Mutilate The Fear (Completed Book 5 Of The Atonement Saga)

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“Looks like she likes the struggle”

I sob as my legs are ripped apart and held in place, my mind races as a heavy weight is pressed down on my chest

“She would with 2 mates”

I scream but nothing but gurgling comes out, it feels like a nightmare that wouldn’t stop. It just kept happening again and again, my mind trying to function but nothing would work.

I tried to struggle but I couldn't fight them off and then I felt a sharp pain and I screamed, it felt like I was being ripped apart, piece by piece. I didn’t know what it was but I wanted it to stop but it just got worse, the pain would ease for only seconds before it would happen again and I had no idea what it was but it felt like my soul was dying.

“Damn she’s tight!”

I cried, trying to get the heavy weight off me, I needed the pain to leave. I couldn’t deal with it so I scream and scream and scream, I don't know how long it takes, I don't know why they were doing it to me but it felt like it was never ending.

until everything suddenly goes dark and all the pain stops as I’m pushed into the darkest part of my head where I had no feelings, I just existed and no more. With that came peace that I never knew existed so I gave myself to the feeling, letting myself get lost in the confines of my head.

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Dexters POV

I stretch out yawning as jaxon deals another hand of poker out, our usual Friday night family game night was well on its way, tonight we were playing with mum, dads, Adlai and Gerald while Carter and Carly babysit the little girls at the beach for the night.

Usually our game nights are louder, more chaotic than this so it was a nice change to just chill and play poker.

But as we get halfway through the game my head suddenly feels light, the world around me going unsteady as hunter starts to laugh uncontrollably. I grab the table to steady myself. I felt like I had a little too much of Ailms wolf weed in me, but it clearly wasn’t that because I hadn’t had any today.

Everyone stares at us, but something inside me feels wrong, a cold chill runs down my spine as I’m hit with nausea. my stomach drops and I just know something is off. Dane pushes forwards growling and standing up

“Something is wrong!”

He shouts looking at hunter, who was shaking his head like he was trying to shake of a high.

“What is it?”

Dad asks, panic rises within me as I suddenly gasp for air, I felt like I couldn’t breathe right, like something was sitting on my chest.

Mum frowns looking to Adlai, they both seem clueless. As I go to take another seat and try to stop my beating heart from flying out of my chest a pain rips straight through my body and I scream falling forward onto the table as hunter doubles over doing the same.

“Ali”

I whisper, That pain was undeniable, that was the pain of another touching our mate, she wouldn’t do this? Nomatter how mad she is she would never ever do this

“It’s not her choice I can feel it”

Hunter squints through the pain as I scream again. My heart races in my chest at the fear she feels, that is enough for Dane to push forward, lending me strength to stand up, I look to my family who were all in shock

“Get me to her now!”

I cry out, needing help to focus on how I can get to her fast.

“Link carly NOW!”

Hunter roars as the pain spreads through our chest cavity, her anxiety on top of the pain was almost too much to bear.

I could feel her confusion, her fear or in better words terror, she had no idea what was happening to her and I couldn’t bare it. Tears pool in my eyes, running down my cheek and jaw as I take in a few deep breaths so I could brace myself

“Where is the party tonight?”

Gerald asks us, I look to hunter who pulls out his phone and he runs through some messages, pulling it up he doubles over in pain again, screaming through it as he’s floored by it, I fall To my knees crying, it felt like I was having a stroke or a heart attack, the weight of the world was pressing down on my chest, making it hard to breath.

Hunter throws the phone to Gerald, he fumbles with it for a minute before finding the message and frowning

“The cabin in the woods, why does that sound familiar?”

“It’s the old cabin by the stream, it’s quiet, nobody is around it”

Jaxon tells us as mum fumbles with her phone, she was shaking as she desperately tried to get through to Carly or Carter.

“How do you even know it’s where she is?”

Scott asks, I pull out my phone and I pull up her name, pointing to her little face on the animated map. We all had downloaded the app a while back so we could always know she was safe.

“That’s it”

Dad nods, grabbing keys and running to the door

“I can’t get through to them”

Mum says, she was crying now

“It doesn’t matter come on we are leaving now!”

Dad snaps, pulling me off the floor as Gerald and Adlai help hunter, walking us to the car. Just as we reach the door of the car the pain stops, I take a breath finally able to breathe.

“Thank f**k for that!”

Hunter says relaxing as he climbs into the car, as I climb in after him I scream out as another pain starts. Grabbing my chest I fall onto hunter who roars.

“There is more than one”

Dane sobs, id never in my entire life seen my wolf cry but right now he was sobbing like a baby, his heart breaking as dad shoves my legs into the car, slamming the door shut and leaping into the front seat

“GOOOO NOW!”

He screams at Scott, he pulls the car into gear and he takes off like a bat out of hell, hunter was holding onto me for dear life, his fingernails piercing my skin as he roars.

It was never ending, it just kept on going and going, with it her terror grows, her pain and fear was so strong I could taste it, I could feel her pain, I could feel what they were doing to her.

Suddenly the pain stops again, I take the second to sit up, grabbing hunters hand as he sobs into my shoulder. But as I hold him it starts again, by now all I can feel is her terror, the pain no longer mattered, I was numb to it but I wasn’t numb to how afraid she was.

It was the worst feeling in the world, one I never want to endure again. It stops and starts a few more times as dad puts his foot down, desperately trying to get to her.

As we pull of the road into the forest, Carly appears, landing on my knee, I was too numb to even jump.

“Finally”

Hunter roars, she grabs us as dad stops the car, skidding across the road until it stops

“I’m so sorry, I was out cold, come hurry”

She shouts as everyone in the car catches hold of her, then she zaps us into a dark dusty room, I hear gurgling whimpers and men laughing. Dane pushes forward growling, ready to f*****g kill them.

My eyes adjusted in a mere seconds and that’s when I see one of them raping her, Dane growls sprinting to him, shifting in mid air and landing right on top of him.

Grabbing the back of his neck I yank him of her, when she’s free of harm we jump him, Dane mauls his chest as he screams bloody murder, we didn’t want to kill him fast, I wanted him to die slowly for what he had done.

I rip into him, using both my teeth and claws to rip him apart, ending with ripping his head from his body.

I turn just as hunter rips apart another, dad had the others rounded up into the corner, all of them watching on in shock horror at what we had done to their friends.

Carly was now by Ali’s side, she was safe so I turn to the rest of them as hunter stands up, coming to my side.

But as we advance towards them dad steps infront of them, dane growls at him.

“They are underage, by law you can’t kill them because you didn’t catch them in the act, Carter has to sign of on it before you do”