Her Second Chance

It's My Time

I heard the sound of the most annoying beep. My eyes felt so heavy I could not get them open. I heard someone open a door and from the smell, I know it is Jax. Oh no the woods he was there. I wanted to talk to him but I couldn't speak. He grabbed my hand and sparks flew up my arm. 'Let him Jazz he won't hurt us don't worry about my chance or Jordins please give yourself a chance at happiness.' 'Snow what if he hurts us you don't know what he did back then I couldn't bear for you to be present.' 'at the woods the images flashed through your mind I know now and I thank you for protecting me but it's time to let go and live Jazz. You're stronger than those bastards gave you credit for. It is our time to show them and show yourself you deserve a second chance at happiness.' 'Please never leave me snow, I love you my wolf.' 'Never and I love you, my human.' Then I focused on his words.

"Jasmine, I wish you would give me a chance. I wish you would let me in. I wish you would let me show you I would love you and be your sun on your rainiest days. Listen to me if only I had a genie right like Aladdin." he giggled and put his head on the side of my bed.

I was able to flutter my eyes open seeing him resting his head and now deciding to follow my heart. I raised my hand and rested it on the side of his face and his eyes snapped to me.

"Your awake thank god." he sounded desperate.

"How long was it out?" I asked

"2 hours if i panicked this bad i hate to see it be a day. An hour ago doctors threatened to kick me out." he said with worry in his eyes.

"Jasmine, listen to I..." I cut him off with a wave of my hand.

"Listen Jax I need to tell you the truth, everything." he nodded in understanding.

"First, you have to make this annoying beeping stop and I am not staying in this hospital. Another second we can go to your room, Jordin is probably in mine," I said firmly so he wouldn't have a chance of changing my mind.

When we got to his room he sat on his bed and I stood at the window ready to tell all. I began with the murder of my parents, the shunning then one of the worst parts that only my wolf had recently found out. "Jax after my Uncle took over he began to molest me, he would tell me now what wolf would want a beaten, broken, used up, filthy b***h of a mate. Anytime I tried to fight the threatened to let the guards have their way with me," he growled slowly, keeping his anger at bay and letting me finish with my first mate, the rejection, how I ran, and how I met the others. At least an hour has passed. He got up and went to reach for me but hesitated.

"Jax listen if I give you this chance you can not break it. For that would destroy me and my wolf forever. I do not want to rush. I will follow my heart but I am still guarded." I said with sobs in between my words. He looked happy and surprised at my words. He engulfed me in a hug "I will never hurt you Jasmine and does that mean you accept me?" he looked down with worry in his eyes. "Yes Jax I do." he jumped like a little kid on Christmas and hugged me and spun me in the air. "I will not fail you but you know I can not let the innocent children suffer. We have to train them at least." I nodded "I know but I want you." I said, poking him in his chest. "To understand I have to face them in my own way to show who I am and I will not fall for them. I am the future Luna and I will show them my true self. I want to be a trainer for them." I said as a statement not to get it twisted with asking. "Of course my Luna but if they cross my boundaries I will be My Beastly self and rip them apart." I smiled and kissed him on the cheek and headed to my room to get ready. When I walked out of his room he looked like I stole a toy so sad. He was so cute. When I got to my room I was suffocated by Jordin and Jemma I told them I was giving Jax a chance and we would be staying awhile and about the Sunset pack. I told them everything and how I was taking a stand. I told Jordin to stay close and be a good girl. Jemma went to take Jordin to get ready and I did the same. After I showered I realized what the hell I would wear. I didn't have anything fancy or anything. When I opened my bathroom door I saw several outfits sitting on my bed with a note from Jax.

"Hi my love, I figured you would like some options, take your pick, they are yours. I did not pick them but I know no matter what you will look beautiful.

Never forget I will always be your sun on your Rainiest days my Luna."

He was starting to wear on me so with those words I knew I could have a little fun at his expense. I chose a black high-slit dress, with lace crossing my chest. Some black high strap heels. I let my long hair flow in its glorious natural waves. I think I am good. I Look in the mirror and tell myself it's your time to prepare yourself for Sunset. I am back.