto kong tumigil na sa kahibangang ito, kaya naman, I rock her very hard and strong and I accelerate my speed. She comes again noong binilisan ko ang pagtoot ko sa behind niya. Whilst I fvck her, a sudden thought appears in my head. The thought of Saphire smiling shyly after reaching her final release turns me on. Suddenly, I feel like electricity is flowing inside and along every nerve of my body and I know that I am about to reach my peak. I keep on thinking Saphire. Her naked body, her wet inner goddess, her perfect and radiant bosoms just for me, my roger stiffens even more just having the mere thought of her. I love her, so dearly. “Ah!” I moaned so realistically. I imagined her coming along with me as I embrace her with my arms. I told her how much I love her, and when she answered the same thing, I reached my final release and I load it inside Eurika’a @rse. Only then when I realized, it’s not her that I’m having an intercourse to. But, I’m happy that, Saphire can still turn me on even in my imagination.  “AH! Hon! Saphire!” I mumble the words before I can notice it. And the last ounce of my warm male is unfortunately hosed inside a gloomy and unfortunate place as well. Tinulak ko pa sa sofa saglit si Eurika before I pull out my d**k inside her @rse. Kinuha ko ang Armando Caruso handkerchief ko at pinunas ko iyon sa p*********i ko. After which, tinapon ko iyon sa nag-aapoy na chimney sa may gilid ng sofa where I fvcked the very same woman I hate the most in this world. Inayos ko na ang sarili ko at bumuntong-hininga. Unti unti akong umatras palayo sa kaniya at siya naman, unti-unting tumayo ng matuwid habang sinusubukang takpan ang p********e niya gamit sa pamamagitan ng punit niyang saya. Hindi siya tumingin sa akin, nakatingin lang siya sa sahig. When I glance at her, my hatred and anger came back. “I’ve just show you how low you are. You’re nothing to me but a concubine. You’re just the mother of my daughter, and don’t you ever act like you’re my wife, because you’re not”, my legs feel like jelly, I can’t hardly feel them. Parang anytime matutumba ako. Dahan dahan akong lumabas sa may living area at hinablot ko ang jacket ko na nilagay ko sa may stand at muli akong lumingon sa direksyon niya. “Tell  Ceena I visited.” And after conveying my message for my daughter to her, I left the house at padabog kong sinara ang pinto. Noong makalabas ako, agad kong kinuha ang phone ko sa may inside pocket ng jacket ko at tinext ko sila Zoren. Gusto ko ng umuwi. Hindi nagtagal at lumabas na sila Zoren mula sa restaurant na pinagkainan nila.  Alam kong kakatapos lang din nilang kumain. Gusto ko ng umuwi, nagugutom ako. At gusto ko na ding umuwi kasi gusto kong lumayo sa lugar na’to. “Are you ready to go home, Sir?” tanong sa akin ni Zoren. Gusto kong maging sarcastic ngayon pero, I’m too tired to manage it. Tumango lang ako and I eventually climb in the car. Sumunod din sila Zoren. Bumuntong-hininga ako and later then, inistart na ng driver ang engine and the engine roars to life yet again. Nagdrive na siya pabalik sa condo unit ko. On our way home, I can’t help to think about Saphire and my son again. How I wish to see them. All I do every day is to wake up and wait until I find them. As ever, I’m living just for that. Australia is alive at night as it is in the morning. And the same longing wind aviates itself around my car and the promise of a hopeful tomorrow hangs in the air. Nang makarating kami sa condo, I eat dinner, take a bath, brushed my teeth and sleep. With my earlier reverie, I sleep in peace.  
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