Chapter 1 Justin
I am sitting at home waiting for my son to hurry up and get ready so we can
go fishing. As I am finishing my cup of coffee, I hear my front door burst
open and my best friend comes running in out of breath.
I am looking at home like he has gone mad coming in here like that. As he
is bent or panting and trying to calm down.
I am busy myself with getting the kitchen cleaned up because it is going to
be a bit before he is ready to tell me what he is that he had to rush over
here. I don’t why he would rush over here like that, not like he hasn't lived
next door ever since I had my son, we have lived next to each other for ten
years.
“ Man you are never going to believe who is moving back to town and you
are going to die.”
“ Ok, Dwayne for one, have you gone crazy, and two anyone that is moving
back doesn’t warrant you running over here like a mad man. I wouldn’t
know who could possibly be moving back to town but I know you're going to
tell me. So who is moving back?”
“ Yea am acting like a mad man because you may be happy or pissed.”
He just looks at me and I look at him with my eyebrow up like are you going
to tell.
“Jenny is moving back to town and it's just the kids and her. They will be
here at the end of this week.”
As he said her name I was just staring wide eyed. I can’t believe she is
coming back. After all this time my girl that I have been pining for since the
day I met her in kindergarten.
I finally realized that she was the one but I was in a bad place at that time
and I just had a feeling that she would be able to pull me out of it but things
happened that changed everything and she didn’t want anything.She catch me with a girl at a party and ever since then she hasn’t looked at
me and doesn’t want anything to me since especially since that was the
night that I got that girl pregnant and I took a spin dive down all the way to
the bottom and she moved on and out of town with a Bull rider that we
rodeoed with throughout high school.
I know what you are thinking that I tanked because she gave up and wasn’t
around any more but that is the farthest from the truth that the girl I was
with put me through the ringer. At that time I thought I could make it work
with her but she was a straight up b***h to me.
I pulled out my thoughts when I heard my son ask “ Who is Jenny? And
what does her coming back have to do with dad?”
I turn around and face them both and try to school my face so as not to let
on that I am affected by this news because I will never hear the end of it
from either one of them. It most of not worked because they both look at
me and give the look, like nice try but we both know that you are affected.
“ She is your dad’s crush, a woman that he has loved pretty much his whole
life, also the woman he compares every other woman to and why he won’t
move on and find someone to settle down with. So he can give you more
siblings or just someone to take care of you both.”
My son turned to me and I know that I looked like a deer caught in the
headlight, and my son just has that devilish smile on his face that I know
that I am in for a long day of questions and what if.
In my head I am cursing my best friend for his big mouth. I turn my eyes to
him and he just holds up his hands like I am not in this one, I raise an
eyebrow at him like really you're the one that had to come over here all
wound up with the news that couldn’t wait to tell me until later.
As I am staring down my friend my son finally breaks the silence and asks “
So what are you going to do about her being back now dad?”“ Does she have any kids? because I know that I want brothers and sisters
and I know that you will give her anything she wants if she is that important
to you. Because we all know that no one has rocked your world in a long
time and I truly think you need to get laid because you have really been
unbearable lately.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing from my thirteen year old and my best
friend Dwayne, the one that is always supposed to have my back is dying
laughing almost on the floor. He is also trying to answer my son but he is
laughing so hard. Once he finally claims down he is able to answer my son.
“ Yes Chase, she has three kids, and if that isn’t enough for you I am sure
your dad would be more than willing to give her and you more.”
What the f**k am I hearing here my son is saying I am unbearable asshole
since I havn’t had s*x in a while ok who am I kidding I havn’t had s*x in a
year. So he does have a point that I need to get laid but not to just jump in
and start a family with a woman that I haven’t seen or talked to in over
thirteen years. She probably doesn’t even remember me and even if she
does, she probably doesn’t want anything to do with me. It would be nice
no it would be so good to see her in person instead of of pictures on her
facebook, because she looks good in the pictures but I know that I not the
only one that wants to see her in person my d**k is already starting to
twitch my jeans f*****g bad just standing here talking, thingking, and
fantasizing about her pregnant with my baby.
I am pulled out of my thoughts by Dwayne and my son saying something to
me and I didn’t catch it and the looks on their faces tell me they both know
what I was thinking about, and I curse under my breath, and try to fix my
face so I don’t give anymore away.
“ What did you two say or ask? I didn’t catch it. I was thinking about how we
need to finish up here so I can get Chase to school so I can get to work.”
As I am saying that they both look at me like yea right you can’t really think
we are going to believe that do you and also started smirk at me and I
know that I am in trouble.Dwayne says first. “ So you won’t care about when she is coming and
where she will be living? Ok I guess I was wrong. Chase, don't give your
dad too much hard time about Jenny really doesn’t mean that much to him
anymore. I guess I was wrong.”
“ Ok, Uncle Dwayne I won’t even bring her up anymore. I think you're right
she doesn’t mean that much to him. So now that we know that we can
finally set him up with all those women that are on that dating app we set
up for him so, so we can get him laid and not be so much of a grumpy
butthead because maybe he will let on me then when he finally gets some.”
What the hell is going on here they are talking like I am not here and when
in the f*****g hell did they set me on a f*****g dating app. Oh hell no this
two have lost their minds, but what the hell am I doing just standing here
listening. “ For both of your information I am not going to date anyone from
an dating app, and have you all lost your ever loving mind I have loved that
woman since the first day I saw her and I don’t’ care what anyone thinks I
am going to get her back no matter the cost because she is mine girl and
always has been and always will be, and I don’t really give a f**k if she has
kids with someone else the more the marrier and god I would to love to
have her pregnant with my baby. I would do anything to make her happy. It
wouldn't matter what it was, I would move heaven and earth to get it.”
As I finish talking it hits me what I just said to both of them f**k f**k fuck
what the hell did you dumb ass you just gave them what they where looking
for now you are never going to hear the end of it.
My son Chase is the first to talk. “ Ok dad we didn’t know you felt so
strongly about it we wouldn't have pushed it on you so much. I know I am
sorry dad I wouldn’t bring up Jenny or the dating app anymore.” he says
sarcastically and with a smirk on his face. God dammit, when did my son
learn to be a sarcastic ass.
“ Now Chase don’t get too torn up about what he just said, he just doesn’t
know what he wants. Come on, you can go to school with Mave. He is over
at the house waiting on me anyway. That way your dad can get himself
together before going to work .” What the hell am I going to to do with thistwo, one I want to punch for starting something he can’t finish and the other
just ground him and take his phone for a month, but I can’t because that
would give to much to run and make the rest of my time on this earth
unbearable.
“ Laugh it up you two. Your all time is coming because you both started
something you two know you can’t finish and you know I can’t finish it for
you both.” As I look at them with my eyes narrowed at them with an evil
look. They both swallow harder than they wanted to. Both turn to the door
and start heading out and both are cruising under their breath. “ Chase, I
heard that we will be having a talk after I get home tonight. So all your
homework and chorus that have to be done today, better be done.” I say to
him as he walks away with his head down. Smiling like I won this. Then as
the door is open I hear whispering between my son and Dwayne “ God
dammit Uncle Dwayne it is all your fault that I got in trouble.” I hear a gasp
then “ For one language because your dad still maybe able to hear us and
two I am sorry I know I messed up it has always been that way I was start
something with him and he sure ends for me and a lot of the time I am
always the one that pays dearly for what I started. So I am in the same boat
as you. Just because he didn't say anything to me right now doesn’t mean I
won’t get later today because you forget I work with him and he is my boss
so I will get a lot worse.”
I round the corner and narrow my eyes at them, and they both turn and
look and hurry out the door. I laugh and sake my head. Those two need to
learn. I won't put up with their s**t but I will still do anything for them
anytime they need it.
Turn back around and look at the empty kitchen and think I would love for
this house to be full of kids and my beautiful wife giving us all hell for
dirtying her kitchen. I shake that day dream out of my head.
Shh, I want Jenny more than I have ever wanted any woman I have ever
seen or been with but the big question is will so be willing to give me a
chance and forgive me because I know that I will not let anyone comebetween us again, cause she is mine and I am going to make for damn
sure that she know how and feel and win her her feeling for me also.
Jenny you messed up by coming back here you didn’t know I have been
waiting for you all this time to come back but now you will be worshiped like
the Queen that you are to me.
