Then, Ms. Mehta told us that was enough for that day. My heart started pumping and I was positive everyone in the room could hear my heartbeat. There was also sudden feeling of butterfly in my stomach. Ms. Mehta asked me if I wanted to go home or not. I told her," yes, mam I want to go . The boy had already gone and I felt relaxed a little bit and then began climbing the steps down. I saw him standing at one corner of the park thinking about something as soon as he saw me. He smiled but I just ignored him.
While walking back home, I didn't keep my guard down as he might follow me. But when I turned to look back and saw, there was no one, I let out a breathe that I didn't know that I was holding for so long. When I reached back home, I went straight to my room without meeting my mom as I knew if she had saw me, she would immediately realize that something was wrong. I kept my books on the desk and laid down on my bed, replaying the events again and again in head. That's when I realized that he would be waiting for my reply tomorrow. I thought whether my ignorance would be taken as no or I have to reply.
The whole night, I kept thinking about him. I can pretty much sleep a wink and I didn't pretty much saw the sun rising in a beautiful red color. As usual my mother came to wake me up but today, I surprised her and even myself as I was already awake. I got up from the bed and became fresh. I got ready and went to have breakfast. My mother served me the breakfast and said," you remember that today is Sunday and if not I remind you, Ms. Mehta called you at 9 am."
I said," I remember Mummy".
Then, mom told me that she was free and if I felt that I had to share something, she is there. I could discuss with her. It was already 8:45 am. So, I decided to go there. I took out my chemistry notebook and wrote something on its back. I went straight to the tuition and as expected, I was late and he was already sitting there and somewhere I hoped was waiting for me. Hearing this yesterday's events flashed back and that fluttery feeling in the stomach started. But I knew I had to hide it as for right now so.
And there you go the nervousness started . I closed my eyes for a moment and took a few long calm breaths. Finally I got the courage to face him. I walked up to him with my head high and stood hear him for a little while for him to notice me and say something. I coughed and he looked up from his book and smiled at me. As soon as I saw into his brown caramel eyes which had a twinkle in them, but they also made me wanna melt there and the confidence which I had set , had vanished in just a few milliseconds just by looking in his eyes which were full of love and hope.