His innocent love

Prologue MINAL'S POV: i got up and offered my morning prayer . its my first holiday of these summers . i came home yesterday from the hostel . its hard for me to breath here , i dont know , how am i going to spend three months . i was busy in my thoughts when i heard my room's door knocking " good morning mam , your dad is asking for you on the breakfast table " the maid told me " ok i am coming " i told her . i dont want to face anyone , but now i have to go downstairs . ...... i greeted everyone and took my seat . it was dad , my stepmother and their son ( ali ) . " so minal , how s your studies going ? " ,my stepmother asked me . i gave her a small smile and answered " good " . i then focused on breakfast ,so i could leave soon . everyone was talking, i just kept my face neutral . i have learnt to mask my emotions for years . its good to know that know one can know whats going inside me. i dont want to feel humilated as well . after breakfast , i went to my room and decided to read a novel . btw i study in lahore and i also stay there in the hostel but my family lives in karachi . after sometimes , i decided to go get some water . ali was playing in the living room with dad . hes just 7 years old and 11 years younger than me . i just hope that soon i will be able to leave . idont wanna show my real emotions in this house . it will only make me weaker . i hope that one day , i wont have to feel this guilt . i just wish to live without guilts , humilation and hatred ............