You never know

Chapter 4

The day after today would be a turning point and unaware of it, we were gossiping with each other and studying. Actually, we used to study less and talk more . ha asked me which car I preferred more out of Fabia and Pajero. 

I replied,"Fabia."

Then, he said,"thank god, I found someone who liked Fabia not Pajero. you know my brother was insisting my father and uncle to buy a Pajero and I was insisting to buy a Fabia as it was better. I said," The topic is getting boring. can't we start a new topic?" 

He said," I'm going to hostel. May be this following year or next year as I was caught by my dad while pulling out stunts near our school and he is very angry about it. May be. I'll either go to Saints Mark or Green Field next year. It can be your school or some other school. I'm not sure and today can be the last day of mine with you at this tuition?"

I felt as if I was dreaming and it was some bad  dream that would be over soon. but after sometime, I realized that it was real. Everything was unimaginable. After the class was over, I went back home. I was in a hurry. I went directly to my room and closed the door.  I started crying but I don't love him. Then, why was it so? I thought may be because he was my friend and he was leaving. But for a friend,I wouldn't have reacted like this. That's when I realized that I was in love with him and he treated me like his friend and nothing more. That's when I realized I had fell hard for him.   

The next day, I was early at tuition. I came before he could come. I waited but he didn't come. Atlast, the teacher came and told me that he had left the tuition but before leaving, he would come today to meet us the last time. He came and I was about to cry. I controlled my emotions. He brought us chocolates and that chocolate was the only one I didn't eat. I kept it as his memory. But one day, something changed my mind and i ate the chocolate which I hated the most . he talked and before going, he just winked at me while the teacher was busy eating her chocolate and also, he was smiling. I captured the moment in my head as if it was something real precious that I didn't want to lose.

Now also, I remember his smile. smiling was one thing that was common among us both. Both of us would smile whenever we see each other. one thing more, I continued to go to the tuition for few days but then I left. Everything at tuition was depressing me. I continued my life but now, I was living without my heart. But I know, I have to move on like he has and have to lock those feelings locked in a small corner of my heart.