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"Would you both shut the f**k up and give her hand back"
Some person I didn't know from across the table said to us both and I instantly felt protective of my mate
"Don't f*****g talk to him like that you don't even know us so do one"
Mum splutters on her drink down the table and giggles.
"This is why children shouldn't attend formal dinners"
"Say another word and il have the wolves bite your d**k of you nincompoop"
Xiaver snorts and water squirts out his nose and Brian howls in laughter. The man is extremely pissed off and looks up the table at Caden and Baylee who both had smirks on their faces.
"Seriously Luna can you have this child removed from the table so we can go back to enjoying a nice quiet dinner"
Xiaver stands up and towers over the man. Brain stands up and places his hand on the old farts shoulder
"That's Luna to you, now refrain from offending her again or you will have a war on your hands"
"Seriously Luna, alpha a little help"
"Honestly Norman if you ever talked to me or my mate like that I'd go right ahead and let my wolves eat you alive. Talk to my SISTER in that tone of voice again and there will be no need for any war because il strip you of your title right now and hand it all over to her and her mate so sit the f**k down and know your place. If I don't get involved it's because my family has it handled. And I always support my family. You would be wise to remember that from now on"
I smirked at Norman and winked. He pales considerably at Cadens speech and puts his head down. Xiaver and Brian both sit back down and continue to eat their food. Baylee winked at me from the top of the table and I couldn't help but chuckle. After that I gave in and let toasty hold my hand. He did come to my honour after all so He deserved a treat.
When dinner finally finished we got up to leave straight away, I kissed mum and dad on the cheek as toasty followed me around holding my hand the entire time. When we left the packhouse i tried to yank it free but he still wouldn't let it go
"Seriously what is your deal? Are you even going to let me dance?"
"With me yes"
"And no one else?"
"Nope"
"Ughhhh why! I said you could come under the condition that you would be good! this isn't good"
He pulls me closer and whispers in my ear
"It's because you weren't good and now your scent is all over these fingers and no one and I mean no one is going to come in contact with them other than me, now suck it up, you did the crime so now you do the time"
I scoff at him. I can't believe his reasoning for this you can barely smell it he must just have some sort of super nose because this is a total overreaction
"And you don't think your being a little unreasonable here"
"Nope, not atol. Not until my marks on your neck and my scent is all over you. Until then I'm being totally reasonable"
"You must be bloody joking"
"I'm not joking baby. I've never been so serious in my life. Not only are you drop dead gorgeous but I have to compete with 200.000 other men and women perving over you all day everyday as well as all the unmated people in this pack. So I'm telling you right now I'm not joking"
"f*****g alphas"
I growl and push my nose in the air
"You can f**k me anytime anywhere"
I scoff at him and stomp my feet
"You'll be f*****g lucky to get anywhere near my knickers ever"
"Is that a challenge?"
I ignore him and walk faster and decide to not talk to him ever again, or for at least until he pisses me off again. Instead I link arms with a very amused Brian and lean on his shoulder.
Toasty growls and I smirk back at him but continue on not talking to him. Brian's scent is comforting, and my body easily relaxes against him. If toasty would just give me my damn hand back the moment would be glorious.
Soon the music from the pub is pumping out onto the street and I grin excitedly. I see Mitchel and Aaron outside smoking. James pats them both on the shoulder and walks on inside. When they see me they both pull me into a hug. Toasty growls
"Would you shhh these are my 2 best friends. Don't be a jealous pig you already have my hand"
He ignores me and pulls me away from them. They both raise an eyebrow at him and wave. Mitchel hands me a smoke and I light it up
"Hell no put it out Megan"
"Nope"
"Who are you and why are you looking at me like you want to kill me?"
Mitchel says to xavier
"I'm her mate and I'm pissed that you just handed her a death stick"
I roll my eyes
"You realise I'm a hell hound and a werewolf. I've not been sick a day in my life and I have a life expectancy of 200 years. A 'death stick' is not going to kill me"
He furrows his brows and pulls me around to look at him
"What do you mean you have a life expectancy of 200 years?"
I scoff at him, he doesn't even know. The boys snigger behind me and he looks at me waiting for an answer
"Do you remember the war? the time when Baylee saved the world?"
"Yes?"
"Well did you hear that she got hurt and the only way to save her was with hellfire?"
"Yes and it killed them both but brought them back and they are now immortal?"
"Yes, well because she is linked to the entire pack and anyone she has a relationship with in turn lives longer, like 200 years. We stop aging at 25. But nobody knows for sure but it even affected the wolves. None of them have died in years. We think they will live as long as the rest of us. We haven't had an old person die in like 10 years"
"What will that mean when I mark you. Will your life go back to normal?"
"Nope. In Fact once I'm linked to the pack they will all live longer lives, they will be stronger and faster too and you will live just as long as me. Plus I'm a hellhound so we are connected by death as well as life so when one of us die so will the other"
"But I don't want you to die if I die Megan?"
I shrug
"The Ailm bond isn't like the mate bond. Once we find each other and the mark appears whenever that will be, we will be connected by death. Soon we will both wear the Ailm mark and that will stop my fire from killing you. But once we wear the mark if you die I die and vice versa. We have until the mark appears before the Ailm bond solidifies and we are bonded by death forever"
His head looks like it's spinning from information overload.
"So you need to mark me twice?"
"Nope. Ailm bond doesn't work like that. It appears on its own. Baylee got hers when she was 7 and Caden was 14, James and Lola got there's when they were 10. So the marks will appear pretty quickly for us because we are both of age, if one of them had an accident after they received the mark we would have lost both of them"
He looked genuinely worried and I actually felt nervous. What if he doesn't want all this? Do I want this? I don't want to be tied to him for the next 200 years. Or do i?
Harper
I don't know if I want that either
Me
Your meant to be all up for this Harper
Harper
Maybe, but there is something wrong with this entire situation and I don't understand what it is
Me
I think your right
He seems to study my face a little and frowns.
"Come here for a second"
Shit. f**k he's going to reject me. Nooooooo. I heard that's painful. I'm not good with pain
My feet won't move from the fear of rejection. His features soften a little and he smiles and runs his thumb down my cheek. The feeling isn't a good one. It's a sickly feeling, I might be able to feel the sparks but his touch seems wrong. He leads me far enough away that no one can hear us talk.
"I would never and I mean never reject you Megan. You might not like me very much but I love you already"
He steps forward and rests his forehead on mine. I take a long sniff of his scent and try to shake the feeling of dread. Maybe the pain of rejection wouldn't be so bad.
He pulls me closer and wraps his arms around my waist and lets my hand go. I look into his eyes and I'm dazed by the pure raw beauty of them using them as a distraction from my gut falling and churning inside my body and before I realise what He's doing he closes the gap and kisses me
As our lips connect, sparks spring forth and spread throughout my face and down my neck and spine. He tugs on my bottom lip opening my mouth then he pushes his tongue inside and he explores my mouth and sparks tingle throughout my body. Fear consumes me. This feels wrong.
Harper
Just give the bond the chance to work maybe it will get better
Me
Ok I can try. I will try. I want happiness like everyone else so maybe it just needs Time to work
His mouth Is warm and welcoming and I could easily melt away and never leave it again if it wasn't for the tug on my heart if I wasn't aware that I was kissing Xavier. It physically hurt to let him kiss me and I didn't want to continue so I pull away and he whimper at the loss
"Good job you pulled away, I was about to lose all control and take you in a bathroom and I wouldn't want our first time To be in there"
Me
Harper I can't do this. I don't even want to go in there incase he tries
Harper
Let's leave. If we are not there he can't take us. Would he force us?
Me
I don't know but I'm not taking the chance
"Yeah I'd rather my first time anywhere else but a bathroom thank you"
His eyes widen
"Are you a virgin?"
I was insulted
"Yes what the hell! Of Course I am!"
I hit his shoulder and look around embarrassingly then whisper
"Hell that was my first kiss"
His whole demeanour changes and he gives me that look. The one that makes me nervous like he wants to eat me. I shiver in fear
"How in the hell did I get so lucky? You truly are perfect in every sense of the word. A better man would let you go and be with someone as pure as you are but I'm not a better man and I damn sure am never and I mean never letting you go ever"
He lifts me into the air and kisses me again, this time slower, he wraps one hand around my waist and he holds my ass and squeezes it with the other making me jump. I was hyper aware of where his hands were and my heart started beating too fast.
It all felt wrong. The way his tongue touched mine, the way he explored my mouth and his hands squeezing my ass felt wrong. All wrong.
I pull away pretending I need air and rest my forehead on his because he won't let go. We just stood there panting, he was out of breath and I was panting in fear. Suddenly I didn't want to go into the pub and get drunk. What would he do if I got drunk? I decided against it.
"I want to bring you somewhere"
I whisper. His eyes light up and he nods
"Let's do it"
I walk away but he grabs me and carry's me. My heart rate picks up again and he seems to think that's a good thing. But it's not.
"Let's go to the garage"
He turns on his heels and carries me back towards the packhouse. He doesn't put me down even when I squirm in his arms to get down he won't let go.
When we arrive He finally let's me go so I head straight to the shoe cupboard and replace my shoes with a pair of Converse. Then I pull the tarp of my bikes and smile at them.
"Who owns all these?"
I grin. This is a conversation I want to have. I was proud off all my babies. Most bought with the money I made from i********:.
"Me. Plus my new one and the one at my house that makes 5. And I'm taking them all with me to your pack"
I say the last bit a little panicked incase I wasn't allowed. I definitely wasn't going if I wasn't allowed to bring them. He chuckles
"Damn you really are a biker chick. That's cool i've got 8 cars and our garage has more than enough room in it for all of your bikes"
My eyes light up at my fellow engine geek! This is good. This is something I can talk to him about. I might not know anything about cars but I do understand the addiction of collecting them.
I pulled out my large dirt bike, it was the only one that could comfortably fit us both while going to my favourite spot. I pull it out and throw him a helmet and he scoffs at me
"Is this really necessary?"
Harper
Maybe we could tell him it's not and throw him of and hope he dies then we wouldn't be so confused
I laugh at her and nod to him.
"For where we are going yes it really is, plus this is a dirt bike I can do way cooler stunts on it"
His face falters slightly but he doesn't argue and just puts it on.
He gets on behind me and I fire it up. He holds onto my waist tightly and I rev the engine and take off into the night. We drive through the forest at top speed flying through the night. We zip around trees on my favourite path to my waterfall and I forget all the discomfort of being around him as the wind whips through my hair.
It takes around 20 minutes to get to the top of the mountain top where the waterfall was. The place was amazing, you could stand in the water and watch our territory below.
The small waterfall was soothing and the area around it was nice enough that you could lay on the grass and watch the stars. When I stopped the bike I let Toasty climb off first then I parked up and climbed off after him and watched his reaction to my most favourite spot ever.
"It's amazing up here love. Truly amazing"
I smile and pull off my jacket and shoes. He raises an eyebrow at me and I grin.
"Wanna go for a swim?"
Nerves eat my stomach but the water is cooling and right now I crave that feeling and hope to the heavens he doesn't do anything to hurt us
I pulled my jeans off and revealed my cotton panties underneath. I didn't give myself time to get nervous and pulled my top off and stepped into the water.
"Are you coming?"
I said feeling a little exposed, maybe if he was uncovered I wouldn't feel so nervous. I watched him frozen to the spot. But he shook his head and pulled his T-shirt from his body. His hard rippling muscles made my jaw drop. He might not be the most beautiful person in the world but I could appreciate a nice body when I saw one.
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Xaviers POV
200,000 followers? She was a f*****g hoe, our mate was a hoe slutting herself around in pictures for money. It disgusts me.
Burk
That will definitely be deleted when we get the chance
Me
Yes I agree. We need to play the long game here. Get her marked and wait for these Ailm marks to appear. If We can't get burned then we can do what we like
Burk
Yes take it easy until then
We walk with her hand in hand and I'm getting pissed off with the fact she prefers the company of my beta over me. Then she has the audacity to hug random men in my presence? And smoke.
Burk
Definitely a lot of bad habits that need to be rectified
Me
Agreed.
Then she tells me she's a virgin, I find it hard to believe that but I'll take her word for it. For now.
And when we kiss ooh the sparks. They spread through my body and for a second I let myself imagine her doing what she wants, letting her be her.
But that's wrong. It's not all about her. It's about her being a good example for my pack. A good Luna and a better partner. There for when I need her, so I don't need to go looking for someone else when I'm frustrated.
And Ofcourse to produce the best heir. With my genes and hers, our pack will be in safe hands in the future.
Does she not understand the pressure to be the best, to have people depend on you? She needs to learn that even if she doesn't want to. She will learn because I will f*****g make her.
To my surprise she strips when she gets off the bike, obviously I read her right, She does want me after all. And now she's going to get me.
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Megan's POV
He was gorgeous, or his body was anyway. I'm still unsure about his personality. When he dropped his jeans to the ground my entire body tensed as his hard huge d**k had made a tent within his boxers.
Me
Maybe this was a bad idea after all
Harper
Stay calm you don't want to get nervous and have him misplace your reaction for a good one
Me
But what do I do? Get on the bike and leave him here
Harper
No, that will just make him mad. Try not to make him mad and he hopefully won't force us to do anything
I swallowed the lump in my throat and fisted my hands so the shake wouldn't be so noticeable. He took a step into the water then jumped back.
"f**k that's freezing"
I laughed and held out my finger to tell him to wait. I ignited my hands in the water and watched as the temperature slowly started to rise and bubble around me. When the entire water had steam rise off it I let my fire dissolve and I smiled at him. He had a look of awe on his face as he tried the water again and relaxed when he realised it was a lot warmer.
He made his way over to me and immediately he pushed some hair from my face and ran his fingers down my cheek.
"You are remarkable"
I smiled but as he closed the gap and kissed me my heart started to thump again. No, I hate this! Why was I so stupid, why did I get into the water! why not just sit on the edge.
Harper
Stay calm
He lifts me up and wraps my legs around his waist. I don't help him or protest because I am too terrified to do anything.
He takes total charge of the kiss and I feel like there is acid running through my blood. I ran my hands over the tight muscles of his back trying to hold on but I freeze when he grabs my ass.
I feel like a f*****g statue. Like I can't move or react. I can't protest or talk. I'm frozen in fear and it's all my fault. I took us to my spot far away from patrols or people. I took my damn clothes of for an innocent f*****g swim and now I'm left here half naked with nobody to save me and he is here thinking this is what I want and I can't move or protest.
This is all my fault. I feel tears brim in my eyes. I don't kiss back, I don't moan. Im a statue as he does it all and I can't do f*****g nothing. Something inside me finally clicks and I pull away only to be pulled back into him tighter.
Nomatter how hard I push away he pulls me back harder. My heart drums in my chest. This was wrong and finally when I had the guts to speak out, he wouldn't let me.
Soon one of his hands moved between my legs and between my dry s*x. I cry out because I can't believe he's doing this and he hasn't even asked me. I try again to pull away but his grip was firm and painful,
Panic and fear seized me as his finger made its way inside me. I scream in his mouth at the intrusion but he doesn't stop as I squirm and pull back. Harper growls but I feel powerless against him.
Why was he doing this? Why was he making me do this?
Before I knew what was happening he lay me on the edge of the water and added another finger climbing on top of me and using his mouth to cover my protests.
I cried out again louder this time but it's no use, no one is going to help me, no one is going to save me and it's all my own fault.
when his fingers stopped and pulled out relief floods me. Thank the heavens he stopped. But he still kissed me and I had nowhere to move firmly locked in place between his mouth and the hard damp ground.
But he moved on top of me slightly, adding more weight as I tried and failed to push him off. My entire body begins to shake under his touch and I hate it. I hate him.
Harper
We will never be his. Not after this. Not ever. I'm so sorry I'm not stronger Megan I'm so sorry
Me
It's my fault not yours.
My heart was beating at a hundred miles an hour. This was all going too fast, but he was my mate? Is this what happens? Is this how it goes? I try and fail to push him off me but he clamps down around my small frame and I scream into his mouth and I bite his tongue and I slap him across the face. He pulls back with a growl and I sigh in relief!
"Like it rough do you? I'll show you rough"
"Nooo"
But it was too late his mouth crashed into mine painfully. His hands held my arms above my head so I couldn't move him. I kept my lips firmly closed so he couldn't put his tongue inside me. He bites at my lip but I refused him entry although it didn't stop him trying.
Bile rises in my throat as I feel his large length between my legs and out of his boxers. I screamed bloody murder but that only gave him access to my mouth sticking his tongue back inside me.
I felt him line himself up and his tip moved through my folds. I cried, unable to move or do anything.
Harper
Come into your mind with me. We don't need to see that
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