Between Hate and Love

Chapter 32

Venera and Hendrix were on their way. I didn’t stop Venera from coming, actually, I had a sudden fear to tell Khal everything.

It was it.

It was the moment that I was waiting for. Sa wakas, masasabi ko na rin sa kanya ang lahat, and he would be listening to me.

But I felt like my tongue got tied. Habang umaakyat kami sa hagdan at tinatahak ang daan pabalik sa silid ni Khal, I feel like my heart was coming out of my chest. Nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko at hindi ko maiwasan na isipin kung gaano ka-tanga ‘yung ginawa ko na pag-iwan sa kanya na walang paalam.

“Venera and Hendrix are coming,” wika ko kay Khal. It seemed like we were okay. Ang kamay niya ay nasa bewang ko at nakangiti siya kanina pa. Habang ako naman ay hindi mapakali at nag-aalinlangan.

“You’re still gonna let them pick you up?” Khal asked me, wondering why I informed him about Venera and Hendrix’s arrival.

“I’m just gonna let them come,” I said, firmly touching his hands and smiling sweetly at him.

Hendrix nodded, he kissed my forehead and I swear I almost melted.

When we reached his room, I locked the door and then faced him. He sat on the bed, looking at me—staring at me. I could read in his eyes how much he wanted me.

There was a silence after I shut the door closed. He was observing me, watching my every move, waiting for the next word that I would tell him.

“First things first, did you have any relationships after me?”

Khal’s lips rose. He shook his head and said, “None. Of course, none. I told you I won’t get into any other relationships aside from you.”

I raised my brows. “But you got laid?”

Khal chuckled. He did not deny it. “I already told you what would I do in case you die first or you have decided to leave me, didn’t I?”

I nodded.

“What about Sarah?” I wanted to clarify things about that Sangson.

“She’s more like a little sister, you know that.”

I nodded, unsatisfied of his answer.

“Angel, Sarah kissed me. I didn’t know that you saw it. I talked to her after that, and made it clear to her that I don’t like her the same way that she likes me. I called her father about it and asked him to get her home. That’s what happened,” Khal explained. Then his eyebrows rose. “You should be the one explaining things to me, not the other way around. Why is this happening?” he muttered in amusement.

I walked towards him. “Yeah… But I guess I should make up to you for the past five years, shouldn’t I?”

Khal’s smile widened. “What do you mean by that?”

“You know exactly what I mean.”

Khal stood up and walked towards me. He did not waste any second to pull me and locked our lips together. The familiarity was there… but he was better. He was a thousand times better and it immediately made me excited.

Khals’ hands immediately figured out how to remove my dress as he was kissing me. His tongue was making their way into mine. Our tongues clashed and the more I feel his flesh, the more I was ready to give myself to him.

I had done it before.

He was my first… and my only one.

With my schedule in the U.S and my reasons of staying there, I didn’t deal with anyone else. Isa pa, si Khal lang naman talaga ang hinahanap ng katawan ko. It was either him or nothing at all.

“Hmm…” mahinang ungol ko.

His lips were already going down my neck, leaving soft kisses.

I just found out that I wasn’t wearing my dress anymore. Khal already removed it and his hands were already on its way to remove my brassiers.

“Did you do this with someone else?” Khal asked. His fingers gently went to my in betweens and I swear he already knew how wet I was for him.

“N-no…” nahihirapan ko’ng tugon. I was aching for him—badly aching for him. I was making myself happy for the past five years, but it was different than when I was with him. I have been yearning for him, and I couldn’t wait to fulfill that yearning anymore.

“Khal…”

Khal cupped my breast, massaging the other one while sucking the other. He pinned me on the wall and bit my n*****s. It made me groan.

“You love it, right?”

I nodded. “Yes, I do.”

The burning sensation kept on rising and rising. I was delirious by the way he was playing with my breast. I wanted to do him, but he told me to keep my hands still or else he would stop.

Heavens! How I love him for controlling me.

I willingly obliged to him. And for that, I was rewarded.

He left my breast. But he licked me from my chest down to my navel. Tiningnan niya ako nang taimtim habang dahan-dahang ibinababa ang natitirang tela na suot ko. He pushed me towards the wall once again and then brought my left leg above his shoulders. His one hand cupped my breast, while his mouth did their magic in my in betweens.

Khal licked me good. His tongue moved in a circular motion, teasing me, eating me like a hungry individual.

When his hands left my breast, it then moved to my insides. He stood up and kissed me hungrily, making me have a taste of myself. He insterted two of his fingers, and played it well as he pushed me towards the bed.

My breathing was ragged and I was tired. He was like a different individual, and maybe because of age and more experience, he was a lot better at making me feel satisfied.

Khal smirked at me. “Come on, akala ko ba you want me back. Why aren’t you doing something here?”

Dahil sa sinabi niya ay kaagad ako’ng tumayo. He still had his pants, so I quickly removed them. He was standing at the side while I was kneeling on top of the bed. His thing met my mouth the second I removed all of his clothes.

I kissed his thing before licking it and completely allowing it inside my mouth. I heard him groaned as he collected my hair and helped me by thrusting himself inside my mouth. I feel like crying, but I wanted to do better so, I sucked him completely, licked him, and made sure he would feel good.

I didn’t know how long I was doing it, but then a sticky liquid gush into my mouth and it overflowed. I looked at Khal who was savouring the c*m he just experience.

“You sure you didn’t do this with anyone? No one taught you?”

Kaagad ko siyang hinampas at kinuha ang kumot para takpan ang sarili ko.

“You’re… awesome…” he said and then kissed the top of my head as he laid down beside me. “Now, I’m more than ready to listen…” Khal declared.

I fidgetted my hands underneath the blanket, hoping that Venera would call me right now and save me from my situation. Little did he knew that I was only buying time… I needed Venera’s opinion.