Until Death My Love (R18+)

CHAPTER 7 HEAVEN WHITE

 We both got to church; we went in and sat at the far end because we were a little wet in the rain. I walked away from Sky and sat in the other row; I didn't want to be disturbed by what he was going to pray for. Then it is better because I also feel different, resentment and resentment.

 I can't help but cry again, the pain is too much, it repeatedly enters my mind what happened to me this year, I do not understand.

 “Lord, I know you are listening to a humble person like me, low individual, please help me, I do not know where else I will call or ask for help but only from you. Do not let anger remain in my heart; I hope you will give me the strength to overcome these trials. ”

 As I recite my prayer, my heart aches; it bleeds and destroys me little by little. “Father, only you can strengthen me, light my way to success and keep away from bad people.” I can't stop crying.

 “I want you to know that my condition is not good, first of all, the people around me are hurting me. Father, I almost raped,  John almost raped me and now he is threatening our lives. My identity was trampled on, I was expelled. I do not know where else I am going, Father, give me a good heart to forgive those who have wronged me.”

 “Father, encourage me to face the trials that will come, give me the strength so that I do not give up, so that I can continue what the mission you really gave me. Father, hold my heart and purify the hearts of the wicked.”

 “Father, I'm sorry why I thought of taking my life, I just didn't think well, I was confused and the only thing that came to my mind to get rid of everything that happened to me was suicide. Forgive me.”

 All, I turned to the lord, all the resentment I said, my heart ached and I felt like I had an ally who was handing making me in spite of everything. After my prayer, I stood up and looked for Sky. I saw him standing outside the church waiting for me.

 I fixed my face first; I wiped my tears first before facing him. “Sorry, it took me a while." I will forgive him.” I said to him. “It’s okay; it looks like you're really carrying something heavy.” He answered. He would have hugged me, but I step a little bit away from him immediately, it is because I was traumatized by what John did to me.

 “I'm sorry, I just want to comfort you.” Embarrassed he said to me. He moved away from me a little because he felt I wanted space. “I'll take you home.” He volunteered. I agreed. I also want him to see my real life, what my personality really is, and if he still wants to be my friend.

 We were walking down the road and he took the umbrella from me when suddenly it rained again, he opened the umbrella and he took care of it. He did not take refuge, but only supported me. I took the umbrella in his hand and closed it. “There, it's okay for both of us to get wet than just you.” I said.

 We were close to my house, I was nervous about what he would see, until I stopped walking when we were in front of our house. “Are you okay? Is something wrong with you? ” He asked me. “Nothing, here I am, here I live in an orphan, I no longer have parents, but Sister Patricia is my mother.” When I confess to him.

 I saw his eyes looking at me seriously. I was waiting for him to say something negative thoughts to me, but nothing. “So? So what?” He asked me. “Why are you saying all that, to hate you?” He asked again. I could not believe what he said, finally someone accepted me. Sky is a real friend to me. He crossed me on the road and left me in front of the house, but before he left he just reminded me that we would meet again tomorrow.

 I walked to enter the house and saw my mother in the living room. She also saw that I was soaking wet. She immediately took a towel for me and ordered me to change my clothes immediately. “Why are you bathing in the rain?” She asked me. I couldn't answer; I just apologized so that she wouldn't scold me more.

 “You will get sick of what you do.” She said again. I went to the comfort room to take a shower and change my clothes. I went to the kitchen and sat on the chair, my mother prepared me chicken soup to suck. I smiled. Monday morning, I went to school and waited at the gate, because Sky texted me again that we would meet at the gate, he is the only one I trust.

 I only wait a few minutes there and he arrived. He brought flowers and smiled at me. He came over and handed me the flower. “What's this for?” I asked him, I was still confused. “For you, because of the weight of your feelings, I thought of giving you flowers to lighten up somehow, I know that there is no connection but other men say that they can still add fun when you give them flowers A girl.”

 “Why is the flower made of plastic?” I asked him sarcastically. He also laughed and he answered me. “To not wither, hahaha.” Laugh out loud at the same time. I kept laughing. “There, laugh that too.” He answered me. As we walked through the field we met John.

 My whole body started to get cold, I went behind Sky and did not speak, and I knew he saw me, he approached us. He shook Sky's hand; I didn't know they knew each other. “Who are you with?” John asked. My whole body trembled as if it were electrified.

 “Heaven, she's my friend, volleyball player.” Sky introduces me. “Hello Heaven, nice to meet you.” I didn't answer I just smiled at him and I held Sky's arm. “Are you okay?” Sky looked at me while smiling. “Yes, I'm okay.” I answered him. I remember because he told me that he would kill me if I made a mistake.

 Sky and I walked together, but I told him to go first because I would go to my locker first because I would get my other books there. He told us to just have lunch this afternoon, I took my book and I went into the comfort room to wash, I went inside the cubicle to pee.

 When I closed the door, I saw what was written on it. “This is your hiding place Heaven.” I was shocked by what I read, as if someone I did not know was still following me, if John had spread my picture? Is John also following me so he knows where I live?

 I left the comfort room and went to class. I sat down in my chair and Sir Mark told us to open our book to read our lesson. While in the middle of reading it occurred to me that I should just confront John regarding what happened, should I not be afraid of him? He did something wrong to me. When I turned a page, I saw a note stuck in my book. “Hi sexy. Love, John.”

 Is he the one who opens my locker? He is overdoing what he is doing to me. After class, Sky said I'll just wait at the gate first because he said they have a meeting for a while. He just seemed to take me home. Sky is still a good friend of mine. Somehow, someone is trustworthy here at school. I have been waiting for him for more than 30 minutes, but he still does not come. I decided to walk in the field just in case I met him there.

 As I was walking someone suddenly grabbed my ass from behind. I screamed in shock and confronted who did it. I look back, John, but he is not alone, he is with his friend looking at my whole body. “She's what I'm telling you.” John said to his friend. “Your girlfriend John is beautiful.” He replied. My whole body was shaking when John stepped on me.

 I backed away so he wouldn't touch me. “I'm not your girlfriend! And I will never let what you did to me happen again!” I shouted at him. I saw John's eyes glaze over with anger. I ran and thankfully I saw Sky approaching here with us. Sky approached me and asked if I was okay. No words came out of my mouth, I hid behind him and let him talk to John and his friend.

 “What's going on here?” Sky asked. “Nothing, Heaven and I are just having fun, right?” John asked me. My hand is still shaking and my whole body is getting cold. “Go home, I'll take her home.” Sky said. He took my hand and he was surprised when he felt it was getting cold and shivering. He raised my face so he could see my eyes.

 I can't help but cry. That's when Sky started to get angry. He approached John and grabbed his uniform and lifted it. "Oh easy Sky, I'm not doing anything wrong." He answered. “You are my friend, but when I find out you did something wrong to her, you will be responsible to me." He threatened John. He pushed it and John sat on the ground. Sky grabbed my hand and left immediately.