Rejected and Abused

Chapter 7

Jason's POV:

I feel like a stalker sitting in this tree watching Nikki ever since I seen her at the café she seems different the moment her scent hit my nose I felt a pull to her I have a feeling she's my mate but do I really want a mate that is so damaged I mean she said it herself she isn't a virgin she is isn't in anyway pure I mean neither am I have definitely no angel by any means I mean damn I used Nikki's birthday as an excuse to get leave from training so I could get laid it completely shocked me when she called me out letting me know I smelled of multiple she-wolfs but what surprised me is that she wasn't even upset about it I used to think she had a crush on me before I left I was going to try and hit it before I left for training but my sister and mother threatened to cut my d**k off if I tried to make her into one of my f**k buddies now I'm kind of glad I didn't she probably would have started crying or something once we started getting hot and heavy maybe she isn't my mate if she is I can always reject her or do as she said and take a mistress and keep her for appearance around the pack and events also to keep my parents and sister off my back they love her I have love for her as well but I am not sure if I can handle the baggage that comes with her like her tainted past or her brothers they're good kids and I enjoy playing with them when I am not doing other things but taking them on full time helping raise them isn't something I want hell I don't even want children of my own but I know once I become alpha I will have to reproduce a child as a successor but even then I will have its mother and nannies take care of the child 'your a selfish asshole you know that Jason I don't know what I did in my past like that was so bad to get me stuck with you as my human the moon goddess must really want to punish me' Killian my wolf growls at me he hates me and doesn't like how I treat women or how I feel towards pups but I refuse to change who I am, I have another year and a half of training to be alpha I doubt my sister will get it I mean yeah she is strong and she can hold her own with the best of us but she is still a woman and women aren't meant to lead packs there meant to stand by a mans side and plan parties and do the women work I see Nikki finally getting out of the shower 'damn she has a sexy f*****g body too bad she's not a virgin I would have loved to be the one to pop her cherry' I think to myself my dirty thoughts gets a growl from my wolf 'if you do anything to hurt our mate Jason I swear on the mood goddess herself I will go dormant you will be without a wolf and if that happens you will never get the alpha title you so desperately want' threatened Killian 'you would never do that Killian if you don't shift you will slowly start to fade away and die you might not like the way I am but I know you love yourself' as I laugh at him 'f*****g try me you prick if she is our mate and you hurt her in any type of way I will make your life a living hell I would gladly dormant myself if it means punishing the one who hurts my mate even if that person is you even if it kills me in the process because you will not be reborn but I will' Killian quickly puts a block up well I guess he is done talking to me oh well I take a look in to Nikki's bathroom I watch as she drys herself off with her towel and puts on her lotion then her clothes suddenly I see her body freeze and looks right out the window I know because its so dark she wont be able to see me but I think she can sense me which is weird she doesn't have her wolf yet so she should have only human senses she turns her head and walks towards the bedroom 'hmm maybe I can sneak in and have a few rounds of fun with her' I quickly jump towards another tree that is next to her balcony I watch as she gets into bed I quickly leap onto her balcony my d**k already throbbing I try to open the door but its locked 'damn it no fun for me' I turn around ready to jump off the balcony but decide to take one more look at the woman who will most likely be my mate suddenly I realize she has the twins in bed with her 'those two are going to be a problem for me' I think to myself as I leap down into the backyard of the pack house I start thinking maybe with time I can slowly start to pull her from her brothers and convince my mother and father to take them or I can use them to keep her compliant and do what I say without question I am pretty sure that's how her father and the others who got banished kept her quiet my only problem is her relationship with my sister and parents if I get too out of hand too fast she will tell them and i will looses everything suddenly I feel my phone vibrate 'Vanessa' I smile she is my favorite play thing she does exactly what I say when I say it she doesn't ask questions or speak her mind her only goal is to please me and she definitely does that we are only a few weeks apart when she found her mate I made her reject him so she could keep pleasuring me Nikki might be my mate I fully intend on f*****g her whenever I want and training her not to back talk or disobey me she will know good and well Vanessa is here to stay and I will do what I want when I want and if she fights back it wont be good for her or her precious little brothers yeah I can definitely use this to my advantage I send a quick text to Vanessa letting her know I am on my way and she better be ready for me when I get there I take one more look at Nikki's room 'you better be a good listener Nikki if not your in for a world of f*****g pain you will be begging to go back with your abusive ass parents that's a promise' I smile thinking of all the things I am going to do in order to train her to be the mate I want her to be I feel Killian stir and growl in my head but he doesn't say anything thank god as I quickly run towards my meeting place with Vanessa ready to have some much needed fun

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Nikki's POV:

I wake up to feeling the sun on my face and 2 little bodies wrapped around my body I look down and see my brothers have latched on to my sleeping body so tight if I make the slightest move they will surely wake up I definitely have to move them though my bladder is screaming for release I gently flip Marcus onto the other side of Kevin and reposition Kevin to where they are both hugging each other I quickly get up and stretch feeling some bones in my back pop i rub my eyes while making my way to the bathroom  to do my business I decide to take another shower since the boys were sweating on me last night I tip toe back into my room to grab some clothes I look in my drawer for some clothes unfortunately Maggie and Ronda threw out my old clothes that I came here with and bought me new clothes that show off my curves I am still not used to this and I will probably never be used to people looking at my body  but  i have no other choice now so I grab some black skinny jeans a black strappy undershirt and a army green v-neck shirt with black undergarments i really feel these undergarments that they picked for me are a little too slutty for a teenager but since wolfs are considered adults at 16 I guess its not unheard of to get lacey underwear at my age I grab my socks and take everything to the bathroom and turn on the shower to let it heat up I decide I should leave the door cracked for the twins incase they wake up before I am out of the shower I quickly strip down and jump into the warm water and begin to wash my body and hair 'happy birthday bay girl' I can't help but smile 'hey Ava happy birthday chicka' so since we are official can you tell me now about out future and everything you refused to tell me in the past' I feel her growling I guess that's a no 'Nikki I already told you I can't tell you everything but I can drop hints and give advice if you want I only know some stuff for the next couple of years' I really want to know why Ava is the way she is 'okay well got any advice your my wolf and we are one so whatever advice you want to give me I would be stupid not to take it right' I hear her laughing guess I put her in a decent mood 'okay here it is don't let your mate mark you keep your guard up and don't trust him fully don't trust a lot of people around here they will all stab you in the back eventually and there will come a time to take the boys and run when that day comes you are not going to want to be fully mated to him when that time comes trust me things will get better eventually but till then keep training and getting stronger save your money and always keep your eyes on the boys they day will come for us to leave when that day comes you will know your instincts will guide you down your chosen path and once you find what that path is you will fully understand why you had to endure the things you did' I inwardly sigh I had a feeling things were going to get worse but I never thought my mate whoever he is would be the cause of my pain I want to break down and cry but I know I can't so I take what Ava has said and slowly begin to build a wall around my heart I can easily play a love struck teenager who doesn't know any better hell I've watched plenty of movies and my drama teacher said I have a real gift for acting so maybe this is why I was drawn to that class in the first place I snap out of my day dream when I suddenly hear my brothers running into the bathroom singing "happy birthday" to me at the top of their lungs I quickly remind them that I am in the shower naked I hear them gagging and running out but not before they do their morning business and flushing the toilet making me yell out from the cold water hitting my naked behind well yup my shower is ruined I quickly grab my towel and dry off my body and wrapping my hair in a towel and putting on my underwear and bra looking at myself in the mirror I cant help but run my fingers over my body loving the feel of the lace on my skin okay I can definitely see the appeal to wearing lace it feels light I decide it not best to keep checking myself out in my underwear and quickly lotion my body to prevent me getting ashy in the middle of the day with my olive skin that is a definite possibility I throw on my clothes looking at myself in the mirror I cant help but notice my hour glass shape I still don't like this people are going to notice me and I like roaming about unseen and unnoticed these clothes are going to get me noticed by a lot of people I brush my hair into a high ponytail and throw on my usual eyeliner and lip gloss since I have no bruises to hide I skip my foundation while walking into my room I notice the boys are already dressed sitting on my bed watching Saturday morning cartoons not even noticing me I go throw on a pair of black nikes and grab army green zip up sweater today might be my birthday but today is also the day the royal guard and seer will show up to complete the trial and look at all the evidence including my thoughts so I have to look decent but I refuse to go over bored and wear a dress that's where I draw the line I put on my watch and I was put some perfume on and usher the boys down stairs to serve them breakfast as we are walking down the stairs I suddenly smell an amazing smell that smells like hot chocolate and cinnamon its mouth watering I fallow the smell to kitchen that's when our eyes meet "MATE" Jason and I whisper I can hear everyone cheering but my wolf is growling and can sense his wolfs fear for me and Ava  'what are we going to do Ava' 'stay strong and don't let him see you weakness Killian is going to try and keep us safe BE STRONG BABY GIRL'