CHAPTER 12❤ THIS IS IT
Our dinner went well, we talked a lot, most of our conversation was about businesses and life. My life being a model specifically. He never mentioned his past nor mine. Jordan asked me to dance but I refused him. Though I know how to dance, I'm a little bit tipsy.
"I want to ramp again as a model," sabi ko habang nakatingin sa wine glass ko.
Naramdaman ko na nakatitig ito sa akin. Kanina ko pa nga napapansin na nakatingin ito sa akin. Pilit ko lang na binalewala.
"You can do whatever you want after you give birth to our baby." Saad naman niya sa akin.
Napatingin ako dito parang kay sarap pakinggan ng sabihin niya ang katagang 'yon? Tama siya anak namin pero babayaran niya ako. So I consider myself as a babymaker not a mother.
"You know what, ang gwapo mo." Hindi ko mapigilan ang purihin siya kasi kanina pa lang ng sunduin niya ako sa kwarto niya. Hangang hanga na ako sa kanya.
"Well, thank you for your appreciation." Kumumpas ito sa hangin kaya naman may gumalaw sa kabilang gilid namin.
Paglabas ay isang babaeng may edad na ang nakita ko. Ngumiti ito sa akin bago tumingin kay Jordan. May tao pa lang nakatingin at nakikinig sa amin.
"Manang kayo na hu ang bahala rito." Mahinahong sabi ni Jordan.
Tumango naman ito kaya tumayo na si Jordan. He looked at me while his hand was inviting me to stand up. I grab his hand and hold it tight. When we were about to leave, Manang immediately held my hand and looked at me. Nagtataka man pero hinayaan kong hawakan ni Manang ang isa kong kamay.
"Sana kayo na ang magkatuluyan ni Sir Ma'am, kayo po ang ka una unahang babae na dinala niya sa bahay na ito." Sabi niya sa akin. Si Jordan naman ay batid kong nakatingin lang sa akin. "Bagay po kayong dalawa, sana po pagpapalain kayo sa ano mang bagay at daan na tatahakin niyo." Dagdag pa niya.
Jusko naman Manang kukuhanan lang ako ng anak ng alaga niyo. Tapos itsapwera na ang susunod!
We entered the house and we went up to the stair. Jordan was still silent, while me i didn't know how to speak. Masyado akong nadadala sa mga nagyayari ngayon. When we reach his room, nakaramdam na ako ng kaba.
Ito na ba? This is it! This is really it. There's no going back Tate!
Jordan open the door saka niya ako pina unang makapasok. Narinig ko pang ni lock niya 'yong pinto kaya mas lalo akong kinabahan. Then he hug me tight and kissed my neck. Tigling sensation strike at me now. I don't know what to do but to feel what Jordan's doing to me. We dance like we are the only one who heard the rythm of the song. Binitawan niya ako saka niya ako iniharap sa kanya. I quickly close my eyes trying to avoid his gazed. He grabe my chin and kissed my lips. I did not know what to do, my lips isn't moving. Binitawan niya ang panga ko saka niya ako niyakap kasabay ng paglalim ng halik niya sa akin. Ako naman ay hindi gumagalaw ang mga labi.
Paano ba ang humalik? How can I respond him if I don't how to kissed? Kailangan ba nakadilat ang mata para makita ko ang reaksiyon ng mukha niya? Pipikit na lang siguro kasi nahihiya ako.
Pilit kong sinasabayan ang labi niya pero mukhang hindi makuha ang tamang paghal*k. Para akong tanga na kasi hindi ako gumaganti sa kanya. Binawi ko ang mga labi ko sa kanya. Saka ako nagmulat sakto naman na nakatingin din siya sa akin.
"Can you teach me how to kiss?" Saad ko kaagad sa kanya.
"Just go with the flow, darling." Sabi niya. Hinalikan niya akong muli. "Open your mouth and welcome my tongue." I followed his command.
Tama ba ito?
Bahala na!
Dahan dahan kaming naglakad papunta ng kama niya. Todo alalay lang siya at baka mapano ako sa suot kong heels. When we reach his bed, he put me down slowly without interrupted our kissed. He caresed my shoulder down to my waist down to my lower body. My nerves shivered the way he touch my body. He slowly took off my dress, and his hand touch my everything. I could feel sensation the way his hands roam around my upper body, without hesitation I slowly took off his clothes. Leave his pant, I saw his big bulge. Ganyan ba talaga kalaki 'yan? Ngumisi ito sa akin.
"You saw that? He is very excited to get inside of you." He teased me.
He look at me with burning desire with his eyes. He removed my sandals then removed all the covers from my body. The cold air conditioner did not help our hot body. Masyadong mainit sa pagitan namin. He teased my proud teat and s*ck like a hungry baby. I bit my lip trying not make a sound. While his playing my lower body. He look at me again while s***king it. when he released it, he aimed at my lips again.
Enenjoy ko na lang ang moment na to. First time ko kaya hindi ko pa alam ang gagawin ko.
"Are you ready?" His said roughly.
Tumango lang ako dito kahit hindi ko alam kung ano ang ibig niyang sabihin.
He went down, slowly kissed my stomach, and touch my pretty well with his one hand while his other hand stayed at my upper body. Agad akong napasinghap dahil hindi ko nakuha agad ang ibig niyang sabihin. Nang makapa niya ang gusto niyang makapa ay agad niya itong hinawakan saka dahan dahan na pinaghiwalay. He also opened my legs wider to give him more access.
Si Jordan lang ang gumagawa lahat habang ako ay ini enjoy ko lang mga ginagawa niya sa akin. Bitting my lips, I look at him if what is his doing in my bottom.
"You can scream all you want. Shout my name as well." Sabi niya kasabay ng pag sisid niya ng kailaliman ko.
"My god! Jordan!" I exclaimed I abruptly hold his hair. Not minding if he is going to hurt the way I held his hair.
Sige lang siya sa ginagawa niya habang ako ay hindi alam kung saan ibabaling ang mukha ko. I very much enjoy of what he is doing to my body. when I felt like something was going to come out, I lifted his head.
"Naiihi ako." Sabi ko habang hinahabol ang sariling hininga.
"Let it out, baby." Sabi niya saka bumalik sa ginagawa niya.
"Jordan, I can't take it anymore!" I shouted and let it out.
Hapong hapo ako, binitawan ko na rin ang buhok ni Jordan. Nang hindi ko na naramdaman ang paggalaw ni Jordan sa pagitan mo ay tumingin ako dito. Ngumiti ito sa akin saka ito nagbilin ng isang halik sa pagitan ko. Tumabi ito sa akin at pinatakan ako ng halik sa noo. And then he kissed my lips once and smile at me again.
"That's all for now. We will do it more than that nextime." He hugged me tight and whispered some word that I couldn't define.