Can I Have The Love I Never Had

If I will love someone would they love me back? I waited so long, and only loyal to one person Patiently because .. I always thought that love would come eventually.  That I can feel love. That someone will love me.  But it didn't came.   Because I f****d up.. I loved the person who didn't love me back, and ignore people who care for me.  I am such a piece of crap and I don't deserve everyone, even him All I want is love and in return is this, a crappy life. I am repaying everything! I've change I regret it now, and I know it is all my fault, I know it.  but still.. If I have given a chance, and turn back time.  Even if it is just a minute. I want to tell them I love them. That I cared for them. And even it is just a minute... Can I have the Love I never had? . . . . . My name is Ro Ann Francis, an Architecture student in XX University. I have no friends, living alone in this small apartment full of papers and art materials. 160 cm, 24 and still single.   -end of the prologue-