Beautiful Monsters (Fil-version)

I WOKE UP to the feel of the mattress sinking on my back, somebody laid on it. I wasn't sure what instructed me to but I found myself holding my eyes closed pretending to sleep. That was if sleeping meant my heart raging its beat inside my chest. Malamig ang kwartong kinaroroonan ko. Taliwas sa pakiramdam nang mapadikit ang aking likod sa isang matigas na katawan. I discreetly bit my lips. The way his body contoured to mine, the way his leg parted mine as he pinned me, and the way his breath moistened the base of my nape when he inhaled my scent made me feel glorious. We spent some intimate minutes like that before he made his first move. Gumapang ang palad niya papunta sa dibdib ko, cupping it gently before giving it a squeeze.. "Oh good..." I moaned, totally forgetting that I was faking sleep. I shut my eyes tighter when he chuckled against my ear. He was being playful and so was I. When his mouth glided down my spine, kissing, tasting, and biting my skin, I groaned for him louder and ignored his mild laugh. He was already down the dimples on my back where he stayed longer. He was just lazily drawing little circles with his tongue there teasing me. “That feels great, Babe...” I encouraged him, burying my face against my pillow. Anticipation was beginning to build up inside my thong. His kisses were like a liquid fire getting poured on me, slow-burning until it reached where it should go. ‘Oh pssy!’ My mouth gaped. He wasn’t even taking me yet but then my whole body was already reacting to him. I was wreathing as he ran the tip of his nose on my thong. “I... I want it, Babe.” Hindi ko nakilala ang bosses na 'yon. It was too shaky and raspy. Should he drag his sinful mouth lower, he would know that my womnhood was already drenched for him. When his hand crawled up to grip my ass, I lifted my legs to give him more space and offered him more of me. ‘Dng this is gorgeous...’ He bit my clit against the lace of my underwear, gentle enough not to hurt but hot enough to make the leg resting above her shoulder to trembled. “M-More. I... Yes!” He was doing a good job. That broken sentence from me was a proof. Molten physical need ate my sanity the same way, he ate me down there, starving. Ang sarap nakakabaliw... “Awesome.. awesome...Babe!” Then just before I reached the top, he broke away from my womnhood leaving a painful space there. I wasn't given a chance to protest at all when he carelessly flipped my whole body. Napadapa ako sa kama bago niya dinakma ang aking mga binti at kinaladkad ako pababa. My sensitive npples dragged against the silky sheets and the sensation was maddening. Nang marating ng balakang ko ang dulo ng kama, he brutally opened my legs wide to an ache, tore my thong, and exposed my dripping desire to him.  ‘Open your eyes! Nicolette, open your freaking eyes!’ sigaw ng utak ko, pero paano ko ba gagawin yon kung pati nga paghinga nahihirapan akong gawin? Pinapatay ako ng mga sensasyong namumuo sa aking kaibuturan. Brutal pero masarap. Magaspang siya gumalaw pero gusto ko pa. Gustong-gusto ko pa. "Fvck me!... Take me, Babe... Argh!" Napasinghap ako nang dakmain niya ang buhok ko. It hurt but then the electricity it triggered shot straight between my thighs. I didn't feel any fear at all when he pulled my hair harder, forcing me to arch back for him. In fact, I even giggled when he did that. My stomach churned in delight instead. “Take me yet. Take me -- Argh!” He pushed my head back to the cushion forcefully, making my whole body bounced. Hindi pa sana titigil ang nakakahilong taas-babang galaw na 'yon kung hindi siya dumagan sa akin. His weight pressed me against the cushion, damp female skin to male skin. He was gentle when he peppered my shoulders with kisses. Then as if it wasn’t enough, he grabbed my hand and lifted it to his face. He rested inside my soft palm, making me feel his bursting breath. He felt beautiful... almost surreal. I lost my mind lingering on that silent warm moment that I didn't notice him moving his lower body behind me. One tender kiss on my fingertip and he speared his full length to my core, knocking my air out. “Oh yes!” I cried both in pain and pleasure. His suppressed moans made the wet sounds of our flesh seems like humming a beautiful tune. Muscles clenched. Sweats poured. A few more minutes and he already brutally drilling my womb. I was convulsing, urging him to do it more. The pleasure cruising me was too much I felt a need to tell him how I feel. Yes, let him know how much I appreciated him so much that it hurt deep down. Those little things. Tiny details that I tend to forget when he was around. "I- I love... Oh please!" He thrust inside me so good, it pushed a little up the bed. I gritted my teeth hard when my cvnt gripped him deliciously, I forgot what I was saying and chanted, “Again. Please again! Again-- Oh!” He did what I was begging for. Even deeper as he pounded me mercilessly. His hand was hard on my back, holding me down like a helpless prey. He was competing with me to the finish line that promised to throw us both to a waiting unknown. "Oh... Yes! Yes!" He shifted, crawling an arm under me and lifted my waist up. His other arm guarded his weight, carefully leveraging himself from completely crashing me. He wasn't slowing down but even pulling me over and over to him. "Ah... I l-love... Oh please..." I tried to say it again. But then he was too hot that my words were melted to delirious moan*s. “I’m coming, Babe... I-I’mma come!” Then, just like that. One growl from him, one more beautiful thrust and I felt my whole body and sanity broke under him. I felt myself dripped down my thighs. He grunted my name on my neck and I moaned aloud. I couldn't care less if the whole country heard us. I loved this man. The sound of our wet bodies meeting each other went harsher. Like two animals in heat. He was working on his pleasure and I’m a willing slave for him. His forceful pounding was causing my back to hurt but hell I cared. He could split me in two if I wanted to because I was his. Only his... One more ear-splitting scream from my chest and I exploded for the second time, he did too, I felt it when he stiffened and dropped his whole weight on my back. Satisfied, I weakly grinned when he buried his sweaty face on my nape. He was catching his breaths. "Hey...” Doon ako nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na tawagin siya at sabihin ang aking nadarama. “I love you, Todd.” Then I felt him freeze. Worse, I felt him stop breathing. Nagtataka kung ano ba ang maling nasabi ko, sinubukan kong gumalaw sa ilalim niya. Nakadagan pa rin siya sa akin pero hindi ko na marining ‘yong hingal na pagtawag niya sa pangalan ko. It scared me. Thus, I pushed both of our weights off the bed. Gumulong ang kanyang katawan sa tabi ko pero ni-hindi siya gumalaw. I needed to know what was going on. I needed to know if I did something wrong. So, I reached out to him in a hurry and pushed his hair off his face. Kaso sana hindi ko nalang pala ginawa... Kasi noong oras na hawiin ko yung buhok tumindig lahat ng balahibo ko kasabay ng matinis kong pagsigaw. Bakit hindi kung ‘yong kaparehong lalaking sinabihan ko ng, ‘mahal ko siya’... Iyong kaparehong lalaking nakikipagniig sa akin kanina... Putangina. Wala siyang mukha! . . . . "NICOLETTE, BUKSAN MO 'TONG PINTO!" Bigla ang pagbalikwas ko mula sa kama. I crashed out of that slumber so sudden, dumulas ako sa higaan bago ako lumagabog sa sahig. Masakit ang ulo ko sa pagkakauntog pero walang-wala 'yon sa kirot ng aking dibdib. Diyos ko! Saan nanggaling ang panaginip na ‘yon? "Nicolette, sinabi ko nang buksan mo ‘tong pinto o gigibain ko 'to!" I forced myself to open my eyes but then I shut them back when the bright light stung me. My headache doubled. For a while there, hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang mas nakakaturete. Iyon bang pag-iingay ni Alexis o ‘yong pagkaka-untog ko sa sahig? "Nicolette!" I forced myself to open eyes my again, wincing this time as I scanned the room. Maliwanag na. Kulay pink 'yong pinanggalingan kong kama. Tapos ‘yong dingding ng kwarto kulay cream, hindi pula. May nakahanger na lace panty sa pintuan ng aparador at katabi niyon ang iba pang mga damit na balak kong isuot mamaya  sa opisina. ‘P-Panty?' Mabilis na bumalik ang tingin ko sa manipis na panloob. Then as if I wasn’t myself, my fingers glided down my navel until it reached the spot that the faceless man in my dream pleasured most. Napanganga ako sa gulat nang masalat ko ‘yon. Bakit?  Kasi basa. As in, basang-basa...