
PROLOGUE
Sat at the edge of the balcony staring at the dark clouds in the sky showering the earth with its tear drop falling in an utmost manner flooding the earth and marking it every territory.
Closed eyes lost in the thought of you where would you be right now what would you be doing? I stepped into the room and sat on a wooden chair close to my bed, feeling lonely like a little boy without his mother.
I picked up my phone but couldn't dial you up, typed up a message waiting to be delivered, contemplating whether I should send it out or not, and ended up erasing it all.
picked up my car key with no place to go in mind driving with no end trying to get the night air on my head but somehow, I ended up at your place it seems like my heart and soul had a mind of their own and were not ready to stay far away from you. Standing at your doorstep too afraid to go in or even ring the bell, standing at the back of your apartment wanting to scream your name wanting to tell you how I feel about you how bad I wanted you how lonely I have been without you wanting to tell you all that but lacking the voice to do it for my lungs had suddenly become dry my voice husky sounding deep and harsh sounding as if I Was weak or as if I had been shouting all my life.
I felt sorry for myself for all of this was my fault for all the pain I had felt all the anger I was directing towards myself the hate I had for myself everything was killing me so bad I wanted you, no I needed you and I let you leave all because of my pride and selfishness and stupid prank I wanted to keep my legacy in school and that selfishness cost you, it was selfish of me, for now, I know that you’re more important than anything to me but yet I feel like am losing you gradually with every single day that passes by wanting to tell you all this but my senses gumption fortitude and determination non, I couldn't summon the smallest of courage to tell you all this.guys like and comment nxt if you wish for me to start the novel officially

