Aftermath: The Gay I'm Ruined Is My Heartless Husband(Tagalog)

Excerpt "Sweetheart, your pregnant." My mom said and in the middle of nowhere it makes me shocked. Like how? who's the father? I don't know how could be I'm pregnant. "Who's the father, Lilian?" As my dad asked and within his angered face I see a lot of disappointment. Binigo ko siya. My dad. Alam kong sobra ang inaasahan niya sa'kin, but here I am now. I'm pregnant. "Lilian?!" Agad akong natauhan sa pag-sigaw nito sa aking pangalan kasabay ng paulit-ulit kong pag-iling. I don't know or maybe I don't want to tell him. Dahil tiyak na kapag nalaman niya ay ipakakasal nila ako sa lalaking iyon. No! I don't f*****g want. The man who got me pregnant. I don't want him to be my husband, even the father my unborn child. My heart is belong to someone. Ang taong 'yon lang ang gusto kong mapangasawa at kikilalaning ama ng magiging anak ko. But how? Paano na ngayon? My man. The man I'll always wanted is belong with someone else too at ang masaklap pa. His fiancé, is the father of my unborn child. Mariin akong napapikit. What I'm gonna do now? "Answer me Lilian. Who's the father?" "ANSWER ME!" As my father shouted. Sa puntong ito ay umiyak na ako kasabay pa rin ng paulit-ulit kong pag-iling. "Armando." Awat ni mom sa kanya pero I know my dad every much. Kahit pa ilang beses kong i-deny ay gagawa at gagawa lang ito ng paraan just to know kung sino. At sa oras na malaman na ito. My Silvian. Alam kong kamumuhian ako nito. And that's what I'm really afraid of. Ayaw kong malaman ni dad ang totoo not even Silvian and Leo. "Please dad. I'm begging you. It's my fault. He doesn't love me kaya hayaan niyo na lang po ako. I raise my unborn child on my own. Paki-usap." This is what I need to do is to keep my baby on everything. "Don't loose my tempered Lilian, just tell me who he is? WHO'S THE FAT--" "It's Leo, dad. I'm pregnant Leo Messi Lastimosa." Dad has a heart condition. Hindi ko man balak sabihin ngunit kailangan. Kalusugan ni dad ang nakasalalay dito. I don't want my mother suffered again. Not again. "What?! You mean Leo? Silvian's Fiance?" Umiiyak akong tumango kasabay ng pag-yakap sa'kin ni mom. "Dad please. Don't tell to them. I love Silvian you know that. Ayaw kong masira sila ng dahil sa'kin. I don't want Silvian to be angry on me. Please kung kailangan kong lumayo, I do. I raise my child all by myself kaya paki-usap don't tell to them." As I pledged to my father. Hindi ito samagot sa halip ay agad itong lumabas ng aking silid. "DAD PLEASE. I'M BEGGING YOU." wala akong pakelam kung may makarinig man na kung sino. I don't care about them. I care so much for Silvian. Ayaw kong magalit ito sa'kin. Hindi ko kaya. "Mom please. Pigilan mo si dad. Ayaw ko. Paki-usap wag niyo pong ipaalam sa kanila." Hindi sumagot si mom. "MOM PLEASE." Sa puntong ito ay akmang tatayo na sana ako mula sa aking pagkakaupo ngunit my mom doesn't let me. That's why I end up getting married to the man I doesn't love. My parents trapped me on this useless wedding. Imbes na sa lalaking mahal ko dapat ako ipakasal. I ended up to his fiance. I'm got pregnant and married to him. Maybe this is the aftermath of my obsession. Aftermath: The gay that I'm ruined is my heartless husband.