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First Kiss

K

When I went back to the bar the decoration were almost done this year Ze went over the board the ceiling is packed with balloons and some other stuff and there's a huge hall prepared to reproduce images this is going to be massive.

After everything is ready we'll go home and we'll come only at 9pm to open the bar so we decided to have dinner all together at 7:00, bosses treat and then head to the bar.

Today we are working but is new year so we are supposed to look our best. I'm wearing a green mint dress sleeveless with V-neck in a fluid fabric that highlights my thin waist and is slightly above the knee, on my feet I have a white super star I'll working can't afford higher heels today. I make wide curls from the middle of the hair down and let it fall loose, for make-up just mascara and lip gloss a little of my mademoiselle coco channel et voilà.

As we are having a work dinner Daniel will not be with me so he is having dinner with Paulo, don't really like that, last time Paulo went out with Daniel I cried myself out until I fell asleep not fun at all.

The dinner was really nice we had lots of fun remember all the s** we had done to each other this year and promised to do even worse in the next one.

We walk from the restaurant to the bar and on the way we encounter Paulo and Daniel and some other boys and girls from the Disco and like always there were a few bees over the honey pot. As we all headed in the same way we walk together there was this new guy with them that I didn't knew he must be new on the Disco. He came to me and introduced himself, I saw as Miguel was coming our way but Silvia stopped him, I looked at Daniel and there was this blonde girl all over him she just put her arm around his, I smiled at the guy speaking with me and introduced myself he tells me is name is David and that he is a DJ and he's working in the Disco tonight and would love if I could show up and hands me a vip pass.

Suddenly I'm gently pulled by my waist and Daniel takes the Vip pass from my hand.

Giving it back to David" Sorry David she will not need that, she's with me!"

I look at De I wrinkle my nose and said

“Are you sure? You looked so distracted back there."- while keeping a bit behind the group, but the bee was looking at us.

"Really babe, whose fault is that? If I remember it correctly I was on the open from the beginning, come on, I don't want you like that, do you think I don't know how it feels? I see the way the guys look at you in the bar every night, I'm just luckier then you because you have a bunch of body guards”- he laughed, and then from nowhere the blonde girl was there next to us holding him telling him she was cold, really?? That was too much!

I just rushed my pass and heard De tell her:

" I can't give you want you want to, look elsewhere"- and there he was again next to me - " s**t, babe I'm sorry,!"

I grabbed is arm and started to laugh the poor guy is not to be blame, he's cute, he is new in town, he is free, he seems to have money what am I expecting of course all the sluts from 100km radius will smell him, I'm so f****d.

We went to the bar and Daniel stayed there all night there were a few bees but tonight we had some help, Carina and Melanie Silvia's sisters were there along with Pedro's boyfriend Ricardo and Melanie's husband Carlos, so they kept him safe for the night actually I think that by 11pm most of the girls on the bar could bet that De was gay.

At 11pm Ze came to me and told me that I was supposed to get out of there until I was to turn 16th in 1 hour so I should enjoy myself. I went to De and he told me he had something to speak with me I should grab my coat and go with him.

Daniel

It was time, I had to end this, this was nerve wracking for both of us. No one know we are together so for them we both are fair game, the girls with me and the boys with her, ok normally the boy would know she is one of the guys so they wouldn't touch her but the way they look at her oh God, and there's always some new guy. And the girls with me is hell because I don't like to be an asshole but sometimes is the only way to make them understand.

We went outside and started to walk in the direction to the Marina.

"K, do you think we can stop with this secrecy about us? You'll be 16th today there will be no reason why!!" I said holding her by her shoulder

"My problem was never our situation in Portugal can you image what will happen to your image if cames out that you are dating a 16 year old girl." She was looking straight ahead.

"Do you think I give a s**t about that? Look at me "There's something that is very important for me that you understand, I don't need them I don't even need to work for the rest of my live if I don't want to. I just chose to because I love what I do but only on my on terms".

I hold her closer to me with one hand pull her face so she look me in my eyes:

" K, do you also feel this when we are this close this warm in my chest that spreads to rest of me body, my heart that jump when I see you in the morning, the feeling of happiness just because you smiled at me, I never slept with no one before I had slept with you and I hadn't had even kissed you do you know how stupid this sound??? I can't understand any of this but I know that I need you to breath. Do you remember when you told me that no one ever died from a broken heart?? Well I think you may be wrong! When I saw that David guy back there I felt like someone was ripping my heart out of my chest. I don't want to feel

that anymore so please K, Will you be my girl?" I asked a bit afraid of the answered.

" De I'm your girl from the day you stood up to Paulo, you want it to be out, it's ok with me but know you are going to get lot'sof s**t from lot'sof people" she whispered

" You have no idea how happy I fell this moment”- I hold her for a minute- “Babe we need to get back it's almost midnight we should be there to celebrate with the others"- I kissed the top of her head and we went back.

When we arrived holding hands, we grab some champagne flutes at midnight I lead Kayla to a specific place in the floor and stood there most of our friends were nearby when midnight came there here white and silver balloons coming from the ceiling and also some confetti on a the big white hall there were images of the many parties in the bar during the past year It was really nice and there was music... Then at 00:10 the music stopped and the sound of a single acoustic guitar and a voice sounded on the speaker all around the bar and lots and lots of white roses started to fall down from the ceiling in the center of the bar and on the

white wall images of the Highlands 2 old castles 2 tartans 2 mottos

and a Gaelic phrase "Mo ghràidh is tusa mo shaoghal"

then some images of Algarve and in the end Happy Birthday K.

I knew those images as I did select them myself with the help from K’s mum but the last thing K saw was the phrase in Gaelic that I also had Megs help with, and there was when she had her first kiss, and if I'm going to tell the truth I think I had my first kiss there to.

That kiss was way better than any s*x I ever had in my life and I had lots of it. It started as a brush of lips, just touching her lips, it felt like there was electricity between us then I started nibbling on her lower lip then kissed her tenderly and finally made the kiss deeper. And God was so intense ...then I grabbed on her waist and lifted her up over my head and let her down to kiss her again as she put her arms around my neck while I let her come down to my chest really slowly. I don't think there will be any doubt around here tonight that this is my girl and I'm hers. While holding on my neck she whispers in my heart " Probably the best first kiss

ever, thank you!! I was so frustrated at you because you hadn't kissed me yet, my mum helped with that didn't she?"-She asked signing the hall

"She did"- I smiled

"Who chose the phrase"

" I did, is one of the versus from the song"

“The song is absolutely beautiful, is even better now, there’s something different?" she asked nipping my lip.

“Yes there is" I kissed her again keeping her up on my chest.

Then all her friends started to came to give her the happy birthday, and to cut the cake I also got for her.

My girl was really happy that night and that made me the happiest person alive.

The bar closed at 4am and some of the others headed for the Discos but K asked me to go home, and for me that was just fine, at home I would have all I wanted, no need for more noise and drunken people. Before we leave I went to the DJ to get my pen with the song and he wanted to know where I had got that from because he didn't know it I told him it was something I wrote for K, he thought I was kidding.

When we enter the car I knew straight way that K wanted to ask something.

I looked at her give her a smile and said:

" Go on what do you want to ask?" She smiled back at me come near give me a kiss leaned on my side and said" When we get back home!"

I drove away and put my arm around her shoulders, when we arrived we enter the house through the garage and in to the kitchen. When we were inside she turned around to me came near put her arms around my neck pull me down to her and kissed me softly, then she stepped back looked me straight in my eyes and throw this one to me.

" De, is it like this with everyone?" -She is looking me like if she's trying to read my eyes

"The sparks, the butterflies in the belly, the warm feeling that spreads through the body. At the beginning, the feeling of peace and calm, wanting to be close and now that feeling becoming a need to be close, because if you are not there, it seems that something I need is missing. And tonight our first kiss was an experience out of this world. My head was light,my body melted when you hugged me."

"Oh babe, I'm afraid I can't help you on that one! This is a first for me to I never felt nothing like this before I had been with lots of girls before no need to hide that from you, I did felt lust, pure s****l desire, but that was all. Nothing that arouses me any kind of feeling like this.But that doesn't mean that this isn't the way it is for normal people. You know I'm a really messed-up guy, the first time I slept with a girl it was with you that night before you go to Scotland, best sleep of my life by the way". I kissed her forehead and whispered sorry once again.She smiled at me:

"I was just trying to understand the psychological part I understand the physical part, there just chemical reactions happening in our brains sending electrical impulses to various points of our body, I wanted to understand if it always happen when you kiss anyone or if it is only with specific people."- She explains

Are this girl for real??

" Really you are trying to figure out if you are going to feel the same that you are feeling with me if you start to kiss all the guys in the neighborhood, and you are asking that to me? That was smooth babe!!"- I smirked at her.

"I don't have to do that babe, you already did that for me"- she gave me a naughty smile and went to the fridge.

"I’m hungry!!

Turkey sandwich??"- I Asked

" Oh yes!! She started to take stuff out of the fridge I made orange juice while she made the Sandwiches. While she arranged everything back in the fridge I took a black velvet box from my pocket and put it in front of her sandwich. When she turned she looked at the box then to me-" I thought I have told you should leave Danny Fraser in the States!" And she push the box back to me.

"That's your birthday gift and is from the Fraser but from Daniel"- I smiled and pushed the box back to her, she smiled and took the box

" Daniel Fraser, ah! Let's see"- she opened the box and I can say she loved it she took the medallion from the box and hold it in her hand inspected it.

" De it's amazing where did you found it"- she turn it.

" You didn't found it you had it done. I knew this was Danny Fraser.Tell him I love it!! So let's see if I got it all, this is the Celtic symbol of union, and love the Inscription on the top 'is Mo ghràdh' (my love) on the bottom 'is tu mo bheatha' (you are my life)

on the back are the names of our clans Fraser and Macleod and tiny pieces of our tartans, did I have it all?" She looked over the moon.

“Almost, there's also this small key"- I show her a tiny key in my hand.

"Ok?" She's curious

"That necklaces have a special lock -I take my medallion out of my bottom shirt so she can see mine- here as you see it have a place to keep the key, the lock only opens with the key, which means that if you let me put it around your neck, only I will be able to remove it." She smiles at me, and then she looks me and get really serious

" Why didn't I get to put your necklace on you?

I smiled at her:

" I needed the drama, mine isn't locked the key is on your medallion for you to lock it".

" That's better"-she’s smiles and gives me small kiss on the cheek

"I would like very much to use our Celtic symbol"

" You know what that means?" I ask her with a smile

" Any doubt that I'm your girl??" she smirked

I took the necklace with the medallion and started to kiss her gently on the lips went down to the jaw and while I locked the lock I kissed her neck until she leaned back pass her hand on my hair and moaned with pleasure and pulled me towards her. It took all my control to hold on and back out I kissed her on the forehead and leave my forehead touching hers, trying to slow my heart and lower the tension that had built up.

"Girl if we are going to do this, it will be one step at a time and you'll have to help me. You're killing me here "- I said as I tried to regulate my breathing." She looked at me shocked " Only s**t, I'm sorry I

didn't even remember that!!"

"It's ok I'll be fine in a few minutes, we'll learn to deal with it" I said

She looks at me with a naughty smile " Or maybe I can help out"! What the hell she just said

“No K, I will not have s*x with you just because I'm horny. I love you for God sake if I ever have s*x with you is going to be because you are absolutely sure that's what you want, and I have to be sure of that to, like I was about that kiss tonight, you are 16. I'm not going to f**k up your live. I have to know I'm the right person for you who I doubt I will ever be ".- I shout at her

She smiled looked at me jumped from the counter grabbed a sandwich and told me

"See just helped you out, and next time you tell me you doubt you are the person for me I'll be out of that door and you won't see me again. And now if you please, have your sandwich and come to me, I would like to lock your necklaces! And Daniel it's too soon to tell because like you said I'm 16 but I think I may love you to."-She shot at me

"Sorry, I thought you may be suggesting... " I begin

"You were right I was, to get you shocked and it worked I just didn't expect to hear you tell me that you think you aren't good enough for me. You can’t speak of yourself like that near me, you are one of my favorite persons, can you understand that?"

"Babe, Sorry not what I meant at all"- I said

" Don’t you think I know that??" She kissed me.