Hospitality Man Series II: His Magnificent Specimen

CHAPTER 6

“You’re so beautiful, inside and out. No wonder, you’re fancied by many,” As I stroke her hair with my fingers. We just finished our marvelous love-making.

I run down my fingers to her face after stroking her hair. Nasa ibabaw niya parin ako. Sinisiguro ko rin na hindi siya masyadong mabibigatan sa akin since mas malaki ako sa kaniya. The only response she made out of my compliment was her evident blush. After a while, muli kong ipinasok ang akong ari sa hiwa niya. She gasped as length penetrated into her inch by inch.

She moved, creating a space between our bodies. Siniyasat niya ang kung anong nangyayari sa may bandang  baba namin kung saan kaming dalwa’y naka-attached.

“I can feel you’re still hard inside me. Why aren’t you shrinking?” pagtataka niyang tanong.

I chuckled, “Why? Don’t you like it?”

Iniwas niya ang tingin niya sa akin na nakangiti. “I’m not gonna answer that.”

I sighed that lasted my chuckling, and I held my hands up to make her face me.

“Honestly, sa iyo lang nagri-react ang katawan ko ng ganito,” said I seriously.

She looked straight into my eyes, “Why is that?”

“You tell me. I think you know the very answer to that question.” I replied softly and kissed her forehead thereafter.

“I think I’ll be pregnant soon.” She reached her hand down  and pat her stomach. Nakahagip ng likurang bahagi ng kamay niya ang tiyan ko dahil nakapatong pa rin ako sa kaniya. After hearing the words that she just uttered, a sudden thought hit me.

Nagkunwari akong malungkot at ngumuso ng parang bata. “So, ibig sabihin di na ako pwedeng humingi ng kuan.”

“Kuan?” Her brows are clenched as she gave me a very inquisitive look.

“Iyong ganito.” Sagot ko sa kaniya na hindi parin inaalis ang pagnguso ko.

“Alin bang ganito ibig mong sabihin? Clear your statement up, Hon.” Dahil sa tinawag niya akong Hon ay bigla akong napangiti.

“Iyong ganito,” I gave her a short demonstration. I moved my length in and out from her inner goddess.

Napapikit siya ng kaniyang mata at napakagat sa labi niya.

I softly chuckled. “I really love you.” I understand that she’s still innocent with these kinds of things pero she’s willing to experiment it together with me.

“Please don’t tease me,” sabi niya ng pabulong at bigla na naman ulit siyang namula.

“So, bawal na ba talaga?”

She smiled, “Of course.”

I sighed heavily, “Well 9 months? I think I can’t survive without having s*x that long.” Pabiro kong sabi sa kaniya and inwardly, I tried to consider the thought. Kaya ko kayang i-endure ang siyam na buwang walang s*x? Siguro naman para kay Saphire at sa magiging anak naming kakayanin ko.

“You will.” Bigla niyang hinaplos ang mukha ko ng mga malalambot niyang mga kamay.

I smiled again. A sudden lascivious thought hit me. I smiled seductively first before saying,  “Well it’s not like there’s only one hole where I can come in.” Sinabi ko iyon as a matter-of-factly.

“What makes you think that I’ll let you?” Her eyes widened as she got wind of what I meant.

 I leaned my head again. Lumapit ako sa kaniyang hanggang ilang pulgada nalang ang layo ng mga mukha naming. “Because you love me. At hindi mo ako matitiis.” Sinabi ko may halong pang-aasar sa kaniya.

Sinapak niya ako ng mahina at dahil doon ay bumulalas ang aking pagtawa.”

She just embraced me as I burst into laughter. She then slowly strokes my hair. My cheek’s now against her cleavage.

“Please sleep here tonight”, I sincerely asked her. My voice’s almost pleading.

“It’s late anyway, so maybe I will. Thank you for asking.” She said softly. I can feel her smile along her reply.

I broke free from her embrace and I watched her just splayed beautifully on my sofa. “Gusto mo bang lumipat na tayo sa kama?” pagtatanong ko sa kaniya. Tumango lang siya.

I pulled out my length from inside her slowly and I removed the sheets that’s covering her body. I scoop her up then curled my arms around her waist, pulling her hips against mine. She just circled her arms around my neck. She locked her hips around mine and rocked against me.

My rod’s hanging freely in the air, dangling as we directed ourselves towards my bedroom. I positioned her astride me as I move. Coincidentally, my rod pierced into her. She gaped suddenly.  I carried her over to my bed. I ground my hips against hers as I moved, digging my rod harder and deeper into the cleft between her thighs.

She whimpered as we moved forward.

When we reached the bed, I made sure that she’s above me. Para naman hindi siya mabigatan sa akin as we sleep.

The memory of our formidable lovemaking made me smile, the mere thought overwhelms me. But then, as reality tries to abduct me again, the hurt that I’ve been feeling not quite a while ago hunts me again. I think it’s so unfair that I’m thinking about her right now and that she might not have even a single thought of me anymore. It hurts me, really.

This is one of the best memories I have of being with her. And I’ve no intention of just keeping it as such that’s while I’m going to find her, that’s why I’m trailing her and tracking her, for I don’t want for our relationship to be surreal. I will not dwell on that kind of thinking; I will not condone it. I believe with all my heart that it was real and it will be really real real soon.

Noong bumukas ang elevator sa may ground floor, I immediately step out from it and head towards the exit. And as I have my way through the corridor, my employees all gestured respect and greetings to me. Hindi ko sila pinansin. I have so much thoughts to think about right now, ayokong dagdagan pa.

Pagkalabas na pagkalabas ko, agad sumalubong sa akin si Zoren and sa likod niya, may limo is waiting. I can’t help to notice that Zoren is scanning my expression. Parang inaalam niya through eye-contact whether I had a bad day or a good one. This man is very warm and always looks out for me. Katulad ni Jims, alam niya din ang history ng family ko. PaNoong di niya malalaman, they’re brothers.

I sighed heavily and by gesturing such, alam kong magsisimula na ang Zoren’s Inquisition. Sometimes I find it very assuring, and sometimes, I find it very nauseating.

“How was your day Sir?” tanong ni Zoren habang pinagbubuksan ako ng pinto. Tinanggal ko muna ang white coat ko at binigay sa kaniya and I slide in, bago ko pa siya sinagot.

“Incredulous and like always, I’m feeling empty,” sabi ko sa kaniya. Hindi siya sumagot sa sagot ko na iyon at agad nagclimb in sa may tapat ng driver’s seat. Tinupi niya with his arms iyong coat ko at nagsimula ng tumunog ang engine ng limo.

Bumuntong-hininga ulet ako, ayoko munang umuwi. Ayoko munang magsarili. Nga pala, magbivisit pala ako sa anak ko ngayon. Hindi ako pwedeng hindi pumunta, twice a week na nga lang ako pupunta sa kanla, talagang hindi ko pwedeng hindi bisitahin ang daughter ko.

Like I said, even though I loathe her mother, I never blame my child of anything. Inosente siya sa lahat ng mga pagkakamaling nagawa ko. As a fataher, I have to dwell on my paternal duties so well for her, ganun ang mga Beaurlingtons sa anak nila.

Malapit na kami sa end ng skyway, at aiyon sa pagkakaalam ko, there’s a fine liquor bar near the place. Siguro, we’ll need to pull over, kailangan ko lang ilabas ang sama ng loob ko. Gusto ko lang lunurin ko ang sarili ko, utak at puso para matigil na ang anxiety and hurt ko for awhile. Kaya naman, I prompted my driver para tumigil.

“Dumaan ka sa may John Barleycorn’s, I think I need to drink,” sa sinabi kong iyon, agad napalingon sa may gawi ko si Zoren. Nagtataka siya at parang gusto niya pang kumontra.

“Sir,aren’t you visiting your daughter?” tanong niya sa akin. Although obvious na ang sagot sa kaniya, talagang tinanong niya pa ako with such kind of question. I glanced impatiently at him at diniinan ko ang tingin ko sa kaniya. I know na alam niya na whenever I make such gesture, gusto kong manahimik siya. Pero ang hirap dito sa taong ito, kailangan niya pa talaga ng isang verbal answer and explanation.

“Just for an hour or two,” sabi ko. Bumuntong hininga siya and to me it feels like he’s already defeated. Since wala na din naman siyang magawa, ibinaling niya na lang ulet ang tingin niya sa daan.

Noong nasa may harap na kami ng Barleycorn’s, agad na tinigil ng driver and sasakyan at lumabas ako. Dirediretso lang ang lakad ko haggang nakapasok na ako sa entrance. Alam kong hindi pa rin sila umaalis. Alam din kasi nilang hindi nila ako dapat iwanan sa mga lugar na kagaya ito. I usually enter this kind of place as the professional CEO of my company and sometimes exit as a sumo brawler.

Pagnakainom kasi ako, lumalabas ang pagiging iresonable kong pagkatao eh, iyong barbaric instincts ko lumalabas. Pagnakainom ako, minsan hindi ko na nadidistinguish and difference ng right and wrong and reasonable and irrational ones, kaya, minsan, putok na ang labi kong lumabas sa mga gantong klase ng lugar.

But then, right now, ito lang ang lugar na pwede kong puntahan. With all my feelings of hurt and pain and sorrow and regret, this place seems to be in lieu to me. That’s why I’m here.