Escha Rose

I Miss Her

ESCHA POINT OF VEIW

I have been floating, and i don't know where i am. I don't know how long I have been here but im ready to go home. The scene around me changes into something that looks familiar. 

I was sitting on the couch wrapped up in a blanket and with many pillows thrown around me. 

I remember this day. It was the day that I skipped school because I wasn't feeling well. I remember hearing a knock on the door and i got up to answer it. I came face to face with Ava.

"Hey" she says taking in my appearance. She blushes when she realizes that i am in nothing but a sports bra and shorts, leaving the tops of my breasts , my toned stomach and thighs showing. I chuckle and step aside, letting her in. "Hey" i respond as she walks past me. 

"Why weren't you at school?" 

"Didn't feel hot" i say. She chuckles and wraps an arm around her midsection. "Well i was just worried. I came to check up on you" she admits in a small voice.

I walk back over to the couch and sit down. "You can take your coat off, Lacey is at work and won't be back home till late tonight.".

She hesitates at first but after a second she takes her coat off and puts it in the chair beside the door. She toes off her shoes and takes a seat next to me. 

"What are you watching?" She asks looking at the tv.

"The Conjuring" I respond, reaching for the remote. I press play and we watch it for a while. I'm at the Hide and Clap scene. She seems very scared. I chuckle and call her. "Come here scary cat." 

She wastes no time in crawling over to me on the couch. I'm lying down on my side and she comes to sit closer. I grabbed her by her arm, since it doesn't look like she was gonna move, and lay her on my chest. She seems shocked at first but when another clap comes from the tv, she holds onto me. I smile and hold on to her just as tight. 

When the movie ends she stays on my chest, and we watch the credits roll. I run my fingers through her hair and she leans into my touch. 

"Want to watch another movie?" I speak up breaking the silence. She nods her head yes into my shirt, but doesn't make any move to get up. 

"Well you have to let me up first" i laugh. She hurries to sit up and blushes a dark pink. I like making her blush. I get up and take out The conjuring, and put in Hotel Transylvania.

I look back to the couch and catch her looking me up and down. I chuckle catching her attention and this time she blushes a deep shade of red. She attempts to cover her face before i could see it but fails. I sit back down on the couch and look at Ava from my side. She looks like she is debating something. 

"Can I use the bathroom?"  She says and I nod my head yes. She gets up to leave but turns back to me. "Can you..um can you come?" She asks looking at the ground. "it's just that I don't really watch scary movies and it's kind of dark and i don't want-" I cut her off by standing up. "Come on, princess". 

When she gets to the bathroom she turns back to me and asks me to wait. I oblige and sit back on the wall. It takes her all of 2 minutes to use the bathroom. When she comes back out i freeze. She has her hair up in a high ponytail with a couple of strands framing her heart shaped face. 

She looks like a goddess. I snap out of my day dream when she calls my name. 

"Huh?" I ask stupidly. She just shook her head and looks at me while I look at the way her hair falls down her back. "Ava , I like your hair like this, wear it like that more often" I demand. She looks down at the ground and i put my finger under her chin, bringing her head up. "Your gorgeous, hold your chin up. Don't want your crown to fall." She smiles at that. I grab her hand and lead her to the kitchen. She sits on a stool while I look through the freezer for some ice cream. I find some vanilla ice cream and turn around to show her. Her eyes light up with excitement. I smile and give it to her. Opening the drawer, I grab two spoons and some gummy bears from off of the counter.

I led her back to the living room and see that the movie has just made it to the screen for us to press play. When she sees what i put in she starts laughing. Instantly i am captured by her laugh. It's hypnotic.

We sit down on the couch and press play on the movie. About halfway through, we finished the icecream and she ended up back on my chest, with one of my hands laced with hers and the other on her back, close to her butt. When the movie ends we stay in the same position. She picks her head up from my chest and looks at me in the eyes. She looks like she wants to say something but she doesn't. "Whats wrong babygirl?" I ask.

She blushes and shakes her head, still keeping eye contact. I sit up, and she tries to move off of my lap. I grab her and put her back, so she's straddling me. My hands are gripping both of her thighs, and her hands are on my chest. My eyes moves from her eyes, to her lips and back to her eyes again. When I look at her eyes she is looking at my mouth. I licked my lips and watch as her eyes follow the flick of my tongue. 

"Ava." My voice sounds strained. Like i haven't spoken in a while. She looks up and meets my eyes. I licked my lips again. "I want to kiss you." I whisper so low that if she wouldn't have been in front of me, she wouldn't have heard. 

She looks at me a moment before whispering back "Then kiss me." 

Slowly i lean forward and she leans forward to. Her hands are still on my chest, one fisting and unfisting my shirt. 

When our lips meet its pure bliss. My lips move over hers and I swipe my tongue over her bottom lip asking for entrance. She grants me it and opens her mouth. My tongue moves over her her tongue and we fight for dominance, which i won. I take my time to explore her mouth, her moans encouraging me to keep going. I tighten my grip on her thighs and she moaned into my mouth again. After a couple of minutes she pulls away for air and I move to her neck. I suck on her neck and kiss right where her pulse is, then i pull away. I put my forehead on her forehead while we catch our breath. She wraps her arms around my neck and we pull away and look at each other. 

We both laugh and I steal another kiss from her. Her skin is flushed and it looks so pretty. "You are so beautiful,baby girl.." I whisper in her ear. I feel her shudder and mumble a quiet thank you. She lays her head on my shoulder and I lay my head on hers. We sit there in silence and eventually we both fall asleep, with her on my lap and my head on her head. 

*

I still remember that day. That was one of the best days that I spent with Ava until she started to drift off from me.

The scene drifts off until im back into nothing.  I'm tired of sitting here.. I want to wake up. I want to see my sister. I want to hold Ava. I miss them. I hope they are okay.. 

I miss them. I miss them so f*****g much.. The light starts to fade and darkness starts to consume me. 

Let me wake up.