Rejected and Abused

Chapter 17

Ava's POV

it's been 5 days now since Nikki and i were attacked by Jason i blame myself for wearing us down so much we couldn't even sense him in our room our body is fully healed and we are not pregnant if we were i would have felt it by now but we still have not woken up i feel Nikki isn't ready or just doesn't want to fight anymore i fear the child has given up she refuses to respond to me and i feel her day by day slipping deeper into the darkness i have tried many time to reach out to Mary, Myra and even Killian but no one can hear me my heart is broken watching my girl slowly fading away but it is also broken for my former partner, Killian is a kind soul who didn't deserve the human he was paired with he tried his best to keep Nikki and i safe the best he could i need Nikki to wake up so we can see Jason and Killian they are no longer our mate but i need answers and i think it would help Nikki move on and heal "sissy can you hear me please wake up i know you are super tired but me and Marcus need you so much we are not strong we need you to be strong for us we know bad things happened to you and we know you are tired but please don't leave us you promised to never leave us alone don't break your promises like mommy and daddy did" i hear Kevin whispering in our ear the twins have been by our side they haven't spoken to anyone they only leave the room when they have to use the restroom other than that they eat sleep and doing everything in our hospital room and they rarely leave our bed it's like if they aren't close to us they are lashing out and yelling at people Angel is in the room with us as well but he doesn't talk much at first Mary and Kaden used to come and stay with us all day until late at night but they only come for a couple of hours a day which i understand fully Mary is now the alpha and Kaden is the head trainer and fighter they have a lot of people looking up to them they can't just focus on us all of the time i feel so much pride for my friends i sit back and watch as the twins play silently at the foot of our hospital bed when suddenly i feel a hand on my fur i turn my head to see a beautiful woman in a long flowing white dress with dark blue eyes and long flowing silver hair i look to her side and to my surprise Nikki is right beside her holding her hand Nikki is also in a white dress but it only goes to her knees she has bags under her eyes and her eyes are puffy and red her hair is no longer shinny and healthy it now looks dull and matted she looks a empty shell of who she once was the hope the she used to make her eyes sparkle and shine with such beauty are now dull and empty "hello my child how are you feeling" she tells me with a soothing and beautiful voice "who are you and what are you doing here" i say standing up to fully face the woman in white and Nikki "she is the moon goddess Ava she said she is here to help us get back to the twins and our friends well that what she said any ways" Nikki says to me with a small weak voice i have never herd her use before she really isn't the same girl she was a few days ago i decide to completely ignore the Moon goddess and walk over to Nikki i don't say a word not yet i just go to her and rub my head on her leg surprisingly she didn't flinch or move away instead she kneels down and starts to rub my head "i am so sorry Nikki please don't hate me i never should have ran us for as long as we did if i would paced myself we would have been able to sense him and protected our self and we wouldn't be in this situation please forgive me" i say to her as she hugs me i hear her crying and all i want is to take all of her pain away she doesn't deserve any of the pain she has felt threw the years and it has been killing me inside knowing i am now the cause of the pain and heartache she has been feeling i feel her pull away from me 'no no please don't leave me don't give up i am sorry i am so so sorry for what i did' i keep thinking to myself i don't want her to hate me my heart couldn't take it yeah we have always argued but we both knew that we love one another i watch as she wipes her eyes she is shaking her head no over and over again this is it my human is going to reject me and force me to go dormant please please no "Ava what are you talking about all this time you thought i was upset with you? i thought you were upset with me and blamed me for what happened it's me that should be apologizing to you i should have never taken those pills on my dresser i had a feeling they weren't really from Mary i should have known better he did that to distract me or maybe they were drugs to make us compliant either way it was my fault he was able to sneak up on us can you ever find it in your heart to forgive me your my other half and even if we don't have a mate i can't live without you" she says to me now we are both crying for days we have been silent to one another because we each thought the other blamed us for what happened if we would have tried to talk to each other this would have been solved days ago and we probably would have woken up by now as we are hugging each other silently crying we hear the moon goddess clear her throat we both look at her we were so consumed with each other we both had forgotten we were not alone she takes a few steps towards us sitting down next to us and takes a deep breath seemingly relieved we have now taken the time to speak to each other she grabs Nikki's hand and places her other on my fur "well i must say my children i am over joyed that you two have finally talked to each other and worked things out but now i need you both to listen to me and listen well i don't have much more time here with you i came here today to explain myself to tell you both why for so long i have allowed such horrible things to happen to you, now Ava when you were paired with Nikki so early i gave you a few glimpses into the future so you could give her the confidence she needed in order to get through the trials she had to go through you were given the gift to communicate with each other at a very early age as you both know it is unheard of to connect with your wolf counter part until you reach the age of 16 i allowed you to speak to each other early because i needed you both to become one to completely trust in one another without fail one day soon you will meet your 2nd chance mate and although at first it will be hard for both of you and him to fully trust and confide in one another you will slowly fix one another you will become so much more than just mates you will truly become one you will be the strongest pair i have ever bonded together and do amazing things together, once both of your hearts are fully mended is when you both will reach your full potential you will give him the strength to truly come to peace with his past and he will give you the strength to over come your demons that will one day come to try and take everything you hold dear my sweet Nikki and Ava you both will help so many of my children you will be the reason this kingdom becomes stronger than ever before you both might feel i have been punishing you but i have been teaching you both how to over come every and any obstical you may face. You have both learned that you can survive the worst events physical abuse, rejection, r**e, and even mental abuse with every hit every bad name any time someone hurt you, you both didn't let it break you instead you trained you fought you mentally made yourselves stronger in order to keep going to ensure your bothers didn't have to endure the same pain you were going through even though Vanessa had wronged you on so many occasions you still went out of your way to make sure Jason didn't hurt her while you were around you still tried to make everyone else who was in your presence was happy and always smiling that there my dear ones is the mark of a true warrior and that is what you will always be remembered for but now you both must make a choice you can either choose to end your journey here and never again feel pain and heartbreak or you can return to the living world and continue to fight for other and raise your brothers into amazing young men who will fight by your side it is your choice but you must make it now for our time is nearly up either way i need you both to know i am very proud of you both" Nikki and i look at each other then towards our brothers who are currently eating some type of sandwich not saying a word the little bags around their eyes are getting bigger and darker with each passing day "we can't leave them they need us" i say to no one imperticular i turn to Nikki and lay my head in her lap "Nik i know your tired but we cant give up our lives may never be some magical fairy tail it will be hard and at times it is going to feel like we will never be happy but we have made ourselves into a warrior we need to keep fighting if not for ourselves we at least owe it to them they need us without us they will be lost forever" i say to Nikki i feel her place her hand on my back and she slowly starts to rub "i know Ava no matter how much i would like to throw in the towel and rest i know i can't we have to go back and keep them safe we have to get stronger to keep everyone we love safe if we don't do it who else will" she says while looking down at me suddenly her look changes her hair is shiny and flowing again her eyes are so full of life and gone are the bags that were staining her beautiful face now her skin is glowing i sit up and she throws her arms around me hugging me like she hasn't seen me in years "we will get through whatever our future has in store together okay" i tell her and she doesn't say a word she just nods her head we both look at towards the moon goddess to tell her our decision but she is gone we are alone the moon goddess had done her purpose she came to give us the strength we needed to move forward together she knew we would never let Marcus and Kevin suffer or hurt in any type of way giving up wasn't in the cards of us not when it came to those boys "it's time to wake up and get back to it Nikki are your ready baby girl" i tell her while standing up Nikki takes a deep breath and stands up beside me "always" is all she says to me we both take a deep breath and begin walking towards the voices we hear they are pulling us to the light.........

Mary's POV

"why hasn't she woken up yet doctor its been 5 days and there  has been no improvement her body is fully healed and her heart rate and blood pressure are stronger than ever you said there was no brain swelling or bleeding she should be awake by now!!!!" i yell at the doctor who's been tending to Nikki i am sick an tired of not getting any answers day after day she seems to fade more and more it is killing me inside i refuse to bury my best friend if the boys loose Nikki they will soon follow they can't survive without her "honestly Alpha i can't give you that answer Nikki is fully recovered physically and the drugs your brother injected her with, which by the way was some form of the date r**e drug just much stronger is fully out of her system it also seems as though her gave her an abortion pill which is also out of her system we just need to give her time and have faith in the moon goddess that she will come back" the doctor says to me i scoff at the mention of the moon goddess i have no more faith all i do now is wake up in the morning go to my office do some work then i go to the cells spend a few hours wiping and beating the people i used to call family that is the only thing that brings me joy at this point i got a call from Myra last night informing me that she was coming back with some new visitors i gently grab Nikki's hand and squeeze once again she doesn't squeeze back her skin feels so cold it's like she's already dead i can't take it anymore i begin to cry i don't even care who can see me anymore i just want Nikki back i throw my head on her bed and begin to cry even harder "PLEASE COME BACK NIKKI PLEASE DON'T LEAVE US WE NEED YOU" i scream into the mattress as i am cry i feel a hand gently touch my head " don't cry Mary i'm not going anywhere your stuck with me luv bug" my head shot up as i look at my best friend who now has her eyes open they are shining with unshed tears the twins are the first to react "SISSY YOUR AWAKE!!!! YOU KEPT YOUR PROMISE!!!" they scream as they lunge towards her hugging her and showering her with kisses 

"welcome back baby girl" is all i say as i place a kiss at the top of her head" 

I GOT MY BEST FRIEND BACK