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From Hell to Heaven

K

On the way home from work I felt dizzy, the world started spinning around me and

Everything whent black. Don't really know for how long I was out, I woke up at the

hospital with a nurse collecting blood, she was really nice to me she told me I would be fine.

"I'm taking you to run same tests so we can be sure everything is ok

“She took her phone and sent a text, a few minutes after another nurse show up.

" Hi sleepy beauty, I'm Laura, I'm Paulo's friend, you have 2 really worried dudes

down there, I'm going to tell them they have their girl back before they have a stroke.

" She smiled at the other nurse

"Thanks for letting me know she was awake Sónia, what did Dr Matos said?"

"She seems to be just fine, just low pressure, low sugar, probably poor nutrition and she's definitely in need of rest when she didn’t slow, her body just shut down, we are running some more blood tests, electrocardiogram, and an MRI scan just in case, but what it seems is that this was really the body defending itself against the abuses that this girl was infringing on herself".- she looked down at me with a sad look on her eyes

" Kayla I don't know what's going on but this is not the way. You are killingyourself when you arrived and we run the first tests the doctor first thought was that you're trying to harm yourself, you're lucky that one of the first-aid guys who bought you knew you and we had a history to go with the blood tests, otherwise you would have be treat as a possible psychic illness".

I didn’t really knew what to say so I just said nothing. She pushes my bed to down

corridor and I thanked to Laura.

A few hours after I was back at De's house and he seems to have been thinking a lot in the past few hours as he explained his ideas to me. He as everything figure out, but I'm not sure I like the idea of depending on him or anyone else, even if it works like a loan. I'll have to do my own research and figure out how those loans really work, if it's fair for both of us maybe I take it, I would keep working of course but only on weekends and I would have the time to study and finally would have time to find out what I really want to do. My first idea was pediatric oncology, but in the meantime I think the human brain is an amazing machine, unparalleled. Why do we feel what we feel?

How do we learn? How do we control our body? What part of my brain does what?

Why do I remember my first day of school but I can't remember where did I put my pen 2 minutes ago?

I'm taking the next 7 days to do my research on that loan thing and meanwhile I'll enjoy my boyfriend at least until my mum arrives from Lisbon.

" Babe, I have something to show you, the architect already sent the first drawings

De said excited opening is laptop

“I think there’s some stuff here that needs to be

changed but over all I think it's fine, my dad will be here in 4 days to finish the deal on the land and then I can take over and deal with the construction."

"What does everyone think your dad does, so he can afford a place like the one

you are building" - I asked

"He owns a Portuguese pastry and bakery he's actually doing quite good, they coulddo it if they want to, they just don't need it they have this one and he is a only child, I wouldn't thought about getting another house either if I didn’t have the need for a good recording studio."

He shows me the plans it looks really nice build in a hill 2 floors on the ground floors Open space kitchen dining area and living room, huge French doors out to the gardenwere are some seating areas and a pool on the top floor 3 bedrooms 3 bathrooms 1of the bedrooms with a closet and a really nice balcony, and them the pride of my boy on the basement a men's cave as he called it and a studio. He looks like a little boy as he shows me all the things he's going to get for the studio, and told me about the contacts William had made with people that he would like to work on this next album, thinks really seem to being going well on that department for him, but it made me realize he has a s***y girlfriend that didn't took the time to know how things were going on for him, because I was just to focus on my on goals to bother myself asking about his!! Meanwhile he had been driving me around cooking me dinner, bringing me hot soup every night after work and sending texts after leaving me home to make sure I would go to sleep. And that was it I hold him and I was in tear how could I had been such a b***.

"I'm really sorry De, I was so focus on my on s* I didn't took the time to look around and see about you, I just realized I didn't had any idea how things have been going on for you"-I climbed onto his lap and put my arms around his neck while sobbing

"I'm sorry I was a selfish b***h-" He hold me closer kissed my tears away pulled my face up

" Don't be stupid you aren't selfish, you were just a bit too busy but I got you K, you're mine and it's my job to take care of you and that's what I'm going to do if only you allow me, but baby you aren't make it easy on me, I can't keep seeing you killing yourself, because it kills me to babe"- he whispers down to me.

" I may not be very good at showing it to you but I absolutely adore you Daniel Fraser Lourenço"- and I started to nibble on his lower lip, while I passed one of my legs to the other side of him, sitting on his lap facing him which gave me better access to deepen the kiss, while I ran my fingers through his hair, then I kissed is jaw and took my time down on his neck. Then he got up and took me with him, laying me on my back on the sofa and covering my body with his and started to kissing my lips my jaw my neck and then he looked at me with the most tender look in the world and started to open the buttons on his shirt I was wearing very slowly always with his eyes on mine, as if he was expected me to give him a sign to stop, he took the shirt and I was on my bra and underwear, then he lowered the strap of my bra and kissed my shoulder, stepped back a little and looked at me as if he had to collect the image to be engraved in his memory, stayed like that for a while and then whispered:

" You are absolutely beautiful and you don't even realize it !! You know that the first time I saw you I thought you were probably the most beautiful creature I had ever seen? And now you are here and you are mine, all mine" - he touched my medallion bending towards me and kissing me again while unbuttoning my bra and taking it off, always with his eyes on mine, then he went down

from my lips to my neck and the to my my breasts he passed the tongue around my

n***, and my God, it was an explosion of sparks going through my body, I arched my back and ran my fingers through his hair while I let out a few moans, I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off so I could feel his skin on mine, he helps me and undress the shirt. His skin on my skin feels so good he continues to kiss lick and suck on one breast, while he caresses the other with his hand. The pleasure I start to feel is almost excruciating, it is then that he starts to rub his groin in mine and I feel how much he is aroused, I feel something growing inside me and I know exactly what it is, I have touched myself before and I know exactly what an o****m is, only nobody has ever given me one until today, and this is way better than anything I had experienced before, it is like sweet torture, when I’m on my peek I look up and see the satisfaction on De's eyes this guy is enjoying seeing me going crazy in pleasure under is touched, he comes to me while I'm starting to come and whispers on my ear :

" Come for me babe girl, give it all to me, I want to have all of you a bit a time" That o****m took everything out of me, I didn't even know I could come without a direct touch down there, only s*** this was amazing. He hold me really closed and we just stayed like that for a while, then I just remembered

" De this is not fair, and what about you"- he started to laugh out

" Babe you have to promise you will never going to tell this to a breathing soul!!"

"I promise"- I said confused

"Babe, I don't know if it was because the way I fell with you or because I've obviously been thinking about this a lot, I'm a guy and I'm with a hot girl, but I just come, I'm reacting like a horny 13 years old boy that makes out with a chick for the first time"- he couldn't stop laughing, I give him a look I saw he was actually telling me the truth.

"By the way I'm going to have a shower and change my diaper but before that I'm getting you some sandwich and orange juice, I need to feed you".

“May I use your computer? I need to do some research?" - I asked grabbing the shirt

from the floor as he took my bra on his back pocket " Yes of course, the pass is your name, you won't need this!" He answered me while giving me a naughty smirked.

Daniel

From hell to heaven that was my day today,

from felling at hell in that hospital to heaven when I watch as I made my babe girl come for me, she looked so f** amazing, I can't explain what it feels like but when I saw how much pleasure she was getting from my touch on her, I it also gives me pleasure and today it grew on me to the point that a few seconds before she come, when her breathing started to get deeper and deeper and fastest, and her groans rose a little ,I just came, just like that... I don't know if I should be worried about this or if I should be glad. But it made me wonder if she didn't touched me and I just came by watching her came and rubbing myself on her how long will I last if she actually touches me, oh s**t.

What the hell have I being doing all this time, I could catch a lot of s**t and after all it didn't even worth it, nothing I ever experienced came’s even close to that make out session on the couch with my girl.

I have to make sure I play all my cards on the best way I can, because now that

I had her there's no way I can live without her on my live. I'm just hoping she accepts my offer, I notice she was researching about student loans so I know she is at least thinking about it. Anyway I got the contact of a real estate agency in Coimbra and I asked them to look for something just in case, because we will not have much time left to deal with that as I'll be gone from Jun to at least September I will have to have that ready for her in May so I can be sure she will be alright when I'm away, and that will be other thing I'll have to learn to deal with being 5500km away from her there will be no other way if I want to keep her away from all that crazy s*** out there.

"K, babe can you get the door please, is dinner delivery, I left my wallet on the tablet near the entrance door, I'm just finishing this e-mail and will be right there with you"- I asked K, because I had to come upstairs to send a email to Will as she is usingmy laptop. When I came down the stairs I can see straight to the front door were this guy has, his eyes all over my girl as she carries the bags inside and reaches for my wallet to pay him, in a second I'm behind her pulling her by her waist giving her a kiss on her neck and take the wallet showing her were the cash was, and giving it to the guy with a big smile in my face and, a thanks you may keep the change. The ashore face was priceless, but I was the one to be blamed for this one I totally forgot she was wearing one of my white bottom shirts and I stole her the bra, so it was to be expect.

When we were having dinner I decided try the waters.

"K, so how is your research going"

"Not so bad actually, you are right there is such a thing as student loans but they aren't nothing like what you're proposing to me"

"Really, how's that?

"The deal you are offering me is way better for me!"

"Maybe you are right, but is not bad for me either. I'll end up having a profit, and

you'll have some time to spend with your boyfriend so for me it's a win situation,

please K this is not only for you is for us."

" And what if this doesn't work, image that tomorrow you meet someone your own

age and what happens then?"-K looks really serious when she says this.

"First of all Kayla I don't think that I'll meet anyone that I will want more than I want you, have been there have done that. I didn't even knew it was possible to want anyone as much as I want you. But if you ever meet anyone and want to leave me, nothing will stop you from do it because as I told you before, we will have a business contract that will have nothing to do with our personal relationship, so you will be free to leave me whenever you wish." - I told her felling my heart getting smashed.

"Don't look at me like that De, you are my first boyfriend but I had seen how it is

with most of people they seem to be so in love, and then from nowhere they just go

Separate ways as if they never had meant anything to each other."-She said in a sad voice.

"That will never happen with us, even if for some crazy reason we don't end up

together, I'll never get over you, and that I'm sure, it will never be like that, 'cause

nothing was like this for me before you, but I can't speak for you K, like you said

Yourself I’m your first who knows what waits for you" - This conversation is breaking me as I realize that she is in the beginning of her live and the truth is that I can be just a teenager passion for her.

"Hey De, what the hell are you talking about? You know how I fell about you why

would you say something as stupid as that? Remember when we first kissed and

I asked if it was always like that. You told me, that for you never was but you

didn't know if it wasn't for other people!! Remember that?"- I think I got her pissed.

"I asked Leo! You know what he told me?"

" f**k K you asked that to your brother?"

"He dated half of Algarve and parts of Bretagne so he must have some knowledge on the matter don’t you think? He told me I should hold on to you ‘cause there's people looking for what I found on my first kiss for a live time and most never find It and end up settle with the second best thing. Leo of all people told me to not hold back with youor I would regret it for the rest of my life." - She said

" That's why the guys aren't making my live as difficult as I was expecting" - This

explains so much.

"I think so, Paulo also had the "talk" with me a couple days after I spoke with Leo,

And he told me that he was there for me but he could kill you and make it look like an accident if I wanted" - she said laughing

"You know he is my cousin but I think he was being serious, right?"- I smiled at her.

" If I accept your offer how will we do this"- Now she's speaking my language

"If you say yes now, we'll go to Coimbra the day before my father arrives here, cause I can't afford to be here with him here and take the risk that same of that f*** had followed him here and find me, and we'll see same apartments to buy not far from the campus, we need to have that dealt with before May, no matter how much I hate to think about it if everything goes according to plan I will be on the road between Jun and September at least, I'll try to get a few days in between to stop by and be with you but I'm not going to lie, I'll really need your help on this because it will going to be hell, I'll be away from you then there will be the time difference I won't be able to reach to you."- You know when you start to speak about something and you began to see all the difficulties??

"De, that's the part that I'm scared of, when you will be on the road by yourself all that same old temptations no one to bring you back to earth, did you ever thought about taking someone with you, someone you could trust?"

"Someone like who? I asked

"You need a security team, right?"

"Yes, What are you thinking?

"Why don't you talk with Paulo, he's your cousin but more than that he is a great guy and that's is job anyway and you guys could just say you are working in the cruises like Leo. Now because of me Leo is working more but normally he use to work 3 months and stay 3 months home."

"You may be in to something, but I don't know how Paulo would react when he

knew that I've been lying to him"

"But you haven't, you told him you played in a band and now you don't anymore all

that is true. no one asked you how big was the band and where did you used

to play!! Think my boy!”- She blinked at me, this girl sometimes scares me.