Close Your Eyes

this is a real messed up world. I'd advice y'all to stay the heck away from this dark web . and dark friends. this is how I destroy my own life. I dont recommend this route at all. but yes. it happened. I'm sitting in front of Fentanyl. Imma not tell you where I got this from but yes. I'm going to kill myself. The world was never good to me, and never will be. I pray that guy burns in hell. all my life is spiralling downwards and this man. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I LOVE YOU MOM AND POP. BUT I CANNOT DO IT ANYMORE. I WANNA CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER. . . . . . . . . . . . . I don't know how much of this drug I'm gonna take but I know it's gonna be a lot. why? to forget the pain. forever. God, please forgive me. . . . . . . . . . . . . I have no choice left. Here I go. forever. thank you for everything. -Mabel