Choosing paths

Jen

The months had passed quickly, six months since i started hanging out with jen. I wasn't as violent as i was before except when we were in bed, yes i know what it looked like but life got simpler with Jen around.

I was happier, i wasn't in love but i liked her a lot, school was the same as ever, i didnt care how it went anymore, we were all gong to graduate it didnt matter when.

I had started going to church again since we were still dishing out good news, it was... very trying. I felt cornered everyday but jen makes it get clearer.

She was right on one thing, i did abandon God but i still didn't feel quite at home like i used to, i couldnt change who i was, picking a part of my religion that favoured my sexuality was hypocritical and not right yet here i was still handling it.

Jen said i could do it so i believed i could, i knew i could get my footing again.

Finals were coming up, the library was our crashing point once again, Raymond and i basically lived there, i spent most of my time texting Jen anyway and i knew raymond just craved the quiet so he could download and watch his anime but i wouldnt put it past him to watch porn in the library. ewwwww

My schedules were mixed with more of Asher and Ray, Jen and i had little or no time for each other, a kiss if the minute was long enough, i was lucky to get a quickie one time. i didn't call it luck two hours later when my urges slapped me in the face.

The weeks progressed slowly from there, when i was done with my last paper i did a happy dance in the halls, i forgot to mention my dancing skills weren't great, i might have scarred a few people for life.

"How was your last paper smart ass" Raymond asked trying to kill my character in a shooting game.

"Oh you know just peachy" I ducked behind some crates.

"Did you kill it like i'm about to kill you" He stepped on a land mine i buried in the sand. I laughed when he blew up in flames.

"Of course darling i killed it like i killed you" i dodged the pillow raymond threw at me but got smacked in the face with the second, he laughed like a hyena on steroids; he was so distracted he couldn't dodge the pillows i threw back at his big head, when he fell off the bed i laughed so hard i fell with him.

"If i didnt know you guys, i would say you were crazy but i guess i have to take your secrets to my grave" Asher mumbled from the door. She had lost some weight, i could see some bags under her eyes too.

"Yikes what hole did you crawl out from?" Raymond said while setting up the game once again, i almost slapped him for being insensitive when i noticed how close Asher was to breaking down.

I steered Asher to the sitting room leaving behind the sound of gunshots, when she broke down in my arms seconds after, i wished raymond could get blown up in real life.

I had succeeded in making Asher sleep on the couch when Raymond's exaggerated 'NANI' reverberated through the whole flat, i paused when Asher stirred and let out a sigh in relief when she went right back to sleep.

I tiptoed angrily to the room; slamming the door as quietly as i could then turned to glare at this obnoxious being i'm sure God didn't create. Ripping the cables from the sockets his confused eyes clashed with the lava pouring out of mine.

"Why the f**k did you do that?"

"Are you seriously that daft?" i scrubbed my hands roughly on my face "How could you treat Asher like that?"

"What did i do now? I didnt even say anything to her, you guys went off to do your gossipy thing" He fiddled with the game pad on his lap.

i massaged my temples furiously begging my migraine to go away "Gossipy thing seriously? how could you be so insensitive, these past few months have been hard on everyone. you didn't need to ask her the stupid question you did" rubbing my tired eyes i said softly "She knows she looks like hell ray, you didn't have to tell her"

"How is she?"

I couldn't stand not giving him a hug from the look on his face, squeezing him tight to me before i let him go i kissed him lighly on the lips "She's fine now but show her some love when she wakes up, she deserves it."

I went around picking my bag and books, failed to find my lovely socks so i guess pink on the left and yellow on the right would do.

"Where are you going?"

"Oh i'm going to meet up with Jen" i popped my head out of the closet scrunching up my nose "It stinks in here; Jesus Christ do you store dead animals in there?"

"Oh suck it up; anyway uh we've got somewhere to be next week"

"Where?"

"A church or maybe just a reception"

"Wow who's getting married?"

He looked like there was a war waging inside his head, i c****d my head thoughtfully to the side, it took seconds to figure it out.

"YOU CHEAT!"I screamed quietly keeping a close eye on the door.

"Huh"

"Don't huh me young man, cheat. Look me in the eyes and deny your atrocties if you're man enough"

"What are you talking about?"

"You're the one getting married tomorrow aren't you?" he stared wide eyed at me before he burst out laughing.

"What's so funny you i***t?"

"The fact that you think i'm getting married is comical, it's cherrys brother" I waited for my heart to stop, skip a few beats or even contract like i was going to have a heart attack but... nada.

"That's cute, we'll go then. i hope i get to eat this time, i'm heading out"

"To get laid i'm sure"

"What can i say, someones's P is going to get some love today; can't say the same for you"

I walked out the door laughing when he raised his two middle fingers at me.

**

"S-h-h-i-t f**k" I smiled cockily licking Jen's essence off my lips. "Damn you've gotten good baby"

"Hmm i thought you wanted to place a bet on how good i've become, i had you at 2 minutes; i would be a thousand dollars richer right now"

"Is that you being cocky my love?" i knew it was dangerous to goad her but my high gave me all the confidence i needed.

"Well what can i say" i whispered huskily as i swiped my tongue slowly through her slit, holding her thighs to save myself from suffocating.

I bit her c**t, she yelped taking a fistful of my hair as she arched her back.

"Pl-ease f**k please"

"Please what?" dipping two fingers into her mouth i sucked her n*****s hard. i could feel her juice running down my thighs as i continued the slow torture on her body.

"f**k Kat pl-ease" she gasped when i pushed three fingers into her "s**t too much please, dammit please"

Ignoring her pleas i worked her back to the top, in minutes i could feel the slight tremble of her thighs. my right arm ached but i kept pushing into her gushing p***y, i slowed the pace of my fingers then sped up again-angling my fingers perfectly i made sure i hit her honeypot.

"f**k! don't you dare stop, don't f*****g stop please just like that- Oh Go-" she arched her back at an almost impossible position when her p***y walls cleanched around my fingers. she trembled for a few minutes before she fell back on the pillows.

Slowly removing my fingers from her p***y, i was astounded with the beauty of it all. i kissed my way up to her lips.

"Hmm" she hummed "i taste really good no wonder you cant get enough of it"

She squealed when i swapped our positions, i laughed when she tried to hit me but i guess her bones were still like jelly because the hits were pathetic.

She shuffled until she was almost on top of me before her breath evened out, watching her sleep away without a care in the world my heart skipped a beat.

I was falling in love again.