“Lie down,” I ordered her to lie down on the bed. I will not support her; I don’t want her to have a different meaning if ever I will do it. So, I order her to do it herself. She kindly obeys and does it. Now she’s like a patient waiting to be injected with a needle as big as my arm. My evil self says, oh! She might die! With all the sarcasm along with his voice. My inner being frowns like Atlas, the one entitled to bear the weight of earth and heaven.
I step out of my clothes and then, I bend my knees down to get my boxers and my slacks. I hang it over the chair. And I get the foil packet inside my slacks pocket. I tear the foil down and then wear the condom myself. When it’s already rolled around my shaft fully, I leaned over the bed and next thing I did, I kneel between her thighs.
She looks at me with an unreadable expression. I mean, she’s acting like its natural and normal for her but she’s not looking directly on the eyes. She’s looking somewhere else, that part that looks like a Popsicle with a velvety and cap-like head. I imagine hon’s expression whenever she sees my full naked body; she’s always drooling in terror. She’s always shy every time I unwoman her by just showing my shiny and full transformed heavy d**k at her. That’s right, iimaginin ko nalang na si hon ang kasama ko, it’s best that way.
“Spread your legs,” I order her once again and like before, she gladly obeys me.
Hindi ko maiwasang isipin, all woman varies with their inner goddess. Others look hideous, others look beautiful, others look chubby and others look skinny. This woman’s inner goddess is a bit hideous, it’s like a rotten cabbage or if not, like a deceased coxcomb of a rooster.
Hindi ko nalang din pinansin, I hover my body over her and I closed my eyes. I want to close my eyes all through this thing that we’re about to do. I will imagine the love of my life while doing this with someone. She’s the only one who can make me come after she left, it’s like a curse. But I like it that way, it’s like she’s still with me, getting a very grip hold of me or something.
“Guide me,” I order her. She gently holds my d**k and teases herself and me as she pushes me on her very opening’s mouth. She moves my d**k up and down the lips of her inner goddess. She’s making my d**k look like a lipstick or lip-gloss or something that’s drawing it around her lips. It’s pleasurable, because I imagine hon doing it.
“Ah!” she moaned as she teases herself. Sariling gawa sariling ginhawa? I never mind her. She then finally guides my d**k inside the very wet of her and as I thrust in so deep, she cries her pleasures out.
“Ahh! It feels so good!” sabi niya. I pound in again and she circles her legs around my hip. She meets me with my every thrust and I can feel her even if I’m closing my eyes. She reaches for my head and then places her hands around my neck and pulls me down. She’s about to untie my mask again so I quickly throw it away.
“NO! FVCKING NO! DON’T!” hindi ko maitangging galit na galit nga ako. Ba’t ba gusto niya akong makita? Kahit na walang ibang makakita, I fvcking don’t want her to see me and then know me. I will have to kill her if she insists again.
Binalik ko na iyong kamay ko sa pagsupport ng weight ko. The only parts of our body na nagtatagpo kami, are our private organs. Ayokong dumikit sa kaniya. I just want to get rid of my orgasm. It’s better to get rid of it with someone rather than just jerking myself off all by myself. I increase my speed and she increases her moaning as well. Naiingayan ako sa kaniya.
I pull out from her and then with a sudden speed and force I probe inside her. “AHHH!!!” napaangat niya ang ulo niya sa, I don’t know, maybe pain? Or pleasure perhaps? I probe myself in and out inside her at napaisog siya pataas hanggang sa umabot ang ulo niya sa may headboard ng kama. She runs her hands on my abdomen, then my navel up to my chest, she leaned up to suck my male nips again and while she did it, I grind myself inside her hanggang sa mapaupong higa siya sa may headboard ng kama.
Bigla nalang siyang nanglamya. And she shudders, shivers herself and jerks her body as she reaches her sudden climax. I continue to fvck her hard. But she keeps on coming. Inisog ko siya pababa sa kamay para mapahiga siya ulet. I pull inside her again pero I hang myself inside the entrance of her wet and now coming opening, I look down at her, and she look up at me, she looks tame and sweats all over her face. I see Saphire smiling at me, and she gestures me to be even hard and strong so I comply.
I pull myself out from her and I hold her still with my hand on her neck while the other is supporting my body weight. I position myself over her finite opening then with evilness along it, I thrust in so deep of her that she squeals in despair and in hurt. She tries to move her head but because I’m much stronger than her, she’s no match of me. I thrust so hard and strong again like what I just did a while ago and for the third time, she comes again. And this time, accompanied with heavy breathing. A breathing like she just overcome a very hard circumstance of her life.
Inakala niya sigurong tapos na ako kaya sinubukan niyang kumiwala sa pagkakahawak ko sa kaniya. But then, hindi pa ako tapos. I secured her with my hands and I thrust so hard again… pero kahit ialng ulet kong salsalin ang sarili ko gamit ang nanggigigil niyang mga muscles sa inner goddess niya, I xcan’t seem to find my realease.
I think of her, Saphire, hard because only she can make me come. And then, something occurs to me, our very wonderful lovemaking in the pool. With the moonlit waters reflecting on our sweaty bodies. And with the breeze of the wind makes me even more hard, I come inside her.
“Ahhh!” I shudder in denied emphasis along with my voice, as if I’m in pain. I just supported my body with my hands. Tinanggal ko na ang pagkakasakal ko sa kaniya. And along with me, she’s coming as well. Agad naman akong umalis sa ibabaw niya at agad kong tinanggal ang condom sa p*********i ko at nilagay ito sa pocket ng slacks ko pagkatapos kong iknot ito.
I immediately wear my clothes on at kahit pagod pa ako at parang jelly and buo kong katawan. Pinilit kong tumayo ng diretso, tumagilid iyong babae at sabay doon, she’s breathing heavily and despairly. Inabot ko na ang kumot na nahulog dahil sa matindi kong pangbababoy sa kaniya at tinakip ito sa kaniya. Kinuha ko na ang baayd ko sa kaniya at iniwan ito sa may bedside table. Isinuot ko na ang robe ko at pagkatapos, mabilis akong lumabas sa kwarto.
Nung nasa may hallway na ako, marami na din ang mga katulad ko na nalabas sa kwarto nila. At ang iba ay pauwi na. meron pa din nagtototnakan sa may living room at pati na din sa kitchen table. Kukunti nalang ang mga nanunuod.
Nang makalabas na ako sa pinto, agad naman akong nagpahatid sa may gate doon sa driver ng minicar. Agad din naman akong pinagbuksan ng gate ng guard at pagkatapos, mabilis akong naglakad papunta sa may junction. Doon nalang ako mag-aabang ng taxi. Mga tatlumpong metro din ang nilakad ko bago ako nakarating sa junction. At bago ako makapunta doon, hindi ko lubos maisip ang mga kasalanan na nagawa ko na.
Kaya ba ako iniwan ni Saphire dahil sa masama akong tao? I doubt that. She loves me and she even accepts me even if she knew that I was a hospitality man. That’s how much she loves me. I love her too.
Nagising nalang ako sa sudden reverie ko ng may liwanag na tumusok sa mga balat at ng mukha ko. It’s a car. And habang papalapit ito sa akin, I recognize that it’s a taxi kaya naman, pinara ko na ito. Agad akong pumasok nang huminto ito sa may harap ko.
“Sa Zyrus Condominum and Resort,” sabi ko sa driver at agad naman siyang nagdrive papunta sa sinasabi kong address.
Several minutes later, nakarating na din ako sa may condo ko. Sa may kanto lang ako nagpababa at pagkatapos kong bayaran ang driver agad akong naglakad papunta sa parking lot underground sa building. Nang nasa loob na ako, agad akong nagtungo sa bandang nandun ang elevator. I press the arrow up button and moments later, the elevator pings open. I hurriedly step in it and I tap my code combination for my condo. Ang tanging nakakaalam lang nito ay si Zyrus at iyong cook at ang driver ko.
Hindi nagtagal, nakarating na din ako sa condo ko. I immediately step out from the elevator at nung nasa may porch na ako ng condo ko, kita kong nakaabang na si Zoren sa akin.
“Greetings, Sir,” sabi niya sabay bow. Nagnod lang ako sa kaniya at inabot sa kaniya iyong paperbag na pinaglagyan ko nung robe.
“Have this cleaned and washed by our housekeeper,” iyon lang ang sinabi ko at agad akong pumasok sa pinto ng condo ko. Agad na tumambad sa akin ang living room, my white floor and walls and with my black furnitures. Black and white and motif ng condominium ko.
Alam ko na nakasunod lang sa akin si Zoren, kaya naman umupo muna ako sa may sofa. I tilt my head back on the sofa. I then sighed out my exhaustion. Ipinikit ko din ang mga mata ko at nilagay ang mga kamay ko sa likod ng ulo ko. Panay na ang pagbuntong-hininga ko.
“Master, you must be hungry. Mrs. Lian has made you dinner. You might want to have a bite before it gets cold,” sabi ni Zoren. Marunong naman itong magtagalog, pero since nasa English country kami kaya nagienglish din siya, besides, sa London sila lumaki .
“Okay,” sabi ko sabay tayo. Nagtungo na ako sa may kitchen ko, buti nalang malinis gumawa at malinis din ang housekeeper ko, napapanatili niya ang pagkaputi ng white kitchen table ko. Besides, may glass din naman kase ito.
Nagsimula na akong kumain. Masyado akong gutom kaya naman hindi ko na inintindi ang lasa at kahit medyo malamig na. Napatigil nalang ako ng kain nang may sabihin si Zoren.
“Your daughter bids you good night, sir,” sabi niya. Pinagpatuloy ko na ang pagsusubo ko pero sabay din ang pagtanong ko sa kaniya.
“Tumawag siya?” alam niya na kung sino ang tinutukoy ko. Nagnod lang siya sabay may sinabi.
“She wants me to remind you about tomorrow night,” sabi niya. Palaging cautious at careful si Zoren tuwing nirireport niya sa akin ang tungkol kay Eurika at sa anak ko. Hindi ko alam, parang palaging nakasaksak sa isipan niya na galit ako sa mga iyong, pero hindi ako galit sa ank ko. Like I told you, I don’t blame her. I blame myself.
“Okay, is that all for today? How about OIC- Robert?” tanong ko sa kaniya between siping my soup.
“All’s been taken care of, Sir. Now, the position is vacant. If ever you want me to find a list for efficient candidates for the said position Sir, I will do it right away,” sabi niya as a matter-of-factly.
“No,” sabi ko, tinignan ko siya at napansin kontg nagulat siya sa sinabi ko. “I think it’s time for me to manage that company, after all, I founded that company for a certain purpose. Maybe I can leave my company here under the supervision of Director Johnson as acting president. I’ll still be the CEO,” sabi ko sa kaniya. Agad naman siyang nagnod.
“Right, Sir,” sabi ko sa kaniya.
“And Zoren,” I prompt him. “Be sure to take care of those seniles’ mischief, I want the case closed and in favor to us before we move back to Phillipines,” sabi ko. Nagnod lang siya.
Nang matapos na ako…. gad namang sinunod ni Mrs. Lian ang pinagkainan ko, agad na akong nagtungo sa kwarto kop at ginaga ang mga gawain ko before I go to sleep.