Never an Ever After

Under my wing

SONG FOR THIS CHAPTER:

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME-BOYZONE

CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE

RONAN

I finally claimed her.

After all those years of painfully watching and looking at her from afar, I finally claimed her.

I know you must think that I am an i***t for giving her what her deepest desire, and it happens to be me. I must admit it is an impulsive decision between the two of us, or I should take the blame because I know how disoriented her mind right now. She’s dealing with something ridiculous right now and it happens that she only needed the distraction.

I didn’t realize how broken my girl is, until she gave me what I want all those years of waiting. She made a very hard decision because maybe she needed something to drift her mind off things she can’t control. But I know, she knows that she controls me, the way I admit how I feel about her. She thinks that she can easily hold me down on my neck because of what I feel about her.

I didn’t realize that my girl held some fire and darkness inside her too.

I am too indulged by the fact that she’s a pure and untainted good girl.

But the way she rocks her hips on mine, the way she bit my lips, the way she looks at me as hungry as I am.

I realized, that we are the same.

We have the same soul.

it's just a coincidence that I discovered mine earlier, and she happens to figure hers just now. Or maybe she's still the pure and innocent Ellora I know, and I just happened. And I f*****g corrupt her.

She’s like this delicate beautiful flower that I am glad to peel off every layer until I reached the roots of it.

She’s unpredictable.

Many years of watching her, and she always surprise me every f*****g day.

And today is the biggest surprise of them all.

Having to taste her in the seashore is the perfect epitome of black and white. I tainted her pale white skin with my dark calloused hands. Every touch of my hand on the white part of her body, I feel like I'm putting a black part of mine on her. And having to think that I am the only one holding and entitled to her and her fragile body is enough for me to make me c*m in my f*****g sweatpants.

You see, she only got that power in me. Making me weak and vulnerable.

Making me look like a sick puppy in love.

It is what it is.

She has the very sweet taste on her that I will gladly devour every second of my entire life and I always want more.

The way her legs shakes while my tongue is shoving inside her soft tight p***y sends me in heaven and hell.

And I told you, I can’t get enough of her.

That is why, I watched her taking a bath in the glass shower while jerking myself off.

feverish and sick, I know that’s what you think of me.

but I don’t care, because that girl inside the shower and naked all in front of my eyes to see is f*****g mine.

My suspicion confirmed as my hard d**k gets more painful when I noticed that she knows that I am inside the shower with her, and she didn’t mind. She teased me even more, challenging me on what I will f*****g do.

I will take what she wants me to take. I will give what she wants me to give.

And this day, I know. She wants me to take her, and she wants me to give her that pleasure.

Who the f**k am I to say no?

Having her beneath me in my bed is the best view I will see for my entire life.

Naked. Cheeks flushed. Legs opens. Pouty lips. Hair is scattered on my bed. t**s bouncing as she breathes deeply. Eyes wild and eager. For me.

The f*****g best view.

And the way my hard d**k inside her tight little p***y, I have to calm myself down to f**k her hard and dry. Because this is her first time, I have to take care of her, and make sure that our first is the one she won’t forget, even if she regrets it later.

As soon as she adjusted to the pain, I quicken my pace eager to f**k her brains out and make her moan my name, I wait and wait but she didn’t even call my name.

I am patient, we will get there.

The way her p***y clench my d**k sends me in euphoria that I had never felt before.

And f*****g enough for me to c*m inside her, with her.

Every details and feelings or emotions I have felt while having s*x with her, I f*****g remember. Engraved in my heart, my soul and my mind.

What she gave me just now, is the treasure I will gladly keep for the both of us.

I wanted to tell her that I love her.

But she wasn’t ready for that and might scare her even more.

I am patient, I can wait.

I waited for eight years, what more another year of waiting, right?

The important thing is I let anyone know that she’s mine, and I let her know who she belongs to.

She’s still asleep peacefully while I can even close my eyes because my oxygen apparatus isn’t here with me, and I don’t want her to ask so many questions about it.

Technically, I haven’t sleep for almost two days now, but I have my medicine with me to help me keep my eyes open.

There’s more other thing I wanted to do than to sleep anyway, and that is to watch her sleeping soundly beside me while my arms wrapped around her tiny frame.

I am living for this.

I keep on breathing to have this moment.

I leave her a few hours ago to prepare some breakfast and also Demi and Cloud will come by.

“How is she?” Demi kept pressing me while I keep myself occupied by cooking us breakfast.

“She’s fine. She will be okay.”

“I can’t believe James will do that to her, f*****g asshole.” Demi said in full anger.

Although she is not a very good influence for Ellora, but I trusted her loyalty towards her.

“I am not surprise though.” Cloud chimes in.

“Why?” Demi pressed him.

“I just know he’s capabilities and that mask he’s wearing all along.” He shrugs while eating some bacon.

“How about you though?” she looks at me.

“What about me?”

“Should I be concerned about your sudden involvement in Ellora’s life?”

“I am involved in her life all these years.” I answered her without filter, there’s no point of denying all that.

“Meaning to say? You like her?”

I sighed and looked at Cloud laughing silently “I told you, bro. That girl is a CIA.”

“f**k off, Cloud.” She snapped her fingers on Cloud, her ex-boyfriend. “This is my best friend we are talking about. I don’t want her to have another man who’s wearing a mask again.”

I sighed and leaned closer to Demi in the counter and looked at her intently “But I am not wearing a mask. I am not bothered if anyone see who the beast in me is.”

I saw her swallowed hard “You better make her safe. If the both of you is telling the truth that James and the Butler’s will come to her sooner, you better make her safe.”

“You don’t need to remind me that, Dem. Ellora is under my wing.”

“f*****g whipped.” Cloud whispered while laughing, and I looked at him and he raised his hands in surrender.

“Demi?” A sweet voice echoed inside the kitchen and my senses comes straight to where she is standing.

She was only wearing my black shirt and her white panties underneath; f**k Cloud is here too.

I cleared my throat “Ellora, minding to wear some shorts please.” I told her and I see the way Cloud becomes mischievous and wanted to pissed me off, he looks at Ellora’s pale long legs and whistled slowly.

Ellora tried her best to lower my shirt that she’s wearing and her cheeks flushed in embarrassment again.

Demi walks towards her and hugs her “I miss you.”

Ellora hugs her back and I can see that she’s calm “I miss you too.”

Demi led her to the stool in front of me as Demi checked her body, and see the bruises I have left her from our s*x last night.

Didn’t mean to tighten my grip anywhere I touched her but having my palm on her soft skin makes me eager.

I sighed and ready for the interrogation.

“What is this?” she asked.

I saw Ellora looked at me and she’s being embarrassed and awkward at the same time. “Um- nothing. Must have get this from the night of the prom.”

Oohh, she lied smoothly that made me smile a little and I saw her looking at me pissed off because she’s having a hard time lying to her friend.

I continue cooking as Demi and Ellora catching up and her shorts that I ordered her to wear has long forgotten.

Ellora and demi is now walking on the shore laughing, and I saw her smile for a while that I didn’t see for the couple of days since the prom happened.

“What did you do to her?” Cloud asked about the bruised I left on Ellora as his smirks isn’t washing away from his face that I wanted to punch him.

“Claimed her.” I shrug.

He smiled “Finally. About time.”

No. this isn’t the right time for that, but I gave in my pleasure and desire. I didn’t regret what happened, I am just worried that what happened between us won’t help her changed her mind towards me.

I just have to hope for the best.

And even if not, she doesn’t have any choice anyway.