Rejected and Abused

Chapter 2

I stood rooted next to the alpha and luna I could not understand what exactly what was happening...…. did they always care for me this much or did they have their own twisted plans for me when I finally got to the pack house if my parents were so open to abuse me what chance did I have with the 2 most powerful people in the pack ……. "Nikki go get your things packed we have to be going once the warriors get here no one will be allowed to enter or leave this house" my alpha stated with a serious and deadly face he refused to look at me his deadly gaze was set on my mother and her perv boyfriend "yes alpha right away" I said with a respectful bow to him and the luna as I was walking up the stairs I seen my mom's eyes flash towards me if looks could kill I would have died four times before hitting the ground I did not bother to look at her but I refused to hang my head down in fear and she knew damn well it had nothing to do with the alpha and luna being here I stopped giving this woman dominance over my life when I realized I was raising her twin pups because she was out whoring with every man in our pack even humans from a near by city I quickly went into my room and closed the door and took a deep breath 'you need to calm down Nikki this is a good thing you will be safe at the pack house but most importantly the boys will be safe that's all you have ever wanted right' ava said to me in her soft but sturdy tone that always seemed to calm me down 'I know I know but how do I know that it will be any better there, what if its the same s**t just a different roof plus I can not sneak out of the pack house to go to training I will not allow myself to get weak again' 'well here is an amazing thought how about you tell the alpha the truth I am more than positive that he will allow you to go to training' ava yelled at me uhhhggg why did I have to get such a smartass for a wolf I quickly grabbed a couple of bags loaded in my clothes and all of my every day necessities along with my school supplies and work uniform I grabbed my bags and backpack and headed back to the front door

 when I got there the beta male and female were standing there with the alpha I looked around try to find the twins and luna but they were no where to be found out of habit I started to freak out a little bit I guess the beta female ronda could see my worry she put her hand on my lower back making me flinch and jump away from her touch and get into a fighting stance "whoa whoa there little one dont worry okay hunny I will not hurt you all I was going to do was let you know that the luna took your brothers to the pack house I will be escorting you to the pack house myself are you okay with that darlin' " ronda said with her hands up showing me that she means me no harm my heart was beating like crazy and I could feel my heart racing I quickly looked over to the alpha my godfather looked so hurt I could tell he was beating himself up for not realizing what was happening sooner I quickly stood up straight bowing my head in respect "please forgive me alpha and betas I did not mean to show you any disrespect I am deeply sorry" I kept my head bowed low then I felt a hand on my shoulder I tried my best not to flinch but my body betrayed me "look at me child" my godfather said as I slowly lifted my head to look him in the eye "you have absolutely nothing at all to be sorry for it is I who should be apologizing to you" I looked at him like he had just grown two heads why should he apologize to me he never did anything to hurt me seeing the look I had on my face he took a deep breath and sighed "as your alpha and godfather it is my duty to keep you safe I failed to do my job" I could not help but laugh I shook my head trying to register what he just said I stood up straight and looked him dead in the eye " with all due respect alpha your pack consists of a lot more wolfs than just me it is your duty to keep them safe as well and if I am being completely truthful all the abuse that I have endured will only make me stronger" I said with a smile I walked over and embraced him in a hug trying to take his guilt away he hugged me tightly making me gasp in shock he quickly pulled away "I think we should avoid hugs till my body is full healed alpha your death grip is going to be the death of me, are you sure you are not half bear or something" I said while rubbing my poor poor ribs he started laughing and that is when I knew he was done feeling sorry for himself for the moment "alright little one are we ready to go now?" ronda asked me while flashing me a million dollar smile "yes ma'am I am ready when you are" flashing her small smile ronda reached down to grab one of my bags as I grabbed the others I was just about to walk out of the house of torcher when I stopped dead in my tracks realizing that I was about to walk out leaving the most important thing behind I quickly paled dropping my bags and sprinting up the stairs I hear my godfather yelling for me "I forgot something be back in two seconds" I yelled I quickly ran in my room and went to my closet grabbing my pocket knife from my back pocket and quickly opening it I started to shimmy one of my wood planks open when I finally got it loose I reaching my hand inside the hole I felt around I finally felt it my great grandmothers jewelry box she left it to me when she passed away it was beautiful and I adored it there in the box she left me a couple of rings and a stunning silver locket that she got as a gift from my great grandpa the day they married I smiled while running my hands across the gold detailing on the box I reached back into the hole grabbing a mini black backpack I opened it looking at the content I knew once this information got out people would be punished but I also knew no one would ever look at me the same again they would not see me anymore they would see a victim and I am far from a damned victim but I promised my luna that I would tell her and the alpha the whole truth and I would not keep any more secrets I put the wook plank in its place and got up waking over to my dresser to grab the teddy bear that was casually sitting on some books I took a deep breath and turned it around opening the back to stop the tape that was playing yup I had a nanny cam in my room I was not as stupid as people thought I was if I was ever to get seriously hurt or murdered by my mother I knew that the alpha would look into it and find these tapes and once he did my mother would loose the boys and they would be kept safe 

walking down the stairs for the last and final time my mothers voice quickly stops me "you f*****g b***h I knew you still had that jewelry box do you have any idea how much that ugly ass thing is worth it could have paid my bills for mouths" she growled I have had enough of this s**t I quickly snap my head around and let out a loud and menacing growl " well thankfully it was left to me and not you it is mine and you will never get your grubby hands on it and if you even think about trying I will rip your hands off your pathetic body do you understand me this is the last time you will see me and those boys again" I could feel my face getting red and my wolf begging to be let out I herd her laughing "once the alpha is done with his investigation you and the boys will be back this is all just hear say there is absolutely no proof that I ever did anything wrong to you" she said with a smile I just looked at her and shook my head looking down at my godfather and beta I skipped down like a child who just got her favorite toy returned to her I looked back up to my mom and flashed her with the biggest smile I could muster I slowly turned back to my godfather looking him right in the eye while slipping off my mini backpack "alpha here is the proof you and the luna requested, you wanted the whole truth well there it is there's countless tapes pictures and even a doctors report from a human clinic I had to go to I am going to apologize to you now once you watch some of these videos you will never be the same I did not ever think you would be watching these if I was still alive but I guess life has a funny way of working itself out doesn't it" I tried to laugh it off but the alpha wasn't having it "what the hell do you mean while you were still alive Nikki why wouldn't you be alive and why the hell haven't you said anything in the past and when you have proof" he said while gritting his teeth well damn now he's mad at me I looked in his eyes well I guess I should just get it over with then " I stopped caring about what happened to me along time ago alpha only reason I am still here is because I love my little brothers they needed me and I needed them, no matter how badly things got for me the boys were safe, loved and well taken care of as long as I was the punching bag I recorded those videos in your hand because I knew if things were ever to go too far and I was to loose my life my mother would then be in need of a new punching bag so I knew if I left those videos you or the luna would find them watch them and take the boys so they would not suffer the way I did I know you must be upset and disappointed in me for not coming forward about what I have been going through but I need you to understand everything that I went through was to keep the boys safe and it had nothing to do with me not having faith in you as my alpha" as I said that I looked into his eyes hoping that he could see I was telling the truth I could see the hurt in his eyes and at the corner of my eye I seen his gamma shaking with anger everyone in the pack knew how the gamma felt about girls being abused his wife ronda was also survivor of child abuse from her parents she ran away from her pack to escape them and never looked back I wish I could have done that but there was no way I would ever in a million years leave my boys for the sake of saving my own life in my eyes that was  a selfish reason to leave ronda must have sensed something was wrong because she quickly came in the house to tell me that it was time for us to leave I nodded my head and started to walk out the door then I stopped and looked at my godfather with tears in my eyes "when you watch those tapes the older ones please do me one favor" he looked at me nodding his head but still not speaking "please do not look at me any differently don't treat me like some fragile little flower who will break if I get breathed on the wrong way I am still me and I refuse to be looked at as a victim because of a few bad people" I gave him a half smile quickly running outside to the car not waiting for anyone's responds ronda comes walking outside after a few seconds and quickly jumps in the driver side and starts the car pulling away as we are driving she reaches over and gently squeezes my hand " your one strong chick you know that enduring all of that pain to make sure you could watch over those boys takes guts and a iorn will to do what you did" ronda said with every word she spoke dripping with pride "I did what I had to do Miss Ronda no more no less those boys might not be my sons but they are my blood and I will always take care of my family" the rest of the drive was quiet but comfortable I can not believe all of this happened and looking over at the clock the day is not even close to being over oh happy happy joy joy

when we pull up to the pack house I am happy to see the boys sitting on the stairs with the luna laughing talking and eating what looks to be apple slices and celery 'hmmm celery how was she able to swing that one' I thought to myself as I get out of the car and shut the door I hear the two little energy pills I call brothers screaming and running towards me full blast I could have easily dodged there attack but where's the fun in that it is still their birthday after all I try to brace myself but it was too late the little devils took me down one going high the other going low oh mann I taught them too well my ass feels like its going to be bruised but their laughter is contagious soon I see the luna walking up to us smiling but it isn't touching her eyes like my godfather I can see guilt in her eyes I grab the boys and tell them to go and finish their snacks they quickly remember their treats they left on the stairs and run off to save their snacks from hungry hands I get up and dust myself off walking over to her I grab her hands and look deep in her eyes I need her to hear me to really hear me and know this isn't a joke "you and the alpha need to stop this please I am begging you it is not your fault I didn't say anything because its what I felt needed to happen I love you both very much and seeing how this is effecting you two is making me realize what I did was for the best I love you Luna and nothing will ever change that ok" I say while smiling at me she gently pulls me towards her and I hear her sniffle " oh my strong hard headed pain in the ass god daughter how is it that even after everything you have been through you are the one working to make the people around you feel better"  she sighs while rubbing my back being careful not to put too much pressure on any off my wounds I quickly shrug and pull away "it is just who I am luna I can not change it, what I want to know is what kind of sorcery was used on my brothers in order to get them to willingly eat celery" I say while arching my eyebrow the luna shrugs her shoulders "no one can say no to their luna its impossible......especially when that luna has a gar of honey roasted peanut butter" she smiles while wigging her eyebrows at me "AHHHAAHHH PEANUT BUTTER GENIOUS!!!!!!!!"