"Hey, Baby. We made pancakes today. Mareng is kind of sad, but maybe she can get by. She hasn't mentioned you yet, though I am sure she misses you already. f**k! Why do I have to do this? Can I just get you there?" Napanguso ako at nakagat ang labi sa bagong sent niya ng voice mail. I didn't ask him for this or any report about them, but he does it anyway. Araw-araw kung magpadala siya ng mensaheng katulad nito. Mas lalo tuloy akong nahihirapan na pigilan ang sariling tumakbo pabalik sa kanila ngunit kailangan ko talagang pigilan. Gusto kong hintayin na si Mareng mismo ang magpabalik sa akin. Hindi naman siguro masama kung gugustuhin kong maisip nila kung gaano ako kaimportante sa buhay nila di ba? I mean, I have dedicated my life to them, and maybe this time, they should realize my wor

