Sheer Temptation [Very Slow Updates]

XI

"Sebastian?"

If there was one thing that Desa could not resist looking at, maybe it was Sebastian's physique that night. He drove for about half an hour, his clothes haphazardly done, hair still ruffled and—

Tumapak ito papaloob ng kanyang apartment at binigyan naman ito ni Desa ng espasyo para tuluyang makapasok sa loob. Ngunit bago niya pa man maisara ang front door ay hinila na siya ng lalaki at siniil ng halik. Ang kanina pang namimintig na p********e ng dalaga ay mas lalo lamang nanakit nang maramdaman ang masuyong paghagod ng mga labi nito sa kanya. Unlike Stefan, his kisses were gentle and more passionate. As if they were telling her how much he missed her and it only made her feel more guilty about her secret rendezvous.

"Seb..."

He was breathing heavily when he moved away. "I'm sorry, I was really.... I was really thinking of you and I felt the urgency and I really needed you tonight—"

"Why are you over-explaining?" natatawang tanong niya. "It's alright, Seb... I'm your fiancee."

His puppy eyes grew more as he pulled her closer. "I just don't want you to feel uncomfortable, Desa..."

Umiling siya at tipid na ngumiti. "I'm not, Mr. Meyer. But now that I'm all wet down there, maybe you should finish what you have started?"

Naiiling na tumawa ito bago siya hinila patungo sa sofa. "Can we take it slow?"

Nang makaupo ito sa upuan at siya naman sa kandungan nito, hindi mapigilan ni Desa na mapatitig sa mga mata ng lalaki. Berde. Katulad ng sa kapatid nito. Ngayon nga na natitigan niya ito nang mainam ay tsaka niya napansin ang malaking pagkakahawig nito at ng nakababatang kapatid nito. Maliban na lang sa buhok at porma, kung hindi niya lang kilala na ito ang fiance niya ay baka ibang pangalan na ang natawag niya kanina.

"Of course... We can always take it slow."

He chuckled before tucking some loose strands behind her ear. "Why are you still awake, anyway? Gabi na, a..."

"Maybe I'm waiting for someone?" pagpapahaging niya.

"Who, lovely? Me? Well you don't have to wait now..."

Sex was still taboo for them. And Sebastian's still... a guy who would not let her feel uncomfortable or tired by still coerce her into having s*x with him. He was gentle and when he did want them to do that, he would try his best to become passionate. Even though things might end up a little bit unsatisfying for the both of them.

"Seb..." she whispered as she stared at his green eyes. "Let's—"

"I know you're unsatisfied with me, love..." he confessed. "I can always see it in your eyes whenever we finish. I'm getting frustrated and I really want to make you happy, Des... I really do..."

She gently smiled before leaning her forehead against his. "Then now's your chance... Do whatever you want to do to me, Seb..."

He only smirked before pulling out a thin rope out of his jeans pocket. Bago pa man siya makapag-usisa ay nahagkan na naman siya nito sa labi. And this time, they were more powerful. Hindi siya magrereklamo. Mas lalong hindi niya rin ito pipigilan. Her whole body has been aching since she got home and the last thing she wanted to do was to stop herself from feeling Seb. She wanted to be closer to him. They were going to get married after all and this is just one of the many ways for her to fall for him.

Dahan-dahan siyang inihiga ni Sebastian sa sofa. Magkahinang pa rin ang kanilang mga labi at hindi niya na napigilan ang sarili pa na mapasabunot sa itim na itim nitong buhok. Sa pagitan ng mga halik ay alam niyang napapangiti ito at mas lalong naging marubdob ang mga halik ng lalaki. Saglit itong sumagap ng hangin at nakipagtitigan sa kanya.

"What's the rope for, Mr. Meyer?" usisa niya habang habol nila ang kanilang paghinga.

Mahina itong tumawa, inalis ang kanyang manipis na pantulog at itinaas ang hawak nito. "Do you trust me? If you do, give me your hands."

Nang itali nito ang kanyang mga kamay ay bahagyang nakaramdam si Desarae ng panic sa katawan. Ganoon ang senaryo sa bar kanina at hindi niya malaman kung sinabi ba ni Stefan sa kapatid nito ang nangyari o coincidence lang ang lahat. Ngunit base sa kilos ng lalaki ay parang wala naman itong alam sa mga nangyari kaya naman pilit na pinakalma ng dalaga ang kanyang sarili.

"Seb... What's this?"

He grinned and scratched the back of his ear, probably shy with his reasons. "I've been wanting to try this but I was scared that you might think that I'm weird... Plus I'm not sure if you would want to do this."

Natawa siya sa paliwanag nito. "This isn't weird. It's sexy... to be honest."

He sighed. "If my parents see me like this, I'll probably get grounded and they'll stop me from seeing you until the wedding..."

Lalong lumakas ang tawa ni Desa. "What are you, twelve? Stop overthinking, Seb... Let's just do this..."

Guilt. Even the loudest laughs could still make her guilt stronger. It was clear that whenever they were apart, he was still thinking about her and yet, here she was... stressing over the fact that she has no feelings for her fiancee or even if she does, they were not enough for her to get married to him. And definitely her doing some s****l agreement with his younger brother did not work. It only made her feel worse.

"Seb..." singhap niya nang maramdaman ang pagkagat nito sa kanyang dibdib. Namilipit ang kanyang katawan sa kakaibang sensasyong nararamdaman nang lalo pang dumiin iyon sa kanyang balat. She tried to open her eyes and look at him but the feeling was so strong that she was swept away. Hindi pa nakatulong ang kanyang mga kamay na nakatali at mas lalo lamang niyong pinatindi ang kanyang paghihirap.

She flinched as she felt the tip of his tongue playing with her buds. The wet sensation crept all over her body, making her back arch and her womanhood ache even more. It was as if Sebastian came up on the sweetest torture ever existed to punish her.

"You taste sweet, precious," bulong nito sa kanya bago nito itinaas ang kanyang mga nakagapos na kamay. Pagkatapos ay hinubad nito ang suot nitong slacks at inihagis iyon sa isang tabi.

Sa isang mabilis na galaw ay naramdaman niya ang pagpasok ng alaga nito sa kanya. He was undeniably huge, and she must admit, the length was longer than the normal, and now that he was moving roughly, it hurted a little bit. But all that Desarae could do was to dig her fingernails on Sebastian's back and let him pound her hard. The anticipation of the moment. The heat of bodies slamming at each other. The sound of it. It was strange but... Seb was starting to lose his inhibitions and make her feel more than a woman.

"Seb!" bulalas niya nang maramdaman ang pagbilis ng galaw nito, kasabay ng malakas na paghingal ng lalaki. Naririnig niya ang pag-ingit ng spring ng upuan ngunit hindi niya pinahinto ang lalaki. Her body was already aching and would she stop herself from making him pleasure her? And besides, they would get married soon. These scenarios would be no stranger to the two of them once they start living under the same roof.

"Desa..." He chuckled in between grunts and groans. "Get on top of me, love..."

Seb sat on the sofa as she slowly sat on top of him, putting her tied hands around his neck. Ngumiti ang lalaki at hinaplos ang kanyang pisngi bago dahan-dahang ginabayan ang pagbaba ng kanyang katawan. Sinubsob ni Sebastian ang mukha nito sa kanyang dibdib kasabay ng pagkawala ng mahinang ungol mula sa kanyang mga labi. Nang makahugot ay hindi na pinigilan pa ng dalaga ang paggalaw ng kanyang katawan. Napasinghap siya nang maramdaman ang pagkalat ng mainit na likido sa loob niya na sinundan naman ng pagkarating niya sa kanyang sariling rurok. Hinihingal na sinulyapan niya si Seb. Malamlam ang mga mata nito habang nakatitig sa kanya.

Ngumiti ang dalaga at hinila papalapit ang lalaki. "A penny for your thoughts?"

Mahina naman itong natawa at umiling. "It's just..m-my first time seeing you smile like that... And I love it. Did I do a good job?"

Tumango siya at sumandal sa balikat nito. "Yeah..."

He sighed before slowly laying his back on the sofa. "I'm glad... I really want to make you satisfied, Desarae. Papakasalan kita dahil mahal kita at gusto ko na palagi kang masaya. Kaya naman ayaw ko na nakikita kang malungkot o nakukulangan sa 'kin... Alam kong mabilis ang mga pangyayari sa 'tin at gusto kong makabawi sa 'yo. I'll even court you even after we get married—"

She softly laughed before making him remove the rope on her hands. "Seb, as you've said, we can always take things slow. There's no point in rushing things. Marami pa tayong oras."

He shrugged. "We're not sure about that, are we?"