Where is my mind?

Lights... camera/ possibilities/ battles/ answer

Lights... Camera...

i worked for so long

dreaming this day would come

it's all I've thought of

since i learned to play

i wondered if i could play on stage

what if that was me

even once

i was starstruck

a dreamer

showing off everything i learned

i was something

i was gifted

i dreamt more

first band, my dream failed

after, i played with my heart

my dreams stomped out

i wasnt enough and it hurt

i couldn't accept it

so i played until i was found

the day came

my heart throbbing with anxiety

can i do it?

lights

I am doing it

Possibilities

stare into the void without a filter

what if that irrational thought was reality

what is that which limits you

fear

rejection

inadequacy

this isn't about you

its about the mark you make

you're so quick to "what if?" the bad

you limit the possibilities of your life

if you died in this exact moment

the only thing this room will see is a body

they don't know your name

until they see an id

they don't know who you are

until the obvious people speak

have no haste?

just get out there

tonight if we die

they will know our names

Battles

what's in the minds of the apathetic?

is their heart not in what they're doing?

what does their heart scream for?

rejecting, shoving, and isolating

how do you know where you fit?

nobody does but they search

this long battle for community

Answer

i wish i could make you smile

it seems days go by

endlessly in torment

i look to you and i don't know

how can i help

there has to be a way

i give you things you think you need

i comfort and listen

days go by with my support

to no avail

you need what you're not getting

only you can answer