The Alpha's Rogue

Chapter Nineteen

Elenora POV

I couldn’t stop myself after I heard his words. My body needed him, and I could see he needed me. I jumped on top of him to his surprise and knocked him down. My lips smashed against his as my hands roamed his body. His passion matched mine after he got over the surprise. He slipped his tongue between my lips. My body felt like it was on fire and he was the only way to sooth it. I ripped his shirt off so I could explore his body. I felt myself being lifted up and landing on the bed. He straddled me and attacked my neck with his mouth. I couldn’t hold back my moans. I could feel the slickness of my legs as I was preparing for him. I arched my back, wanting him to move his lips further down. “Please” It didn’t take anymore begging. He ripped my shirt and bra away to free my boobs. He stared at them like they were the best things he had ever saw. He then attacked the left one with his mouth. I could feel him flicking the bud with his tongue. I moaned, unable to keep it in. I could feel his hand exploring the other one then heading on its way down. I wanted him to touch me, to fill me. My back arched in pleasure as he found his way to my p***y and touched my engorged c**t. I gasped for air as he started to rub it. I had held in my lust for him so much that he took me to the peak almost immediately. His mouth found my neck and started to attack the spot where he would mark. He didn’t mark me, but the feeling was enough to take me over the edge. I cried out his name as I orgasmed. He didn’t stop until he felt my body stop convulsing. He brought me into his chest and sighed. I could feel his bulge. I knew he wanted to take it further, but he didn’t. For that I was grateful.

We laid there together in silence until I broke it. “Thank you. That was the first time I have ever orgasmed.” I blushed, not believing I let that slip out of his mouth. I could feel his body act in surprise. I answered the question before he could ask it. “Before you all I’ve ever felt was abuse.” He put his finger to my lips before I could continue. “Baby, you don’t have to tell me anything. I may not know what happened to you exactly, but you don’t have to tell me unless you want to. I am never going to force you to relive those moments. I just want to make you feel the pleasure you have never felt before.” I nodded into this chest then detangled myself from him. I could see the hurt look on his face. I wanted to move back into him, but I couldn’t. He needed to know. I took a deep breath.

“I still don’t think I deserve you.” I saw him open his mouth to protest and I lifted my hand up to stop him. “You need to hear me out before you say anything. You need to know who I am and where I come from.” I took another breath to steel myself. “My full name is Elenora Saint. My father is Jedidiah Saint.” I saw the immediate recognition in his eyes. “As soon as you told me what pack this was, I knew that the pack was destined to hate me. I know what my Father did, but I am not with him. I fled him when I was 7, the night he killed my mom. He beat her then he would come to my room and violate me almost daily. It was an endless cycle, but I didn’t know how to leave until I watched him beat the life out of my mother and turn on me. I ran as fast as I could. When I felt like I couldn’t anymore Lilith woke and saved me. I have been running from him since.” I could feel the anger rolling off him. I had to continue if he was going to know it all. I wanted to cry, but I pushed back the tears. “I haven’t seen him since that night, but I have always lived in fear of him finding me. When Max, Ralph, and Felix kidnapped me I was afraid he had. I think he ordered them to kill me. They tried. I was violated in every way that night. Lilith was able to take over my body and make them think I was dead. I ran here without realizing where I was going. After I left again, I found my hut burned to the ground. Max found me again, so Lilith brought me here. You know the rest.” I couldn’t look at him as I could feel the anger raging through his body. The tears started to fall down my face. I could feel him raise his arm. This was the end. He would kill me. “I’m sorry. I love you.” I whispered out. He had to know how I felt before I died. I had to make sure he knew that I never wanted to harm him.